Friday, 5 August 2016
activities I participated
Salam.
Hangpa apa khabar? Sihat ka? Aku, Alhamdulillah masih diberi peluang tiap hari untuk bangun solat, pergi kelas, timba ilmu dan paling aku suka sekali dapat menikmati keenakan makanan (sebab paling kukuh lagi mantap kenapa semakin hari semakin gemuk). Tapi biasalah kalau hidup as a student had never been easy.Especially after raya Aidilfitri,my life had been totally chaos and super hectic. Tatkala test, quiz, assignment, presentation, ceramah dan program bergabung dalam masa yang sama, masyaAllah meletup otak dibuatnya! It's totally a lie if I said I didn't stress out but, Alhamdulillah I still can handle and manage it well by doing some workout and zumba with my beloved housemates whenever I've free time.
Syukur Alhamdulillah sebab masa program Charity in Run minggu lepas , aku dapat 4th place huihui bersyukur gilaaa sebab tak sangka dapat top 5 as my weight had increased a lot since Form 5. Tapi seious lah aku cakap, my eating habit and nafs towards food are crazy! I want to be fit, slim and healthy. However, I keep on eating craps and I don't burn calories as much as I eat. Macam mana lah lemak tak berkumpul weh? I EAT AND REGRET AND EAT AND REGRET AND THAT'S KEEP ON TILL I STRESS OUT!! Mental breakdown gila kat sini although kalau kat rumah pun aku still makan banyak. Missing myself back then when I have a healthier body and healthier lifestyle and eating habits. Need some motivation right now!
In diploma pharmacy course, we have 7 subjects + 1 kor in sem 1. My fav subjects are pre calculus, intro to pharmaceutical practice and pharmaceutical chemistry while my fav lecturers are Sir Syafiq, Dr Maryam Farooqi, Madam A and Madam Isma. I had fun learning new stuffs with them because they make the learning process lots easier and more fun! Tapi tak suka bila kena tukar lecturer omg WHY THIS HAPPEN IN UNIVERSITY?? Tak boleh ke we stick to one lecturer for one subject macam masa sekolah dulu? Ee bencinya.
Actually sepanjang aku belajar kat UiTM ni, banyak gila aktiviti....meh aku share gambar!
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| Program EHSAN |
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| Scream for Ice Cream! |
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| Sempat lagi sebelum ambil test huihui |
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| Selfie is our thing in class kan Sarah? |
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| Trobek iftaar |
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| Warna warni Aidilfitri Sophys Meltech |
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| Class B |
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| PH1101B1B2 |
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| Selamat Hari Raya from us #B1B2 |
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| My family in UiTM Bertam <3 |
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| With Izzati and Hidayah |
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| On our way to Food Truck Festival |
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| Beraya kat rumah Ain |
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| Excuse my eating face |
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| Muka dakdak sunway katanya |
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| Muka dapat no 4 Charity in Run |
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| Charity in Fun |
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| Ceramah 'Quran & Modern Science' by Dato' Dr. Zainal |
Saturday, 16 July 2016
interview JPK
Salam.
Hampir sebulan yang lalu, aku dengan beraninya menyertai sesi temuduga Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Kolej (JPK). Entah dari mana keberanian tu muncul, aku sendiri pun tak tahu. Al maklumlah, aku ni orang yang sangat takut untuk kehadapan, untuk mencuba dan untuk bersuara. Pada asalnya, aku pergi tu nak mencuba je. Walaupun dalam hati tu, teringin sangat nak jadi ahli JPK (paling seronok sebab semuanya perempuan). Bibir tu orang kata, terkumat kamit berdoa moga moga semuanya dipermudahkan dan aku berjaya lepas sesi interview tu. Dari cara aku menjawab tanpa sebarang keyakinan setiap soalan yang diajukan, memang aku dapat rasa yang aku takde harapan nak dapat jawatan yang aku mohon. Tapi aku tetap berdoa dan percaya yang Allah tu akan bagi jika itu rezeki aku. Tapi, apa kan daya rezeki tak menyebelahi. Mungkin bukan kali ni. Ada rezeki lain, insyaAllah.
Soalan yang diajukan masa sesi interview tu banyak dan ada beberapa yang aku tak dapat jawab, ada yang dia tanya sepatah aku jawab sepatah (adoyai macam mana lah nak terpilih) Maaf, tapi aku langsung takde pengalaman untuk melalui sesi interview. Itu merupakan my very first interview ever ok. Although it didn't went really well, but I can improve myself insyaAllah. Dan jumaat depan, Bertam Student Council (BSC) ada buat interview. Aku nak sangat masuk. Ada orang, niat nak naikkan nama. Ada orang, nak dikenali. Ada orang, niat sebab seronok dan sebagainya. Secara jujurnya, niat aku untuk masuk JPK mahupun BSC sebab aku nak belajar. Aku nak belajar macam mana nak handle program. Belajar macam mana nak handle pelajar universiti, macam mana nak bercakap di hadapan dengan penuh keyakinan. Aku nak sangat belajar benda tu. Sebab aku kurang dari aspek tu, dan aku nak baiki kelemahan yang aku ada. Ada borang interview yang perlu diisi. Aku masih belum ambil lagi. Dekat kertas tu ada senarai jawatan yang pernah disandang semasa sekolah menengah. Allahu.....perasaan aku mula tak stabil. Rasa sedih. Di sekolah dulu, aku banyak aktif sebagai peserta dan bukan ahli jawatankuasa. Aku masuk larian, kawad kaki bertahun tahun, ahli gamelan selama 3 tahun dan ada beberapa lagi. Tapi tak pernah jadi ahli jawatankuasa. Paling last aku pegang jawatan pun masa tingkatan 2 sebagai penolong ketua kelas. Tu pun lebih kurang sebulan jelah.
Kawan serumah aku, penuh je dia tulis aku tengok. Kagum. Dan sedih kat diri sendiri. Nampaknya takde rezeki lagi untuk aku menyertai kelab tertinggi. Untuk aku belajar macam mana nak handle program dan etc. Belum sampai masanya (?!) Mungkin belum layak. Belum cukup bersedia? Fikir positif terhadap Allah. Mungkin aku nampak okay, tapi dalam hati, Allah saja tahu macam mana sedihnya aku. Dan masa itu jugak lah kawan aku tu datang dekat aku sambil cakap "Aida doakan kita dapat tau" okkkkkkk aku rasa berat sebenarnya. Aku rasa tak nak doakan dia (ni syaiton punya kerja ni). Perasaan iri hati tu memang tipu kalau takde. Tapi tiba tiba aku teringat satu kata-kata ni "Kawan yang baik ialah kawan yang mendoakan dan gembira dengan kejayaan kawannya" Dengan hati yang berat dan sedih, aku berdoa agar Allah permudahkan kejayaan dia dan memberikan kejayaan kepada aku. Aku yakin jika aku mendoakan orang lain, malaikat akan mendoakan aku. Jadi aku perlu buang perasaan iri hati dan dengki yang merosakkan hati.
Program yang Bertam Student Council anjurkan pagi tadi. Memang daebakkkk!!! Aku harap aku dapat cakap kat depan macam coach Baahir dengan penuh confident dan semangat.
Hampir sebulan yang lalu, aku dengan beraninya menyertai sesi temuduga Jawatankuasa Perwakilan Kolej (JPK). Entah dari mana keberanian tu muncul, aku sendiri pun tak tahu. Al maklumlah, aku ni orang yang sangat takut untuk kehadapan, untuk mencuba dan untuk bersuara. Pada asalnya, aku pergi tu nak mencuba je. Walaupun dalam hati tu, teringin sangat nak jadi ahli JPK (paling seronok sebab semuanya perempuan). Bibir tu orang kata, terkumat kamit berdoa moga moga semuanya dipermudahkan dan aku berjaya lepas sesi interview tu. Dari cara aku menjawab tanpa sebarang keyakinan setiap soalan yang diajukan, memang aku dapat rasa yang aku takde harapan nak dapat jawatan yang aku mohon. Tapi aku tetap berdoa dan percaya yang Allah tu akan bagi jika itu rezeki aku. Tapi, apa kan daya rezeki tak menyebelahi. Mungkin bukan kali ni. Ada rezeki lain, insyaAllah.
Soalan yang diajukan masa sesi interview tu banyak dan ada beberapa yang aku tak dapat jawab, ada yang dia tanya sepatah aku jawab sepatah (adoyai macam mana lah nak terpilih) Maaf, tapi aku langsung takde pengalaman untuk melalui sesi interview. Itu merupakan my very first interview ever ok. Although it didn't went really well, but I can improve myself insyaAllah. Dan jumaat depan, Bertam Student Council (BSC) ada buat interview. Aku nak sangat masuk. Ada orang, niat nak naikkan nama. Ada orang, nak dikenali. Ada orang, niat sebab seronok dan sebagainya. Secara jujurnya, niat aku untuk masuk JPK mahupun BSC sebab aku nak belajar. Aku nak belajar macam mana nak handle program. Belajar macam mana nak handle pelajar universiti, macam mana nak bercakap di hadapan dengan penuh keyakinan. Aku nak sangat belajar benda tu. Sebab aku kurang dari aspek tu, dan aku nak baiki kelemahan yang aku ada. Ada borang interview yang perlu diisi. Aku masih belum ambil lagi. Dekat kertas tu ada senarai jawatan yang pernah disandang semasa sekolah menengah. Allahu.....perasaan aku mula tak stabil. Rasa sedih. Di sekolah dulu, aku banyak aktif sebagai peserta dan bukan ahli jawatankuasa. Aku masuk larian, kawad kaki bertahun tahun, ahli gamelan selama 3 tahun dan ada beberapa lagi. Tapi tak pernah jadi ahli jawatankuasa. Paling last aku pegang jawatan pun masa tingkatan 2 sebagai penolong ketua kelas. Tu pun lebih kurang sebulan jelah.
Kawan serumah aku, penuh je dia tulis aku tengok. Kagum. Dan sedih kat diri sendiri. Nampaknya takde rezeki lagi untuk aku menyertai kelab tertinggi. Untuk aku belajar macam mana nak handle program dan etc. Belum sampai masanya (?!) Mungkin belum layak. Belum cukup bersedia? Fikir positif terhadap Allah. Mungkin aku nampak okay, tapi dalam hati, Allah saja tahu macam mana sedihnya aku. Dan masa itu jugak lah kawan aku tu datang dekat aku sambil cakap "Aida doakan kita dapat tau" okkkkkkk aku rasa berat sebenarnya. Aku rasa tak nak doakan dia (ni syaiton punya kerja ni). Perasaan iri hati tu memang tipu kalau takde. Tapi tiba tiba aku teringat satu kata-kata ni "Kawan yang baik ialah kawan yang mendoakan dan gembira dengan kejayaan kawannya" Dengan hati yang berat dan sedih, aku berdoa agar Allah permudahkan kejayaan dia dan memberikan kejayaan kepada aku. Aku yakin jika aku mendoakan orang lain, malaikat akan mendoakan aku. Jadi aku perlu buang perasaan iri hati dan dengki yang merosakkan hati.
Wednesday, 22 June 2016
i like it here
Salam.
I can't denied how much I like this place, UiTM Pulau Pinang Kampus Bertam or Kolej Al-Zahrawi to be exact, for the calmness and safety that I feel with such amazing housemates that I never thought I could ever get. I am sooooo thankful!!!! With the chance that Allah has given to me to continue my studies, I really wanted to study so hard and excel in every test and exam. That's what I'm doing, something that I've been trying and struggling for the past few weeks I am here. Of course, I don't want to let my parents down....again, after not a really good result I got in SPM. Haha. Ini lah masanya untuk aku tebus balik.
Kehidupan serba mewah yang aku nikmati selama aku kerja 5 bulan terpaksa aku tinggalkan walaupun tanpa rela hati. Shopping (baju, seluar, tudung, makeup, skincare products), makan (uncle jack, kfc, mcd and other fast food) yang selalunya aku beli twice/thrice a week, tengok tv sampai 2 3 pagi, main phone tiap masa and much more. Kenikmataan dan kesenangan itu terpaksa aku lepaskan buat sementara waktu, demi mengejar kesenangan masa hadapan. Dah boleh pasang lagu Terakhir dah ni. Ewah ayat aku ni agak agak boleh dapat A+ kot. Tapi betul lah apa yang aku cakap. Itu yang aku nak.
Langkah pertama aku masuk UiTM, memang aku dah tetapkan niat untuk belajar SAHAJA. Tiada niat lain seperti usha budak lelaki atau cari boyfriend atau jadi tulang rusuk kiri kepada mana mana mahasiswa (euw). Bila dah tetapkan pendirian tambah lagi dengan jaga pandangan and ikhtilat, insyaAllah semua benda terjaga kot. Kena banyak doa supaya Allah tetapkan hati, jaga and lindungi kita dari maksiat.
Ok tipu lah kalau takde siapa yang cuba dekat hahaha walaupun muka selekeh, tudung selebet semua (ni serious aku tak faham kenapa, rabun ke weh?) Tapi bila ada tu, tepis and tolak. Campak jelah diorang jauh jauh. Even takde lah jauh mana sebab campak mana pun, nampak jugak muka tu jugak kat kampus kan. Hehe. μ λ°°λλ€ ada je yang good-looking (yang ni aku TERpandang masa ada meeting first masuk kampus dulu ok tolong baca ter tu 24 kali ek) tapi lepastu jangan lah dok simpan, layan perasaan tu sangat. Ke laut jadinya nanti. Buang je jauh jauh kalau tak, syaitan suka lah nak menghasut kita untuk dekat dengan maksiat. Lagipun pandangan pertama tak salah, tapi dah masuk 2 3 4 5 6 7 kali dan seterusnya tu dah kira salah!!!!! Jangan dok gatal nak pandang, main mata ha nak kena sebat ke? Hahaha. Ok conclusion dia sebenarnya, aku nak cakap yang aku nak belajar rajin rajin. Tu je kekeke punya panjang lebar kalah karangan bm dulu.
Ps; ada kawan aku teringin nak ada orang minat/stalker and etc, apa aku boleh cakap is toksah lah sebab benda semua ni merimaskan dan buat kita tak selesa. Sangat tak selesa. Unless kalau kau suka attention from the boys tu aku tak boleh cakap apa lah kan. So thats it! Study hard, good luck and may Allah ease everything πͺπͺπͺ
μ λ°°λλ€; seon-bae-nim-deul (seniors)
I can't denied how much I like this place, UiTM Pulau Pinang Kampus Bertam or Kolej Al-Zahrawi to be exact, for the calmness and safety that I feel with such amazing housemates that I never thought I could ever get. I am sooooo thankful!!!! With the chance that Allah has given to me to continue my studies, I really wanted to study so hard and excel in every test and exam. That's what I'm doing, something that I've been trying and struggling for the past few weeks I am here. Of course, I don't want to let my parents down....again, after not a really good result I got in SPM. Haha. Ini lah masanya untuk aku tebus balik.
Kehidupan serba mewah yang aku nikmati selama aku kerja 5 bulan terpaksa aku tinggalkan walaupun tanpa rela hati. Shopping (baju, seluar, tudung, makeup, skincare products), makan (uncle jack, kfc, mcd and other fast food) yang selalunya aku beli twice/thrice a week, tengok tv sampai 2 3 pagi, main phone tiap masa and much more. Kenikmataan dan kesenangan itu terpaksa aku lepaskan buat sementara waktu, demi mengejar kesenangan masa hadapan. Dah boleh pasang lagu Terakhir dah ni. Ewah ayat aku ni agak agak boleh dapat A+ kot. Tapi betul lah apa yang aku cakap. Itu yang aku nak.
Langkah pertama aku masuk UiTM, memang aku dah tetapkan niat untuk belajar SAHAJA. Tiada niat lain seperti usha budak lelaki atau cari boyfriend atau jadi tulang rusuk kiri kepada mana mana mahasiswa (euw). Bila dah tetapkan pendirian tambah lagi dengan jaga pandangan and ikhtilat, insyaAllah semua benda terjaga kot. Kena banyak doa supaya Allah tetapkan hati, jaga and lindungi kita dari maksiat.
Ok tipu lah kalau takde siapa yang cuba dekat hahaha walaupun muka selekeh, tudung selebet semua (ni serious aku tak faham kenapa, rabun ke weh?) Tapi bila ada tu, tepis and tolak. Campak jelah diorang jauh jauh. Even takde lah jauh mana sebab campak mana pun, nampak jugak muka tu jugak kat kampus kan. Hehe. μ λ°°λλ€ ada je yang good-looking (yang ni aku TERpandang masa ada meeting first masuk kampus dulu ok tolong baca ter tu 24 kali ek) tapi lepastu jangan lah dok simpan, layan perasaan tu sangat. Ke laut jadinya nanti. Buang je jauh jauh kalau tak, syaitan suka lah nak menghasut kita untuk dekat dengan maksiat. Lagipun pandangan pertama tak salah, tapi dah masuk 2 3 4 5 6 7 kali dan seterusnya tu dah kira salah!!!!! Jangan dok gatal nak pandang, main mata ha nak kena sebat ke? Hahaha. Ok conclusion dia sebenarnya, aku nak cakap yang aku nak belajar rajin rajin. Tu je kekeke punya panjang lebar kalah karangan bm dulu.
Ps; ada kawan aku teringin nak ada orang minat/stalker and etc, apa aku boleh cakap is toksah lah sebab benda semua ni merimaskan dan buat kita tak selesa. Sangat tak selesa. Unless kalau kau suka attention from the boys tu aku tak boleh cakap apa lah kan. So thats it! Study hard, good luck and may Allah ease everything πͺπͺπͺ
μ λ°°λλ€; seon-bae-nim-deul (seniors)
Friday, 10 June 2016
uni life
Salam.
Ok class has started on Monday this week. I thought uni life and school life are pretty much the same. But it is not. The learning process in uni life's really fast. Writes our own notes based on what the lecturers have given, tries to understand and do revision whenever we have times (which is rarely bcos class finished at 4 or 5 and sometimes 7pm), completes all the assignments (coming soon haha), need to score for 4 flat every sem in order to get CGPA 3.75 and above so that I can continue my degree in pharmaceutical) walks back and forth from hostel to classes and needs to take kor (curriculum) and excel in the test.
Never thought uni life is this hard. I always think uni life is fun, laughing here and there without worrying about studies, go for a study groups, join clubs and do lots of stuff with unimates. I have that kind of thinking because that's what I see at dramas and movies most of the time (liar!) I wonder how uni students coop with all of this stuff, y'know study, kor, assignments, classes to attend and they are still happy? Pelik. Itu je aku mampu cakap. Tapi so far all the lecturers are okay, not so strict and fun.
Although I said uni life is hectic, boring and tense, but at Kolej Al-Zahrawi (my hostel) I feel some kind of peace. Esp when I get into my house (yup we get house not dorm), be able to talk with my funny and sporting housemates make me feel good. There are 8 of us in that house and during iftaar, seronok teramat sebab masing masing buka cerita about what happen in classes and etc. Aina and Hidayah are the funniest. Nora jenis yang mudah terhibur so, she laughs a lot. Quite. A lot. Sarah's really a good talkers and acts really well. Dia boleh lakonkan balik macam mana lecturer atau anyone yang dia rasa nak cerita, in a funny way. Ain hm kadang kadang cakap jugak tapi not that much tho. Shahira, Fatin jenis pendiam haha sama macam aku! Geng sarawak kateko ewah π But we know when to make a conversation and interupts when the others talked. Memang satu kepala lah satu rumah. I am grateful for that. Really grateful. Alhamdulillah. Tapi Fatin (sometimes we called her abel) going to IPG (Institut Perguruan) this Saturday. Huwaaa we are gonna lose a sistur!!!!! π
All of us took pics before class started everyday and sent it to our whatsapp group! π
After got a B+ for add maths in SPM, I do feel a bit trauma or some kind of feel afraid to do add maths work. But this is the challenges that I need to take. Something that I need to face. For diploma pharmacy students, we need to take precalculus and calculus subject = add maths + math for 6 semester. Hahaa. How lucky I am? π Tapi dengan azam yang baru, aku akan usaha lebih untuk dapat anugerah dekan for every semester and anugerah naib canselor (pls reminds me this whenever I am not in study mode or feel lazy or feel unmotivated ok π)
Ps: I have bought train ticket for cuti raya already hoyeahhhhh!!!! So excited can't wait to go home, another 20 days to go π
Ok class has started on Monday this week. I thought uni life and school life are pretty much the same. But it is not. The learning process in uni life's really fast. Writes our own notes based on what the lecturers have given, tries to understand and do revision whenever we have times (which is rarely bcos class finished at 4 or 5 and sometimes 7pm), completes all the assignments (coming soon haha), need to score for 4 flat every sem in order to get CGPA 3.75 and above so that I can continue my degree in pharmaceutical) walks back and forth from hostel to classes and needs to take kor (curriculum) and excel in the test.
Never thought uni life is this hard. I always think uni life is fun, laughing here and there without worrying about studies, go for a study groups, join clubs and do lots of stuff with unimates. I have that kind of thinking because that's what I see at dramas and movies most of the time (liar!) I wonder how uni students coop with all of this stuff, y'know study, kor, assignments, classes to attend and they are still happy? Pelik. Itu je aku mampu cakap. Tapi so far all the lecturers are okay, not so strict and fun.
Although I said uni life is hectic, boring and tense, but at Kolej Al-Zahrawi (my hostel) I feel some kind of peace. Esp when I get into my house (yup we get house not dorm), be able to talk with my funny and sporting housemates make me feel good. There are 8 of us in that house and during iftaar, seronok teramat sebab masing masing buka cerita about what happen in classes and etc. Aina and Hidayah are the funniest. Nora jenis yang mudah terhibur so, she laughs a lot. Quite. A lot. Sarah's really a good talkers and acts really well. Dia boleh lakonkan balik macam mana lecturer atau anyone yang dia rasa nak cerita, in a funny way. Ain hm kadang kadang cakap jugak tapi not that much tho. Shahira, Fatin jenis pendiam haha sama macam aku! Geng sarawak kateko ewah π But we know when to make a conversation and interupts when the others talked. Memang satu kepala lah satu rumah. I am grateful for that. Really grateful. Alhamdulillah. Tapi Fatin (sometimes we called her abel) going to IPG (Institut Perguruan) this Saturday. Huwaaa we are gonna lose a sistur!!!!! π
All of us took pics before class started everyday and sent it to our whatsapp group! π
After got a B+ for add maths in SPM, I do feel a bit trauma or some kind of feel afraid to do add maths work. But this is the challenges that I need to take. Something that I need to face. For diploma pharmacy students, we need to take precalculus and calculus subject = add maths + math for 6 semester. Hahaa. How lucky I am? π Tapi dengan azam yang baru, aku akan usaha lebih untuk dapat anugerah dekan for every semester and anugerah naib canselor (pls reminds me this whenever I am not in study mode or feel lazy or feel unmotivated ok π)
Ps: I have bought train ticket for cuti raya already hoyeahhhhh!!!! So excited can't wait to go home, another 20 days to go π
Saturday, 4 June 2016
ramadhan kareem
Salam.
Ok sempena menyambut Ramadhan yang bakal datang tak berapa lama lagi ni which tomorrow will be the last day bulan Syaaban, aku nak kongsi sikit lah apa yang disharekan oleh saudara mara dan sahabat dunia akhirat aku di whatsapp. Bukan apa, saja nak tambah pahala...kot kot lah ada yang baca and amalkan apa yang aku nak sampaikan ni kan. Ada juga saham untuk kat akhirat nanti. Amin, mudah mudahan lah.
Jadual kat atas ni hm kira macam what-to-do list lah kononnya tapi ni version islamic special for Ramadhan gitu. Haha. Just tick mana yang dah buat and untuk quran tu, tulis berapa page yang korang dah baca. Tapi untuk bulan Ramadhan kali ni, biar lah kita baca al quran tu kita faham sekali ayat yang kita baca. Lagi bagus macam tu. Kita faham apa yang Allah nak sampaikan kat kita. Kita baca, faham and simpan terus dalam hati. Jangan masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan. Aip tak mau lah macam gitu kan. Aku ni pun manusia biasa juga macam hangpa semua. Iman terkadang turun, terkadang naik. Tapi, bila turun tu jangan biar turun merudum tanpa buat apa apa. Bila iman tu turun, cepat cepatlah naik kan balik dengan banyakkan amalan sunat. Tak kisah lah dengan solat dhuha ke sedekah ke baca al quran ke tapi amalan sunat yang paling baik sekali adalah solat tahajud. Aku tahu memang susah. Sangatlah susah. Nak bangun pukul 3 4 pagi tu masyaAllah tak terbangun dibuatnya. Lagi lagi kalau yang tidur mati macam aku. Haha. Tapi usaha dan terus usaha untuk jadi lebih baik. Jadikan bulan Ramadhan ni sebagai catalyst (pemangkin eceh dak dak sains pulak) untuk kita jadi hamba Allah yang lebih baik, lebih taat.
Ok siapa yang kat sini dah pasang niat and azam awal awal untuk khatam al quran bulan Ramadhan kali ni? *angkat tangan tinggi tinggi* Before ni, aku ada juga pasang niat and usaha tapi selalu juga tak terkhatam tepat pada masanya. Astaghfirullah. Tapi takpe, Ramadhan kali ni memang aku akan usaha sehabis mungkin untuk khatam juga walau apa cara sekali pun. Dengan dah masuk u and ada kawan kawan yang baik baik sekeliling aku, insyaAllah tercapai hajat aku kali ni. Amin ya rabbal alamin. Disebabkan tu, aku nak kongsi tips yang kawan aku send di whatsapp, mana lah tahu berguna untuk sesiapa yang baca or terbuka blog aku ni tanpa sengaja kan :
Trick khatam al-Qur'an di bulan Ramadhan
*UNTUK SATU KALI KHATAM* :
1. Shalat Subuh 4 halaman
2. Shalat Zhuhur 4 halaman
3. Shalat 'Ashar 4 halaman
4. Shalat Maghrib 4 halaman
5. Shalat 'Isya 4 halaman
*UNTUK DUA KALI KHATAM* :
1. Shalat Subuh 8 halaman
2. Shalat Zhuhur 8 halaman
3. Shalat 'Ashar 8 halaman
4. Shalat Maghrib 8 halaman
5. Shalat 'Isya 8 halaman
*UNTUK TIGA KALI KHATAM* :
1. Shalat Subuh 12 halaman
2. Shalat Zhuhur 12 halaman
3. Shalat 'Ashar 12 halaman
4. Shalat Maghrib 12 halaman
5. Shalat 'Isya 12 halaman
Sebarkan kebaikan , Rasulullah shalallahu 'alaihi wa sallam bersabda,
"Barang siapa menunjukkan satu kebaikan, maka baginya pahala semisal orang yang mengikuti KEBAIKAN tersebut."
(HR. Muslim, no. 1893)
Sebelum aku end kan post ni, nah hadiah niat puasa and doa berbuka sempena Ramadhan ni hehehe
Ok sempena menyambut Ramadhan yang bakal datang tak berapa lama lagi ni which tomorrow will be the last day bulan Syaaban, aku nak kongsi sikit lah apa yang disharekan oleh saudara mara dan sahabat dunia akhirat aku di whatsapp. Bukan apa, saja nak tambah pahala...kot kot lah ada yang baca and amalkan apa yang aku nak sampaikan ni kan. Ada juga saham untuk kat akhirat nanti. Amin, mudah mudahan lah.
Jadual kat atas ni hm kira macam what-to-do list lah kononnya tapi ni version islamic special for Ramadhan gitu. Haha. Just tick mana yang dah buat and untuk quran tu, tulis berapa page yang korang dah baca. Tapi untuk bulan Ramadhan kali ni, biar lah kita baca al quran tu kita faham sekali ayat yang kita baca. Lagi bagus macam tu. Kita faham apa yang Allah nak sampaikan kat kita. Kita baca, faham and simpan terus dalam hati. Jangan masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan. Aip tak mau lah macam gitu kan. Aku ni pun manusia biasa juga macam hangpa semua. Iman terkadang turun, terkadang naik. Tapi, bila turun tu jangan biar turun merudum tanpa buat apa apa. Bila iman tu turun, cepat cepatlah naik kan balik dengan banyakkan amalan sunat. Tak kisah lah dengan solat dhuha ke sedekah ke baca al quran ke tapi amalan sunat yang paling baik sekali adalah solat tahajud. Aku tahu memang susah. Sangatlah susah. Nak bangun pukul 3 4 pagi tu masyaAllah tak terbangun dibuatnya. Lagi lagi kalau yang tidur mati macam aku. Haha. Tapi usaha dan terus usaha untuk jadi lebih baik. Jadikan bulan Ramadhan ni sebagai catalyst (pemangkin eceh dak dak sains pulak) untuk kita jadi hamba Allah yang lebih baik, lebih taat.
Ok siapa yang kat sini dah pasang niat and azam awal awal untuk khatam al quran bulan Ramadhan kali ni? *angkat tangan tinggi tinggi* Before ni, aku ada juga pasang niat and usaha tapi selalu juga tak terkhatam tepat pada masanya. Astaghfirullah. Tapi takpe, Ramadhan kali ni memang aku akan usaha sehabis mungkin untuk khatam juga walau apa cara sekali pun. Dengan dah masuk u and ada kawan kawan yang baik baik sekeliling aku, insyaAllah tercapai hajat aku kali ni. Amin ya rabbal alamin. Disebabkan tu, aku nak kongsi tips yang kawan aku send di whatsapp, mana lah tahu berguna untuk sesiapa yang baca or terbuka blog aku ni tanpa sengaja kan :
Trick khatam al-Qur'an di bulan Ramadhan
*UNTUK SATU KALI KHATAM* :
1. Shalat Subuh 4 halaman
2. Shalat Zhuhur 4 halaman
3. Shalat 'Ashar 4 halaman
4. Shalat Maghrib 4 halaman
5. Shalat 'Isya 4 halaman
*UNTUK DUA KALI KHATAM* :
1. Shalat Subuh 8 halaman
2. Shalat Zhuhur 8 halaman
3. Shalat 'Ashar 8 halaman
4. Shalat Maghrib 8 halaman
5. Shalat 'Isya 8 halaman
*UNTUK TIGA KALI KHATAM* :
1. Shalat Subuh 12 halaman
2. Shalat Zhuhur 12 halaman
3. Shalat 'Ashar 12 halaman
4. Shalat Maghrib 12 halaman
5. Shalat 'Isya 12 halaman
Sebarkan kebaikan , Rasulullah shalallahu 'alaihi wa sallam bersabda,
"Barang siapa menunjukkan satu kebaikan, maka baginya pahala semisal orang yang mengikuti KEBAIKAN tersebut."
(HR. Muslim, no. 1893)
Sebelum aku end kan post ni, nah hadiah niat puasa and doa berbuka sempena Ramadhan ni hehehe
Monday, 30 May 2016
Kolej Al Zahrawi, UiTM Kampus Bertam
Salam.
Hehehe I am now laying on my bed, writing this post with leisure! Different from msd days which was so packed and full with activities, runs and scolds (haha) I love this moment right now to be able to enjoy myself and have my own time. However, I could feel the emptiness after the msd program. Although msd program was a totally packed and hectic and full of tense, well I hate msd (alot!) but I learnt something from that especially about Islam and I enjoyed the dance time the most. That's the most enjoyable moment during msd. And I love msd last day!!! Not as tense as the days before hahaa.
This morning, siswi who are placed at UiTM Kampus Bertam was moving all ours luggages and stuffs from UiTM Kampus Bukit Mertajam, Permatang Pauh to UiTM Kampus Bertam, Kepala Batas. I chose Nora (high school mate), Sarah (from gombak), Hidayah (from Perak), Aina (from Penang), Ain (from Kedah), Abel and Syahira (both from Sarawak) to be my housemates. Satu rumah ada 4 bilik dan 1 bilik 2 orang. Jejak je kaki kat Kolej Az-Zahrawi, masyaAllah cantik sungguh tempatnya. Kemas dan bersih. Memang tiptop dan tersangatlah puas hati.
4-09-D8 merupakan rumah aku dan housemates, bilik aku untuk 5 bulan sepanjang semester 1. Masuk masuk je rumah, ada sinki dan kabinet di sebelah kanan. Ruang tengah/ruang tamu agak besar untuk kami berlapan so macam macam aktiviti boleh buat kat situ. Berbuka puasa sama sama as an example. Bilik, masyaAllah cantik sungguh lahai. Way different from the dorm I stayed at UiTM Kampus Bukit Mertajam during mds. Mama and abah pun cakap cantik sangat rumah tu haha. Excited to explore Kolej Al-Zahrawi and UiTM Kampus Bertam π
Hehehe I am now laying on my bed, writing this post with leisure! Different from msd days which was so packed and full with activities, runs and scolds (haha) I love this moment right now to be able to enjoy myself and have my own time. However, I could feel the emptiness after the msd program. Although msd program was a totally packed and hectic and full of tense, well I hate msd (alot!) but I learnt something from that especially about Islam and I enjoyed the dance time the most. That's the most enjoyable moment during msd. And I love msd last day!!! Not as tense as the days before hahaa.
This morning, siswi who are placed at UiTM Kampus Bertam was moving all ours luggages and stuffs from UiTM Kampus Bukit Mertajam, Permatang Pauh to UiTM Kampus Bertam, Kepala Batas. I chose Nora (high school mate), Sarah (from gombak), Hidayah (from Perak), Aina (from Penang), Ain (from Kedah), Abel and Syahira (both from Sarawak) to be my housemates. Satu rumah ada 4 bilik dan 1 bilik 2 orang. Jejak je kaki kat Kolej Az-Zahrawi, masyaAllah cantik sungguh tempatnya. Kemas dan bersih. Memang tiptop dan tersangatlah puas hati.
4-09-D8 merupakan rumah aku dan housemates, bilik aku untuk 5 bulan sepanjang semester 1. Masuk masuk je rumah, ada sinki dan kabinet di sebelah kanan. Ruang tengah/ruang tamu agak besar untuk kami berlapan so macam macam aktiviti boleh buat kat situ. Berbuka puasa sama sama as an example. Bilik, masyaAllah cantik sungguh lahai. Way different from the dorm I stayed at UiTM Kampus Bukit Mertajam during mds. Mama and abah pun cakap cantik sangat rumah tu haha. Excited to explore Kolej Al-Zahrawi and UiTM Kampus Bertam π
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| My room hehe super da bomb! |
Monday, 23 May 2016
penang here I come
Salam.
Tonight is the last night I'm spending with my little family before I'll continue my studies at UiTM Kampus Bertam, Pulau Pinang in pharmaceutical course. Aih it's painful to leave my family behind. But, what can I do? It's a must in order to pursue my dream as a pharmacist in the future. Leaving my home-sweet-home at 8.45 am and I'm safely arrived in Penang at 1.30pm. I was having fun...........sleeping the whole way to Penang!!!!! (Haha) Sampai sana terus pergi cari UiTM Bukit Mertajam dimana aku akan mendaftarkan diri esok pagi. After that, I went to UiTM Kampus Bertam to see the place I'll be studying for 3 years and the hostel is so beautifullllll from the outside. Harapnya dalam hostel pun cantik jugak lah.
Petang pulak pergi melawat Pak Ridwan kat Hospital Sg Petani, Kedah sekejap. Dengar macam jauh tapi sebenarnya, alahai dekat bebenor. And right now, I'm laying on the bed while writing this post. Will be posting pics of my new student life later. Alhamdulillah for today, Allah! Never lose hope and put your trust in Allah because Allah knows what is the best for us π
Tonight is the last night I'm spending with my little family before I'll continue my studies at UiTM Kampus Bertam, Pulau Pinang in pharmaceutical course. Aih it's painful to leave my family behind. But, what can I do? It's a must in order to pursue my dream as a pharmacist in the future. Leaving my home-sweet-home at 8.45 am and I'm safely arrived in Penang at 1.30pm. I was having fun...........sleeping the whole way to Penang!!!!! (Haha) Sampai sana terus pergi cari UiTM Bukit Mertajam dimana aku akan mendaftarkan diri esok pagi. After that, I went to UiTM Kampus Bertam to see the place I'll be studying for 3 years and the hostel is so beautifullllll from the outside. Harapnya dalam hostel pun cantik jugak lah.
Petang pulak pergi melawat Pak Ridwan kat Hospital Sg Petani, Kedah sekejap. Dengar macam jauh tapi sebenarnya, alahai dekat bebenor. And right now, I'm laying on the bed while writing this post. Will be posting pics of my new student life later. Alhamdulillah for today, Allah! Never lose hope and put your trust in Allah because Allah knows what is the best for us π
Tuesday, 17 May 2016
upu result came out
Salam.
CONGRATS TO MY DEAR FRIENDS AND MYSELF!!!!!!!! Alhamdulillah, finally dapat juga sambung belajar and tinggalkan my current 12 hours working life. Haha. Eksaited bebenar hihi al maklum lah dah lama tak study kekeke rindu zaman struggle nak exam spm dulu. Ecewah padahal masa exam bukan main mengeluh bila kena revise balik semua subjek and bila soalan exam susah. Poyo jeee hahaha its okay as long as ada minat and keinginan nak belajar kan? Sambung belajar ni bagus sebenarnya. Lagi cerah masa depan, lagi besar peluang untuk berjaya.
Lagipun belajar tu satu ibadah. Ada yang cakap kalau sambung belajar pun belum tentu lagi berjaya and dapat peluang kerja yang bergaji besar. Well, itu bergantung pada rezeki dan nasib seseorang lah kan. Takkan nak give up sebelum mencuba kan, sebab rezeki bukan datang bergolek. Benda yang kita nak, bukan jatuh dari langit. Ha ye memang rezeki, takdir sama ada miskin atau kaya Allah yang bagi. Tapi kena ingat, takdir kita tu Allah boleh ubah bila kita berusaha keras. Apa yang penting, sentiasa berusaha dan istikhomah dalam ibadah. InsyaAllah apa yang kita hajatkan tercapai.
UiTM Bertam, Pulau Pinang untuk course Diploma Farmasi ialah keputusan upu yang aku dapat bila check online. And at the same time, boss kat tempat aku kerja sekarang ni nak tolong aku masuk UIA Gambang, Pahang if aku nak asasi kat sana. Aku jadi confuse sebab tak tahu nak pilih mana. Tak tahu which one better. Most of my relatives and friends recommend me to chose foundation because it isn't take as much time as diploma. Hanya 1 tahun, 1 tahun setengah or 2 tahun jika nak dibandingkan dengan 3 tahun diploma. UIA sahaja yang ada program 1 tahun setengah and 2 tahun based on arabic and english test masa minggu orientasi. Menyesal weh tak belajar bahasa arab masa cuti panjang. Mari lah berhuhuhu dengan aku. Zaman sekolah rendah dulu, bahasa arab ialah subjek yang aku paling tak suka and selalu buat alasan tak bawa buku setiap kali ada kelas arab. Haha teruk kan!!!!! Tapi bila dah grown up ni, rasa menyesal sangat bila tak belajar sebab bahasa arab tu bahasa al quran. And I think, it will be great if I get the chance to learn arabic although it is only the basic. Buat masa sekarang ni, aku cuma nak fikir betul betul and berdoa moga Allah bagi petunjuk which ones better for me.
Masa mula mula dapat keputusan tu, mama terkejut sebab uitm yang aku dapat tu jauh bebenor dari rumah.
"Mama sebenarnya tak nak bagi yong pergi jauh jauh kan?"
"Kalau boleh Mama nak yong belajar kat sekolah sebelah rumah ni je ha"
HAHAHAH isn't it cute?!!!! Takut rindu kat anak sulung/perempuan/manja/intan payung/kawan gosip dia lah tu kekekeke π Aku pun sebenarnya berat hati nak tinggalkan Mama, rumah, family, Mai, Nina and semua sekali lah haha takkan nak mention satu satu kan ehem ehem. Bukan apa, mana pernah sebelum ni aku tinggalkan rumah. Tak pernah duduk asrama. Tapi itu lah dikatakan jihad. Belajar tu satu jihad sebenarnya kan. Belajar untuk kembangkan ilmu pengetahuan sendiri, share pada orang lain, bagi benefits kat semua makhluk and agama Islam. Aku harap bila aku sambung study nanti aku tak dilupakan lah. Ada orang datang melawat ke hahaha best jugak! So thats all for now. Hoping the best for myself π
CONGRATS TO MY DEAR FRIENDS AND MYSELF!!!!!!!! Alhamdulillah, finally dapat juga sambung belajar and tinggalkan my current 12 hours working life. Haha. Eksaited bebenar hihi al maklum lah dah lama tak study kekeke rindu zaman struggle nak exam spm dulu. Ecewah padahal masa exam bukan main mengeluh bila kena revise balik semua subjek and bila soalan exam susah. Poyo jeee hahaha its okay as long as ada minat and keinginan nak belajar kan? Sambung belajar ni bagus sebenarnya. Lagi cerah masa depan, lagi besar peluang untuk berjaya.
Lagipun belajar tu satu ibadah. Ada yang cakap kalau sambung belajar pun belum tentu lagi berjaya and dapat peluang kerja yang bergaji besar. Well, itu bergantung pada rezeki dan nasib seseorang lah kan. Takkan nak give up sebelum mencuba kan, sebab rezeki bukan datang bergolek. Benda yang kita nak, bukan jatuh dari langit. Ha ye memang rezeki, takdir sama ada miskin atau kaya Allah yang bagi. Tapi kena ingat, takdir kita tu Allah boleh ubah bila kita berusaha keras. Apa yang penting, sentiasa berusaha dan istikhomah dalam ibadah. InsyaAllah apa yang kita hajatkan tercapai.
UiTM Bertam, Pulau Pinang untuk course Diploma Farmasi ialah keputusan upu yang aku dapat bila check online. And at the same time, boss kat tempat aku kerja sekarang ni nak tolong aku masuk UIA Gambang, Pahang if aku nak asasi kat sana. Aku jadi confuse sebab tak tahu nak pilih mana. Tak tahu which one better. Most of my relatives and friends recommend me to chose foundation because it isn't take as much time as diploma. Hanya 1 tahun, 1 tahun setengah or 2 tahun jika nak dibandingkan dengan 3 tahun diploma. UIA sahaja yang ada program 1 tahun setengah and 2 tahun based on arabic and english test masa minggu orientasi. Menyesal weh tak belajar bahasa arab masa cuti panjang. Mari lah berhuhuhu dengan aku. Zaman sekolah rendah dulu, bahasa arab ialah subjek yang aku paling tak suka and selalu buat alasan tak bawa buku setiap kali ada kelas arab. Haha teruk kan!!!!! Tapi bila dah grown up ni, rasa menyesal sangat bila tak belajar sebab bahasa arab tu bahasa al quran. And I think, it will be great if I get the chance to learn arabic although it is only the basic. Buat masa sekarang ni, aku cuma nak fikir betul betul and berdoa moga Allah bagi petunjuk which ones better for me.
Masa mula mula dapat keputusan tu, mama terkejut sebab uitm yang aku dapat tu jauh bebenor dari rumah.
"Mama sebenarnya tak nak bagi yong pergi jauh jauh kan?"
"Kalau boleh Mama nak yong belajar kat sekolah sebelah rumah ni je ha"
HAHAHAH isn't it cute?!!!! Takut rindu kat anak sulung/perempuan/manja/intan payung/kawan gosip dia lah tu kekekeke π Aku pun sebenarnya berat hati nak tinggalkan Mama, rumah, family, Mai, Nina and semua sekali lah haha takkan nak mention satu satu kan ehem ehem. Bukan apa, mana pernah sebelum ni aku tinggalkan rumah. Tak pernah duduk asrama. Tapi itu lah dikatakan jihad. Belajar tu satu jihad sebenarnya kan. Belajar untuk kembangkan ilmu pengetahuan sendiri, share pada orang lain, bagi benefits kat semua makhluk and agama Islam. Aku harap bila aku sambung study nanti aku tak dilupakan lah. Ada orang datang melawat ke hahaha best jugak! So thats all for now. Hoping the best for myself π
Sunday, 8 May 2016
parents day
Salam.
Today is 8 May 2016 which is Mothers' Day and tomorrow is actually my father's birthday so I want to dedicate this post for them hihi.
To both of my lovely parent Kapli and Jama'iah πππ, thank you for everything you have done for more than 18 years. All I could say is thank you and Alhamdulillah for having mama and abah in my life because without you, I wouldn't become who I am today. Both of you are the greatest gift from Allah to help me to become a better person and more importantly, His better servant. I knew and realized how bad and rude I was to mama and abah when I was in form 1 to form 3, maybe because of changing of hormone and puberty, I guess. I am trully sorry for the bad words and actions I did before. As I entered form 4, Alhamdulillah I received hidayah from Allah and changed my behaviours and personalities to become a better one. I tried my best to listen to every single words both of you told me without any complains and sighs. It was really hard at first but after a while, it's a bit easier. I am still trying my best to be the best daughter of yours even if you can't really see my efforts. But I am trying. I really do.
Mama and abah are really precious to me but I'd never realized how important and grateful I am to have both of you until someone that I just met told me and make me see my parent in another perspective. He told me a lot about how grateful we are to still having parents and how hard parents are to raise us up until now. Also, he told me how thankful he is to Allah to have his parent and little brother, how much they means to him and how important to spend our times with our family. Honestly, I feel really bad for my family members. I think I didn't really do anything for them. I don't really treat them nicely. Maybe I do but sometimes. Those words from that friend of mine really changed me. I am trying to treat my parent and lil sister nicely and spending time with them. Eventho we have such limited time at home because of work and school, but I tried all my best to have a bit of family time at night and in my day off from work.
Actually, it is not that hard to do. And because of that, I took a day off today to spend this special day with abah, mama and adik!
Mama π, thank you for giving birth to me, raising me well with love and give anything I needs and wants. To be honest, I study well for you. I know I can make you proud and happy when I get good results in exams so I try to push myself to study real hard. I do anything for you even if I don't really like science and anything related to it but since you want to see me become a pharmacist, I will do it. You told me becoming a pharmacist will guarantee my future and etc and I will believe that because I know mother's choice is always the best π Thank you for every drops of breast milk you feed me when I was a cute baby and I will always pray to Allah to place you in jannah. I hope you have a long life so that you can see me graduate from university, become a pharmacist, have my own business, get married to a man who will treat me like a princess, have 8 or 9 childrens so that you can play with them and won't feel lonely hehehehe thanks for supporting and encouraging your beautiful first daughter in anything she do!!!!! You never missed to wish me luck when I have exams and competitions and thank you so much for your never ending support. Thank you for being my #1 bestfriend who always listen to me. Even if the things that I tell you quite ridiculous sometimes. I promise I will buy you a big house, your dream car, fab handbags and clothes and jewelleries when I become rich and have a lot of money! π° That's my promise to you, mama aka my #1 bestfriend!
Abah πͺ, you are turning 51 years old this year. You are getting older year by year but why are you still look the same like when I was in primary school. You didn't really aged haha. I think that's a good thing. Thanks for raising me up from a cute baby to selekeh girl to a very beautiful young lady kikikiki π You are the first person who taught me how to cook rice and measure the water correctly and I did really well since then. Since I entered high school, you have to always wake up earlier than you always did to send me to school. I know it was really tiring but you never complain, and I thank you for that. Sometimes you have to ride the motorcycle with a full speed when it was about to rain. And I feel sorry that you was soaking wet from rain when you came home. Thanks to your hardwork and patience, I got 1A+ 4A 2A- and 2B+ in spm. I wanted to give you 9As but what could I do, Allah has a better plan for me with that 7A hihi. I just hope you proud with my spm result because I had study really hard to get those As. Abah, although you nag 1000x more than mama haha but I know its for my own good. But, I get so annoyed when you nag even it's not my fault. IT IS OK! Even though you don't really care what happen to me at school or outdoor, I'm glad when you tried to. I didn't say this to you before but thank you for saving my legs from being bitten by a wild dog. Allahu, that was one of the scariest moment in my life. I really thought that dog bite my legs, but fortunately you, abah saved me. At that moment, I feel really safe around you. I was grateful to have you. Abah is my lifesaver who helps me when I am in danger. Even though you didn't received much education and graduate from university, to me you are already succeed in life. Working as a lorry driver isn't easy and I know that. You have done alot for our little family, collect aluminium tins and nails to be sell and more. You have helped neighbours and people in your own way. I will always pray you become a better servant of Allah and lead our family to jannah. I can see you have changed to become a better dad by wishing me goodluck when I have exams and wishing for my birthday haha I am thankful for that because you never did before π
I am trully happy to have both of my parent who give me lots of love and treat me nicely especially when I get good grades. Haha. I promise to become a good daughter and graduate from university and receive more awards in life. Haha yup mama always tell me to finish studies first before get married hahahahaha you are so worries that I will get marry early. I won't insyaAllah I will let adik get married first before I do kikikiki happy mothers' day and happy advanced birthday abah!!!!! ππππ lots of love from your grown up daughter π§
Today is 8 May 2016 which is Mothers' Day and tomorrow is actually my father's birthday so I want to dedicate this post for them hihi.
To both of my lovely parent Kapli and Jama'iah πππ, thank you for everything you have done for more than 18 years. All I could say is thank you and Alhamdulillah for having mama and abah in my life because without you, I wouldn't become who I am today. Both of you are the greatest gift from Allah to help me to become a better person and more importantly, His better servant. I knew and realized how bad and rude I was to mama and abah when I was in form 1 to form 3, maybe because of changing of hormone and puberty, I guess. I am trully sorry for the bad words and actions I did before. As I entered form 4, Alhamdulillah I received hidayah from Allah and changed my behaviours and personalities to become a better one. I tried my best to listen to every single words both of you told me without any complains and sighs. It was really hard at first but after a while, it's a bit easier. I am still trying my best to be the best daughter of yours even if you can't really see my efforts. But I am trying. I really do.
Mama and abah are really precious to me but I'd never realized how important and grateful I am to have both of you until someone that I just met told me and make me see my parent in another perspective. He told me a lot about how grateful we are to still having parents and how hard parents are to raise us up until now. Also, he told me how thankful he is to Allah to have his parent and little brother, how much they means to him and how important to spend our times with our family. Honestly, I feel really bad for my family members. I think I didn't really do anything for them. I don't really treat them nicely. Maybe I do but sometimes. Those words from that friend of mine really changed me. I am trying to treat my parent and lil sister nicely and spending time with them. Eventho we have such limited time at home because of work and school, but I tried all my best to have a bit of family time at night and in my day off from work.
Actually, it is not that hard to do. And because of that, I took a day off today to spend this special day with abah, mama and adik!
Mama π, thank you for giving birth to me, raising me well with love and give anything I needs and wants. To be honest, I study well for you. I know I can make you proud and happy when I get good results in exams so I try to push myself to study real hard. I do anything for you even if I don't really like science and anything related to it but since you want to see me become a pharmacist, I will do it. You told me becoming a pharmacist will guarantee my future and etc and I will believe that because I know mother's choice is always the best π Thank you for every drops of breast milk you feed me when I was a cute baby and I will always pray to Allah to place you in jannah. I hope you have a long life so that you can see me graduate from university, become a pharmacist, have my own business, get married to a man who will treat me like a princess, have 8 or 9 childrens so that you can play with them and won't feel lonely hehehehe thanks for supporting and encouraging your beautiful first daughter in anything she do!!!!! You never missed to wish me luck when I have exams and competitions and thank you so much for your never ending support. Thank you for being my #1 bestfriend who always listen to me. Even if the things that I tell you quite ridiculous sometimes. I promise I will buy you a big house, your dream car, fab handbags and clothes and jewelleries when I become rich and have a lot of money! π° That's my promise to you, mama aka my #1 bestfriend!
Abah πͺ, you are turning 51 years old this year. You are getting older year by year but why are you still look the same like when I was in primary school. You didn't really aged haha. I think that's a good thing. Thanks for raising me up from a cute baby to selekeh girl to a very beautiful young lady kikikiki π You are the first person who taught me how to cook rice and measure the water correctly and I did really well since then. Since I entered high school, you have to always wake up earlier than you always did to send me to school. I know it was really tiring but you never complain, and I thank you for that. Sometimes you have to ride the motorcycle with a full speed when it was about to rain. And I feel sorry that you was soaking wet from rain when you came home. Thanks to your hardwork and patience, I got 1A+ 4A 2A- and 2B+ in spm. I wanted to give you 9As but what could I do, Allah has a better plan for me with that 7A hihi. I just hope you proud with my spm result because I had study really hard to get those As. Abah, although you nag 1000x more than mama haha but I know its for my own good. But, I get so annoyed when you nag even it's not my fault. IT IS OK! Even though you don't really care what happen to me at school or outdoor, I'm glad when you tried to. I didn't say this to you before but thank you for saving my legs from being bitten by a wild dog. Allahu, that was one of the scariest moment in my life. I really thought that dog bite my legs, but fortunately you, abah saved me. At that moment, I feel really safe around you. I was grateful to have you. Abah is my lifesaver who helps me when I am in danger. Even though you didn't received much education and graduate from university, to me you are already succeed in life. Working as a lorry driver isn't easy and I know that. You have done alot for our little family, collect aluminium tins and nails to be sell and more. You have helped neighbours and people in your own way. I will always pray you become a better servant of Allah and lead our family to jannah. I can see you have changed to become a better dad by wishing me goodluck when I have exams and wishing for my birthday haha I am thankful for that because you never did before π
I am trully happy to have both of my parent who give me lots of love and treat me nicely especially when I get good grades. Haha. I promise to become a good daughter and graduate from university and receive more awards in life. Haha yup mama always tell me to finish studies first before get married hahahahaha you are so worries that I will get marry early. I won't insyaAllah I will let adik get married first before I do kikikiki happy mothers' day and happy advanced birthday abah!!!!! ππππ lots of love from your grown up daughter π§
Wednesday, 27 April 2016
Hot Air Balloon Festival 2016
Salam.
Pics below was taken in March and yeah I know it was a loooooong time ago but who cares!!!!!! I just missed my best friends alot π
Pics below was taken in March and yeah I know it was a loooooong time ago but who cares!!!!!! I just missed my best friends alot π
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| sport partner since 2007 |
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| "cepat weh panassss" |
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| 8 people in 1 car haha sardin lah citer dia |
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| english breakfast set |
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| seronok sangat dapat makan |
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| picnic for 2 hours |
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| couldn't ask for better friends |
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| my best buddies since 2010 |
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| heart attacks for about 2 hours |
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| 9 become 1 but missing Jannah |
Thursday, 7 April 2016
too much love
Salam.
If I could sweep the dust on my blog, it would be more than one inch!! It's been so so long I didn't post anything even about my daily life. Lel nothing to be shared with anyone I guess. My daily routines are always the same every single day - wake up, eat, work from 10 am to 10 pm which is 12 hours, go home, watch kdrama, sleep. I didn't really have time to write up for blog, μ λ§ λ―Έμνλ€! Although my life as a working girl quite hard and tiring, I still love everything about my work place because of the surrounding, the people around me especially. I couldn't asked for more, this is just more than enough. I think working life is better than school life because people at work knew how to appreciate my presence unlike when I was in high school tho.
Well, back to the topic! I haven't receive much love from high school friends before and no one ever said or even confessed that they like or love me at Jess. Maybe it's because we were too young for that. Hahahaha tak juga aku rasa!? Or is it because I look so selekeh when I was at school? Most probably. Tapi since I started working, more than 10 people have said they like or compliment me. Ada satu confession yang aku paling tak sangka dari budak cina. I didn't have a lot of Chinese friends when I was in high school so when there is a Chinese boy do that to me, I kind of feel happy because that means he doesn't have any thought that Muslims are bad or terrorist or something like that, like some people had. Kawan dia yang bagitahu sebenarnya "Awak smile banyak cantik" "Budak tudung merah itu comel" luls thats what I get tho. Yang lagi satu kawan dia sorang ni macam handsome lah sebab kpop sikit kan haha selalu wink kat aku. At first aku macam terkejut juga sebab rasa macam 'eh apasal dengan dia ni' lepas tu aku macam tak kisah sangat sebab maybe dia main main je kan. Lagipun aku rasa macam kitorang ni kekawan je no hard feelings. But the problem is it's already 5 times he winked at me?!?!
Ever since I have started working, I have a lot of friends from Lower Ground level up to Level 3! Melayu ada, Cina ada even India pun ada. That's what represent Malaysia, right?
μ λ§ λ―Έμνλ€ : jeong-mal mian-hada (I'm so sorry)
If I could sweep the dust on my blog, it would be more than one inch!! It's been so so long I didn't post anything even about my daily life. Lel nothing to be shared with anyone I guess. My daily routines are always the same every single day - wake up, eat, work from 10 am to 10 pm which is 12 hours, go home, watch kdrama, sleep. I didn't really have time to write up for blog, μ λ§ λ―Έμνλ€! Although my life as a working girl quite hard and tiring, I still love everything about my work place because of the surrounding, the people around me especially. I couldn't asked for more, this is just more than enough. I think working life is better than school life because people at work knew how to appreciate my presence unlike when I was in high school tho.
Well, back to the topic! I haven't receive much love from high school friends before and no one ever said or even confessed that they like or love me at Jess. Maybe it's because we were too young for that. Hahahaha tak juga aku rasa!? Or is it because I look so selekeh when I was at school? Most probably. Tapi since I started working, more than 10 people have said they like or compliment me. Ada satu confession yang aku paling tak sangka dari budak cina. I didn't have a lot of Chinese friends when I was in high school so when there is a Chinese boy do that to me, I kind of feel happy because that means he doesn't have any thought that Muslims are bad or terrorist or something like that, like some people had. Kawan dia yang bagitahu sebenarnya "Awak smile banyak cantik" "Budak tudung merah itu comel" luls thats what I get tho. Yang lagi satu kawan dia sorang ni macam handsome lah sebab kpop sikit kan haha selalu wink kat aku. At first aku macam terkejut juga sebab rasa macam 'eh apasal dengan dia ni' lepas tu aku macam tak kisah sangat sebab maybe dia main main je kan. Lagipun aku rasa macam kitorang ni kekawan je no hard feelings. But the problem is it's already 5 times he winked at me?!?!
Ever since I have started working, I have a lot of friends from Lower Ground level up to Level 3! Melayu ada, Cina ada even India pun ada. That's what represent Malaysia, right?
μ λ§ λ―Έμνλ€ : jeong-mal mian-hada (I'm so sorry)
Tuesday, 8 March 2016
SPM
Salam.
Never thought I would received this kind of result as I have been getting straight As in UPSR and PMR but yeap this is it. This is my fate that had written by Allah from the very beginning. I should thanked Him for every little things that had been given to me but I think this time, I forgot. Astaghfirullah alazim. Manusia itu sering lupa dan terleka. Tapi kita sentiasa ada dan diberi peluang untuk bertaubat dan berpatah balik ke jalanNya. Aku juga begitu. Tak terlepas dari melakukan dosa.
Alhamdulillah, I'd got 7A for my SPM! Bukan semua A tegak ye haha but at least A kan? 1A+ 4A 2A- and 2B+ bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah bagi. Although at first aku teramat lah kecewa dan sedih dengan result yang aku dapat. I think maybe because I put my hope too high. Like really high as high as the sky weh. Aku lupa yang manusia ni hanya merancang, Allah yang tentukan. Sampaikan it takes few days for me to accept the fact that I didn't get straight As. Tapi syukur aku dah terima segalanya. Orang kata, things happen for a reason so betul lah tu. Dah bila aku fikir balik, throwback to the past 2 years memang aku tak layak pun dapat straight As. It doesn't mean aku tak belajar or tak berusaha tapi tak cukup gigih macam mana budak budak genius (ibnu sina) dengan budak straight As belajar.
Masa nak ambil result tu memang rasa nak termuntah pun ada sebab nervous dia lain macam. Haha finally I had experienced what my senior had going through before. Dari turun kereta sampailah masa nak ambil result, tangan mama memang tak lepas. Aku pegang erat sampai berpeluh tangan dibuatnya. Nak borak lebih dengan kawan pun tak dapat sebab I couldn't think any topic to talk 'bout. SMK Jalan Empat berjaya lahirkan 44 orang pelajar straight As SPM which is lebih 3 orang compared to last year. Congratulation every each of u who got straight As in SPM!! You guys really deserve it 'cause you work really hard for it. Tahniah Heng Wei Yang (form 1 class monitor yang memang genius dari dulu), Madhu Reuban (pengerusi rumah ungu for 5 years), Raudhatul Hazirah (classmate since form 1), Zaidatul Izzah (deskmate yang sekepala tapi tak seotak haha pandai dia lain macam) dan everyone! Congrats Yusra Taqia and Nurul Farzana yang dah berusaha sehabis baik for SPM. Honestly, as your group deskmate, I am so sooooo proud with both of you! Both of you did so much well than school exam hehe
No matter what you got, the world doesn't stop here. It is just the beginning. You have a really long journey ahead of you. So cheer up! Ps; reminder to dearself.
Thursday, 18 February 2016
random update
Salam.
It's less than a month before the SPM result will be announced. Mudah mudahan result cemerlang yang akan aku bawa balik nanti, aminn!
Alhamdulillah, dah dekat 2 bulan aku kerja. Not bad lah. My January salary is RM 1030 hehehehe ok lah tu kan. Better than nothing, right?! Dari aku duduk rumah je at least dapat shopping muahaha. Seronok sangat beli beauty products kat drugstore hee sampai habis duit yang aku khaskan untuk shopping. Nanti aku bagi reviews untuk produk tu. Tapi kan, ada banyak lagi nak beli especially korean beauty products huhu but the main problem is not enough money γ γ Kat Lazada ada banyak sangat jual and best sangat sebab diorang banyak buat promotions!
Have you watch Kpop Star Season 5 yet? One of my fav team is We're In Love team! Lee Soo Jung dengan Jung Jin Woo <333 Both of them have unique and powerful voices and they sound like angels hm...try to look for they singing Almost Is Never Enough and Sometimes on youtube. Sedap sangat suara rasa macam nak pengsan. Eh eh hahaha I keep repeating those songs over and over again. Tak sure dah berapa kali dah dengar lagu yang sama. Jangan lupa dengar tau takkan menyesal hehe.
It's less than a month before the SPM result will be announced. Mudah mudahan result cemerlang yang akan aku bawa balik nanti, aminn!
Alhamdulillah, dah dekat 2 bulan aku kerja. Not bad lah. My January salary is RM 1030 hehehehe ok lah tu kan. Better than nothing, right?! Dari aku duduk rumah je at least dapat shopping muahaha. Seronok sangat beli beauty products kat drugstore hee sampai habis duit yang aku khaskan untuk shopping. Nanti aku bagi reviews untuk produk tu. Tapi kan, ada banyak lagi nak beli especially korean beauty products huhu but the main problem is not enough money γ γ Kat Lazada ada banyak sangat jual and best sangat sebab diorang banyak buat promotions!
Have you watch Kpop Star Season 5 yet? One of my fav team is We're In Love team! Lee Soo Jung dengan Jung Jin Woo <333 Both of them have unique and powerful voices and they sound like angels hm...try to look for they singing Almost Is Never Enough and Sometimes on youtube. Sedap sangat suara rasa macam nak pengsan. Eh eh hahaha I keep repeating those songs over and over again. Tak sure dah berapa kali dah dengar lagu yang sama. Jangan lupa dengar tau takkan menyesal hehe.
Wednesday, 20 January 2016
REVIEW | shawls by fabuleux.co
Salam.
It's been awhile since my last post on new year, right? And I'm here to post another review on shawls by fabuleux.co hihih. Siapa yang suka pakai shawl kat sini, jangan malu dan jangan segan untuk singgah @fabuleux.co kat instagram. You will be totally in love with 'em. Because they give you a high quality of material yang flowy and easy to shape.
They are officially open for business on 5th January 2016 with their first shawl edition, Fabuleux Shimmer Shawls using crepe as material for easy shaping. The pros of their shawl edition are tak jarang, tak nipis, tak panas, senang gosok dan harga yang berpatutan for students to buy.
Other than that, Fabuleux.co has launced their second shawl edition, Fabuleux Chiffon Shawls on the same day they released the first edition. Best tentang shawl ni ialah shawl ni sangat mudah digayakan, really flowy, tak panas dan senang gosok. Ala ala shawl keknis lah. Tapi sedikit jarang compared to the first edition. Hey! Dah kata chiffon kan? Mana ada chiffon yang tak jarang heh. Kalau nak, pergi buat kain chiffon sendiri lah. Shawl cakenis pun jarang sebab they use chiffon also.
If any of you are interested to buy shawls by @fabuleux.co, kindly order via whatsapp to +60165925619 or +60197357275. Do not miss the chance to put such fabulous shawls on your head and have a fabulous day! Let's get fabz everyoneeee
It's been awhile since my last post on new year, right? And I'm here to post another review on shawls by fabuleux.co hihih. Siapa yang suka pakai shawl kat sini, jangan malu dan jangan segan untuk singgah @fabuleux.co kat instagram. You will be totally in love with 'em. Because they give you a high quality of material yang flowy and easy to shape.
They are officially open for business on 5th January 2016 with their first shawl edition, Fabuleux Shimmer Shawls using crepe as material for easy shaping. The pros of their shawl edition are tak jarang, tak nipis, tak panas, senang gosok dan harga yang berpatutan for students to buy.
Other than that, Fabuleux.co has launced their second shawl edition, Fabuleux Chiffon Shawls on the same day they released the first edition. Best tentang shawl ni ialah shawl ni sangat mudah digayakan, really flowy, tak panas dan senang gosok. Ala ala shawl keknis lah. Tapi sedikit jarang compared to the first edition. Hey! Dah kata chiffon kan? Mana ada chiffon yang tak jarang heh. Kalau nak, pergi buat kain chiffon sendiri lah. Shawl cakenis pun jarang sebab they use chiffon also.
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| shimmer shawls edition |
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| co-founders of Fabuleux.co, tra and mira! |
If any of you are interested to buy shawls by @fabuleux.co, kindly order via whatsapp to +60165925619 or +60197357275. Do not miss the chance to put such fabulous shawls on your head and have a fabulous day! Let's get fabz everyoneeee
Saturday, 2 January 2016
new year 2016
Salam.
I'm wishing you a happy new year and hoping the best for you in 2016. Alhamdulillah, I'm still given a chance to breathe and pray to Allah in this very new year. So, what's your resolutions? And how do you want to achieve it? Not just sitting and hoping your resolutions to come true, of course.
My resolutions are ;
- become a better muslimah
- become a better daughter/sister/friends/human being
- lose weight and be fit (tak nak aku asyik kena panggil gemukss)
- get into uni
- save more money
- improve my communication skills
- get more friends
- open up more to people
Haha get marry is not one of my resolutions this year because I'm had just turned 18 years old this year well chill lah. Tapi kalau dah ditakdirkan, cannot say anything. I didn't even get into any relationship for 18 years and I'm still cool and happy, WHAT?! Siapa cakap single tak seronok? I'm more into love after married sebab lagi sweet gitu! I would love to have my own love story insyaAllah jika panjang umur dan berkesempatan untuk berkahwin.
PAHAL CAKAP PASAL KAHWIN NI?!!!
λ―Έμν΄ haha so let's stop here because I'm so so sleepy right now and gotta go to work tomorrow. Yea I'm a working girl y'know eceh. Before I end this post, what's your 2016 resolutions?
I'm wishing you a happy new year and hoping the best for you in 2016. Alhamdulillah, I'm still given a chance to breathe and pray to Allah in this very new year. So, what's your resolutions? And how do you want to achieve it? Not just sitting and hoping your resolutions to come true, of course.
My resolutions are ;
- become a better muslimah
- become a better daughter/sister/friends/human being
- lose weight and be fit (tak nak aku asyik kena panggil gemukss)
- get into uni
- save more money
- improve my communication skills
- get more friends
- open up more to people
Haha get marry is not one of my resolutions this year because I'm had just turned 18 years old this year well chill lah. Tapi kalau dah ditakdirkan, cannot say anything. I didn't even get into any relationship for 18 years and I'm still cool and happy, WHAT?! Siapa cakap single tak seronok? I'm more into love after married sebab lagi sweet gitu! I would love to have my own love story insyaAllah jika panjang umur dan berkesempatan untuk berkahwin.
PAHAL CAKAP PASAL KAHWIN NI?!!!
λ―Έμν΄ haha so let's stop here because I'm so so sleepy right now and gotta go to work tomorrow. Yea I'm a working girl y'know eceh. Before I end this post, what's your 2016 resolutions?
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