Friday, 28 May 2021


 I would rather live my life seeing you everyday than not seeing you at all. 

Thursday, 27 May 2021

duka itu sementara

I read this somewhere,

Duka itu sementara,

Tapi sementara itu lah melukakan.

I slept and drift into a painful dream where you ignoring me.

Do you know what's hurt the most?

I woke up and you still ignoring me as you did in my dream.

I am certain that I'm fully awake.

But why, why does it feel like I'm still stuck in that painful dream?

the same


I didn't talk about you here as much as I did before. 

But I never forget. You filled my entire life. You keep on running in my mind. My heart filled with you. 

And that is what stay the same. 

no option

If giving up is ever an option. 

No matter how much I tried to create the future, how much I said to myself that the future I wanted will be created someday, I just can't see it. There's no clear future plan. For me to feel at ease.

I don't know what the future holds now, and no one will.