at ease

Tuesday, 1 June 2021


It's been awhile since the last time that we really talk about the future we wanted to create together. Because of that, the future seems blurry, so I wrote a letter about that and sent it to him. I think it made him realize how I really feel inside, and he told me things I wanted to hear. Things that comfort me. 

Thank you for not saying "bila dah cukup semuanya, saya datang dekat awak" ❤️ with that only, already makes me feel at ease.

Korang tunggu ada duit dulu baru sedekah atau korang sedekah dulu dan percaya yang rezeki tu akan datang? Which one are you? If you are chose the latter then you must believe on this one too,

Korang cukupkan semuanya kereta, rumah dulu baru kahwin atau kahwin dulu dan usaha untuk cukupkan semuanya?

This concept was given by Kak Kay. She insisted people to get married especially to those who are in relationship. Kenapa? Supaya percintaan tu bawa ke syurga. 

And that's what I want.

Thank you so much dear sayang for your understanding, for your patience. I love you more than anything else. You are the one that I want to spend my whole life with. May we achieve the future we dream today. Aamiin ya rabb 🤲🏻