Friday, 23 June 2017
a dream about marrying a stranger
Salam.
Last night, I dreamed I get married. To a stranger. That weird dream started when suddenly the groom put on a wedding ring on my right ring finger. The feeling was so overwhelming, even when I woke up, I can still felt it. At that moment, I feel a bit happy because I always want to get into marriage at early age, but I also feel overburden because of the responsibility and I hate the groom a lot. I mean, excuse me I don't even know who you are and I don't know why I am marrying you right now and I am only 20 years old though π But I still treat him well, ugh weird Aida.
All of a sudden, the setting changed. I was eating at dining hall with some old people and also the groom, I guess. Most likely, the groom's family. After everyone done eating, in an instant, I stood up and cleaned the table. I could felt I was aware that was only a dream and what happening because I told myself to stop doing the chores because they are not a family of mine.
Okay, then, I was in someone else's bedroom. I have no idea what's happening. All I know, I was on the bed, next to a guy. I wanted to cry so hard. Really hard.
It was a really really really strange dream.
Later, I told my mom and she said maybe I am going to get marry soon, then she giggled.
Ma, that's not funny, you don't know how scared I was to dream of marrying someone. I still want to be with you, forever. I still want to sneak into your bedroom and sleep next to you #idothatalmosteveryweektho #clingydaughter #ithinkiamfourkot
Tuesday, 20 June 2017
K-SHOW | Produce 101 Season 2: Wanna One
Salam.
The finale episode of Produce 101 Season 2 was out 2 days ago, but I haven't watch it yet. There's no English subtitle at the moment so, there's no way I can tell what they are saying throughout the 2 hours of show. Well, I do understand a few basic words and simple sentences that Korean people mostly used in their daily lives but still, it doesn't really help when it comes to this kind of survival show especially when they talk super fast. I can't catch a word. Duh, I am a beginner, people π
Although I haven't watch any of Produce 101 finalists' performances, I got the spoiler though. As I scroll down my Instagram explore, I saw a lot of sad captions about Samuel. I started to get anxious and feel uneasy about what is happening to him. Of course I am worried, when I first watch episode 1 of Produce 101 Season 2, Kim Samuel is the one who make me eager to keep watching the next episodes. Soon after that, I google about the 11 members who succeed make it into Wanna One. Sadly, he's not included. I still upset and disappoint with the result, however I hope Samuel can get a better opportunity to debut. Maybe not in idol group but as a soloist? That way, he can shine brighter than the others.
Besides the top 11 members chosen are Kang Daniel, Park Jihoon, Lee Daehwi, Kim Jaehwan, Ong Seongwoo, Park Woojin, Lai Guanlin, Yoon Jisung, Hwang Minhyun, Bae Jinyoung and Ha Sungwoon, there are some other trainees who are in my top list for their personalities, visuals, singing, hardworks and determinations.
I've been following every episode of Produce 101 since Season 1 and I would say I learnt a lot just from watching.
From becoming strong physically and mentally,
to always believe and have confidence in ourselves,
to always calm,
to not being greedy,
to always grateful with what we have,
to have good communication with others,
to become someone that others can rely on,
to always help the others in need,
to be a good and responsible leader,
to give out positive energy to people surround us,
and practice makes perfect no matter if ones is born with the talent or not.
There are a lot of things I learnt from Produce 101 contestants. I'll try my best in anything I am doing. μμ§ν, I want to be a good leader who is responsible, and a person that everyone can rely on like Kim Jonghyun and Noh Taehyun. I always have a problem in communicating with people, since I love being alone without socialize with others. κ·Έλμ, I want to try to talk more and become like Kang Daniel and Jang Moonbok who are able to give out a positive energy to those surrounds me. μ΄μ¬ν λ Έλ ₯νκ² μ΅λλ€ π£
μμ§ν: sol-jik-hi (Honestly)
κ·Έλμ: geu-rae-so (So/Therefore)
μ΄μ¬ν λ Έλ ₯νκ² μ΅λλ€: yeol-shim-hi no-ryeok-ha-gess-seum-ni-da (I'll try hard)
The finale episode of Produce 101 Season 2 was out 2 days ago, but I haven't watch it yet. There's no English subtitle at the moment so, there's no way I can tell what they are saying throughout the 2 hours of show. Well, I do understand a few basic words and simple sentences that Korean people mostly used in their daily lives but still, it doesn't really help when it comes to this kind of survival show especially when they talk super fast. I can't catch a word. Duh, I am a beginner, people π
Although I haven't watch any of Produce 101 finalists' performances, I got the spoiler though. As I scroll down my Instagram explore, I saw a lot of sad captions about Samuel. I started to get anxious and feel uneasy about what is happening to him. Of course I am worried, when I first watch episode 1 of Produce 101 Season 2, Kim Samuel is the one who make me eager to keep watching the next episodes. Soon after that, I google about the 11 members who succeed make it into Wanna One. Sadly, he's not included. I still upset and disappoint with the result, however I hope Samuel can get a better opportunity to debut. Maybe not in idol group but as a soloist? That way, he can shine brighter than the others.
Besides the top 11 members chosen are Kang Daniel, Park Jihoon, Lee Daehwi, Kim Jaehwan, Ong Seongwoo, Park Woojin, Lai Guanlin, Yoon Jisung, Hwang Minhyun, Bae Jinyoung and Ha Sungwoon, there are some other trainees who are in my top list for their personalities, visuals, singing, hardworks and determinations.
I've been following every episode of Produce 101 since Season 1 and I would say I learnt a lot just from watching.
From becoming strong physically and mentally,
to always believe and have confidence in ourselves,
to always calm,
to not being greedy,
to always grateful with what we have,
to have good communication with others,
to become someone that others can rely on,
to always help the others in need,
to be a good and responsible leader,
to give out positive energy to people surround us,
and practice makes perfect no matter if ones is born with the talent or not.
There are a lot of things I learnt from Produce 101 contestants. I'll try my best in anything I am doing. μμ§ν, I want to be a good leader who is responsible, and a person that everyone can rely on like Kim Jonghyun and Noh Taehyun. I always have a problem in communicating with people, since I love being alone without socialize with others. κ·Έλμ, I want to try to talk more and become like Kang Daniel and Jang Moonbok who are able to give out a positive energy to those surrounds me. μ΄μ¬ν λ Έλ ₯νκ² μ΅λλ€ π£
μμ§ν: sol-jik-hi (Honestly)
κ·Έλμ: geu-rae-so (So/Therefore)
μ΄μ¬ν λ Έλ ₯νκ² μ΅λλ€: yeol-shim-hi no-ryeok-ha-gess-seum-ni-da (I'll try hard)
Saturday, 17 June 2017
driving II
Salam.
After days of driving lesson on the track and 1 day on the road, on Thursday, my trainer took me for QTI (Qualifying Test at Institute) which is a pre-test. It was so sudden that I couldn't help myself but get nervous. I had to pass it anyway in order to be able to take the JPJ test.
I thought I only have to be tested on the track, but nope, I have to drive on the road also. The moment the driving institute instructor pointed to me the car that I'll be driving, I told myself "λ§νλ€....λ΄κ° λλ¬λ€". I use Perodua Kancil during the whole driving lesson class but then, I have to drive Perodua Axia for the first time, on QTI day.
Once I sat on the driver seat, I forgot everything I learnt. As I drive towards the hill, I remembered I forget to put on the seat belt. Astaghfirullah, how can I forget such important thing? Luckily, it's just a pre-test, and the driving institute instructor not yet with me. If not, I would most probably failed π I should relaxed back then. I did great on the track, no mistakes at all exclude the seat belt.
After I was done with the track, the instructor got into the car and told me to continue with road driving. I did..........okay bad, I guess. Sighed. Enjin asyik mati, lagi-lagi masa kat traffic light π I am sure that's my most concern 'bout driving since the first lesson. The instructor get annoyed,
"Jangan bagi enjin mati"
"Cepat sikit, laju lagi laju"
"Enjin mati lagi"
"Mati lagi aduh"
I didn't do it intentionally, okay? Duh, you are getting on my nerves *roll eyes*
At the finishing line, he sort of halau me away. He said "Dah, keluar! Keluar, keluar". That's hurt my pride tho. Whatever, all that matter is I passed the QTI!!!!! And right away, my trainer book a date for JPJ test for me. It'll be on 21st July π±π±π± I am starting to get tired of going to driving lesson now, therefore I want this to end quickly.
λ§νλ€ : mang-haett-da (I screwed up)
λ΄κ° λλ¬λ€: nae-ga kkeut-natt-da (I am finished)
After days of driving lesson on the track and 1 day on the road, on Thursday, my trainer took me for QTI (Qualifying Test at Institute) which is a pre-test. It was so sudden that I couldn't help myself but get nervous. I had to pass it anyway in order to be able to take the JPJ test.
I thought I only have to be tested on the track, but nope, I have to drive on the road also. The moment the driving institute instructor pointed to me the car that I'll be driving, I told myself "λ§νλ€....λ΄κ° λλ¬λ€". I use Perodua Kancil during the whole driving lesson class but then, I have to drive Perodua Axia for the first time, on QTI day.
Once I sat on the driver seat, I forgot everything I learnt. As I drive towards the hill, I remembered I forget to put on the seat belt. Astaghfirullah, how can I forget such important thing? Luckily, it's just a pre-test, and the driving institute instructor not yet with me. If not, I would most probably failed π I should relaxed back then. I did great on the track, no mistakes at all exclude the seat belt.
After I was done with the track, the instructor got into the car and told me to continue with road driving. I did..........okay bad, I guess. Sighed. Enjin asyik mati, lagi-lagi masa kat traffic light π I am sure that's my most concern 'bout driving since the first lesson. The instructor get annoyed,
"Jangan bagi enjin mati"
"Cepat sikit, laju lagi laju"
"Enjin mati lagi"
"Mati lagi aduh"
I didn't do it intentionally, okay? Duh, you are getting on my nerves *roll eyes*
At the finishing line, he sort of halau me away. He said "Dah, keluar! Keluar, keluar". That's hurt my pride tho. Whatever, all that matter is I passed the QTI!!!!! And right away, my trainer book a date for JPJ test for me. It'll be on 21st July π±π±π± I am starting to get tired of going to driving lesson now, therefore I want this to end quickly.
λ§νλ€ : mang-haett-da (I screwed up)
λ΄κ° λλ¬λ€: nae-ga kkeut-natt-da (I am finished)
Monday, 12 June 2017
driving I
Salam.
Hi guys, I'm still in the process of learning car driving and nah, I don't think I can get my license before Eid. Last two weeks, I learnt how to drive at selekoh and how to park the car. I did well. At least my teacher complimented me. And this morning, I practice it again. I thought I'll do well but Aigoo, I keep making mistakes.
Practice after practice, I did well on my own. Okay, I should have give myself a pat on the shoulder. It wasn't easy, duuh.
Then, I drove on the road. I was extremely happy and scared at the exact time. I wasn't sure either to smile or not so, I did both. I look funny π but still, I'm fab π
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| Nah, take it, this is my bare face! (Almost, I only put on bedak Johnson and a bit of lip tint) Yes, those pimple scars on both cheeks are from the past 2 months breakout |
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| I'm tired from waiting for my turns and haus also. Teacher, hurry pls I'm fasting, when is my turn?! π |
I always hyper after driving lesson and will tell my parents and sister how the lesson goes. My father never believed me in almost everything. Everytime I tell him I can't wait to drive on the road with my P license, he'll be like
"Aish, belum boleh lagi. Ingat jalan raya sekarang ni macam dulu ke. Silap hari bulan, boleh accident"
I know what he says is true. But the thing is that, isn't he suppose to encourage me? π
That was when I remembered about my Kerja Kayu project when I was in Form 2. It was suppose to be done individually but, my hasil kerja was done by many people. I wasn't lazy, okay!? It was just I need some helps from those around me. My best friend, Raudha gave me a hand to cut the wood because I was scared of the mesin gergaji. I cut the wood too, a little bit. After cutting, it's the time to nail it. My now and then guy best friend, Ammar helped me. At one point, I knocked his nail with hammer. It was a funny accident. I couldn't forget that moment and I believed, him too. At home, with the color sprays I bought, I wanted to spray the kayu on my own. But my never-believe-your-daughter father took the spray and did it all. I was pretty mad at him because that's my project and I wanted to do it myself π¬ He told me, I didn't know how to do it in the right way lah and I would messed up everything. Okay, whatever.
Masa macam ni lah I miss my high school friends including my guy best friends, Ammar and Aiman. They were one of my best friends ever. They helped and encouraged me so much back then. I helped them too, including did their homeworks. Ammar moved to another school in Egypt in September 2012. Alhamdulillah dah selesai hafal 30 juz Al quran. Although we were miles apart but we are still close until now. Thanks to Whatsapp. He's currently studying for fast-track SPM sebab dulu kan dia duduk Mesir. Aiman pulak went to boarding school in 2014 and I was a bit upset because he didn't tell me about moving. I knew the news after I asked his girl friend why he didn't come to school for days. I thought we were best friend? π’ I didn't save his phone number and he changed his. He lost my number and we couldn't keep in touch with each other and I haven't heard anything from him until the beginning of this year through Instagram. But at the end of March, I deleted my instagram account and I forgot to ask his current phone number. So, we lose contact again.
They are probably forget about the pictures ahah, that was taken on Thursday in the class in 2012, when we were in Form 2. They were childish back then, now they must be more mature, I guess.
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| oh God! Why do I have friends like this? |
I hope one day, I could meet them and all my high school friends again.
And I also wish my father will have some faith in me someday π
Monday, 5 June 2017
REVIEW | Eversoft Organic Yuzu & Ginkgo Cleanser
Salam.
All girls want a perfect skin without having a single complexion. A smooth, poreless, fair, healthy, glowing and pimple-free skin has always been girls' desire. Including myself.
I have friends, and they thought my skin's almost flawless. Nope, they are wrong. I've been struggling to fight my combination & acne-prone skin but Alhamdulillah it's getting much much more better than when I was in primary school. However, during that time of the month, or final exam or when I sleep late at night, I have to be ready with Oxy 10 cream and Bio Oil. But, still contrallable.
And every time the pimples show up on my face, I have this bad habit of popping the pimples that appeared on my face. I do that most of the time and it left scars that required months to completely vanish.
I wasn't sure what went wrong for the past 3 months, but I keep on getting bad breakouts here and there. Especially on the cheeks. It was really painful that I couldn't help myself from popping them. I felt better after that although some of them were cystic acne so, trying to pop them won't do anything. The moment I looked at myself in the mirror, oh god! I thought I saw a ghost. I looked terrible.
"I can't go out looking like this"
I did go out a few times, only to the driving school and had couples of dinner with family at restaurant. I tried so hard to put a lot of concealer to cover the pimples scars and make it looks natural before going out. It still look hideous.
My secondary school girl friends asked me out last month, but I gave excuses instead. I was really sorry but I can't show my face full of breakout and scars to them!? They might get a nightmare because of me. But I promise I'll make it up to them somehow.
I tried to be religious with my skin routine, but that didn't help. Don't laugh, but I almost tried to use feminine wash on my face. I found a few videos and entries that said "feminine wash" helps to treat acne, and I went to Watson and Guardian to search for Summer's Eve feminine wash but it's nowhere to be found. So, I asked my mom to buy me a Lactacyd feminine wash but she forgot. Okay, fine.
And one day, as I scrolling down on Iman's blog, I found an entry of her doing a review on Eversoft's cleanser. Then, I started to google more Eversoft reviews. Well, most of them are good reviews. That's why I wanted to give this drugstore cleanser a try.
Two weeks ago, with the only money left in my purse, RM 20, I went to the Watson. I searched for Eversoft's section and stared down at the cleansers displayed on the shelves. Then, a salesgirl came to me and asked what skin problem that I was facing. She recommended me to buy Eversoft Organic Yuzu & Gingko Cleanser. I am glad it cost less than RM 20 or else I'm penniless.
I love the smell of the cleanser so much! My skin's getting way better and pimples are lessen each day. No breakout so far. Oh my.....this cleanser is wonderful ππ I am in loveeeeee π
Eversoft Organic Facial Cleansers are formulated with 100% organic plant extracts that are:
I trust Eversoft, how about you?
All girls want a perfect skin without having a single complexion. A smooth, poreless, fair, healthy, glowing and pimple-free skin has always been girls' desire. Including myself.
I have friends, and they thought my skin's almost flawless. Nope, they are wrong. I've been struggling to fight my combination & acne-prone skin but Alhamdulillah it's getting much much more better than when I was in primary school. However, during that time of the month, or final exam or when I sleep late at night, I have to be ready with Oxy 10 cream and Bio Oil. But, still contrallable.
And every time the pimples show up on my face, I have this bad habit of popping the pimples that appeared on my face. I do that most of the time and it left scars that required months to completely vanish.
I wasn't sure what went wrong for the past 3 months, but I keep on getting bad breakouts here and there. Especially on the cheeks. It was really painful that I couldn't help myself from popping them. I felt better after that although some of them were cystic acne so, trying to pop them won't do anything. The moment I looked at myself in the mirror, oh god! I thought I saw a ghost. I looked terrible.
"I can't go out looking like this"
I did go out a few times, only to the driving school and had couples of dinner with family at restaurant. I tried so hard to put a lot of concealer to cover the pimples scars and make it looks natural before going out. It still look hideous.
My secondary school girl friends asked me out last month, but I gave excuses instead. I was really sorry but I can't show my face full of breakout and scars to them!? They might get a nightmare because of me. But I promise I'll make it up to them somehow.
I tried to be religious with my skin routine, but that didn't help. Don't laugh, but I almost tried to use feminine wash on my face. I found a few videos and entries that said "feminine wash" helps to treat acne, and I went to Watson and Guardian to search for Summer's Eve feminine wash but it's nowhere to be found. So, I asked my mom to buy me a Lactacyd feminine wash but she forgot. Okay, fine.
And one day, as I scrolling down on Iman's blog, I found an entry of her doing a review on Eversoft's cleanser. Then, I started to google more Eversoft reviews. Well, most of them are good reviews. That's why I wanted to give this drugstore cleanser a try.
Two weeks ago, with the only money left in my purse, RM 20, I went to the Watson. I searched for Eversoft's section and stared down at the cleansers displayed on the shelves. Then, a salesgirl came to me and asked what skin problem that I was facing. She recommended me to buy Eversoft Organic Yuzu & Gingko Cleanser. I am glad it cost less than RM 20 or else I'm penniless.
I love the smell of the cleanser so much! My skin's getting way better and pimples are lessen each day. No breakout so far. Oh my.....this cleanser is wonderful ππ I am in loveeeeee π
- Free from Parabens
- Free from Alcohol
- Free from Mineral Oil
- Free from Triclosan
- Free from SLS
- Organic Avocado & Rice Bran for extra nourishing
- Organic Coix Seed & Hyaluronic Acid for hydrating and supple
- Organic Camellia Flower & Mulberry for whiten and radiant
- Organic Tomato & Cucumber for pore refining
- Organic Yuzu & Gingko for acne and oil control
- Organic Apricot & Mulberry for blackhead clearing
I trust Eversoft, how about you?
Thursday, 1 June 2017
things I do at home
Salam.
It's almost 2 months since the day I sat for my last paper. I used to say I hated staying at home instead of finding a job because I need money. I think I can now bear with it.
I'm starting to enjoy staying at home. I do everything I love to do.
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I read webtoons; Siren's Lament, Oh! Holy, I Love Yoo, Orange Marmalade and few more & I read my childhood Doreamon comics collection & I read novels too.
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When semester 3 starts, I can't enjoy watching K-shows as much as I do now, right? π For drama, I'm currently watching Fight My on Way, My Sassy Girl, My Secret Romance and Rebel. As for variety show, as usual I watch my all time favourite shows, Hello Counselor, Return of Superman, Running Man, Law of the Jungle and Weekly Idol.
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Oh yeah! Have you watch Seventeen's Don't Wanna Cry and iKON's Bling Bling? They are litttttttt π₯π₯ And after a year of silent, iKON is finally doing a comeback with a great hip-hop song! I wish they can win at Music Bank and Inkigayo π As for the Pledis's boy group, I was never watched any of Seventeen's MVs before because I used to hate new boy groups especially if they have huge number of members. But, Seventeen's new song keeps on replaying in my head!!! They are so good <33333333 Guess what, I've picked my bias in Seventeen already.......who else but Vernon, the Korean-American boy π He's the same age as me.
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I always enjoy dancing especially to any kpop songs. During semester 1 break, I learned BTS's Blood Sweat Tears. And for this semester 2 break, I'm going to learn more dance. I'd learned Winner's Really Really, K.A.R.D's Rumor and Twice's Signal choreography. I am thinking about learning Seventeen's new song and also iKON's Bling Bling π
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I might be a bit late but I've started my weightloss journey. Well, lets see what's going to happen next.
It's almost 2 months since the day I sat for my last paper. I used to say I hated staying at home instead of finding a job because I need money. I think I can now bear with it.
I'm starting to enjoy staying at home. I do everything I love to do.
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I read webtoons; Siren's Lament, Oh! Holy, I Love Yoo, Orange Marmalade and few more & I read my childhood Doreamon comics collection & I read novels too.
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When semester 3 starts, I can't enjoy watching K-shows as much as I do now, right? π For drama, I'm currently watching Fight My on Way, My Sassy Girl, My Secret Romance and Rebel. As for variety show, as usual I watch my all time favourite shows, Hello Counselor, Return of Superman, Running Man, Law of the Jungle and Weekly Idol.
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Oh yeah! Have you watch Seventeen's Don't Wanna Cry and iKON's Bling Bling? They are litttttttt π₯π₯ And after a year of silent, iKON is finally doing a comeback with a great hip-hop song! I wish they can win at Music Bank and Inkigayo π As for the Pledis's boy group, I was never watched any of Seventeen's MVs before because I used to hate new boy groups especially if they have huge number of members. But, Seventeen's new song keeps on replaying in my head!!! They are so good <33333333 Guess what, I've picked my bias in Seventeen already.......who else but Vernon, the Korean-American boy π He's the same age as me.
I always enjoy dancing especially to any kpop songs. During semester 1 break, I learned BTS's Blood Sweat Tears. And for this semester 2 break, I'm going to learn more dance. I'd learned Winner's Really Really, K.A.R.D's Rumor and Twice's Signal choreography. I am thinking about learning Seventeen's new song and also iKON's Bling Bling π
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I might be a bit late but I've started my weightloss journey. Well, lets see what's going to happen next.
Thursday, 25 May 2017
a new look
Salam.
I changed my skin template and do some editing work to make it looks better than before. I worked on it since yesterday. Gosh, it was not easy for me. I used to be a Pro in editing when I was in Form 2 but that has been ages and all my skills had rusted already. How's my work? Is it okay? Or not?
I also changed the blog title banner π I love this new one because it looks classy, just like me π
I changed my skin template and do some editing work to make it looks better than before. I worked on it since yesterday. Gosh, it was not easy for me. I used to be a Pro in editing when I was in Form 2 but that has been ages and all my skills had rusted already. How's my work? Is it okay? Or not?
I also changed the blog title banner π I love this new one because it looks classy, just like me π
Tuesday, 9 May 2017
sel otak
Salam.
Jari jemari sibuk nak menekan keyboard phone dan laptop untuk menulis. Dalam memo phone, dah berpuluh ditulis. Tapi, tak sampai separuh ayat, semuanya terbiar mati tanpa khabar. Mati kutu, sel otak tak mahu berhubung macam dalam iklan susu Anmum. Aku hampir mati kebosanan terutama sekali 2 minggu pertama lepas habis final exam. Krisis dan masalah paling besar sebab tak tahu nak buat apa. Ramai suruh pergi cari kerja, cari duit. Kerja, siapa yang tak nak. Tapi, Mama yang tak bagi. Aku bukan lah seketul budak pemalas yang hanya nak duduk tergolek goyang kaki sambil kunyah keropok dalam mulut. Amboi amboi amboi.
Mama masih dengan keinginannya yang nak aku belajar driving. Gosh, that's the last thing I want to do in my life π’ Tak pernah rasa discourage untuk belajar sesuatu sebelum ni. Even course pilihan Mama diploma farmasi yang susah itu pun aku masih boleh terima. Drive kereta, uwah nampak cool gila, macho tapi hakikatnya dimata aku still nampak menakutkan π¨ Accident 2 tahun lepas, masih segar rasa macam baru semalam. Ketaq lutut ceqqq! Abah pulak as always, tak pernah mendesak dalam apa hal sekali pun. Dari nak beli barang, kalau aku tak nak makan dan sampai lah nak ambil course apa untuk belajar. Aku harap pilihan calon suami pun Abah tak desak keh keh. Tapi, kalau Lee Dongwook atau Kim Woobin atau Kang Haneul lah sebagai calon suami tu, Abah nak paksa atau nak desak sungguh sungguh sekali pun aku tak kisah πππ Aku rasa ayat nak kahwin dengan mamat Korea dah lali kot kat telinga Mama, Abah, Adik. Masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri jelah. Bila aku mula buka mulut bercerita kisah dongeng, konon nya:
Pada suatu hari, Aida pergi bercuti di Korea. Ketika berjalan melihat keindahan sekitar, Aida terlanggar seorang lelaki yang tinggi lampai. Kedua biji mata Aida, memerhati wajah lelaki itu. Putih mulus kulitnya, kurus, dengan gaya fashion paling aku suka, bad boy style. Mula lah bait bait cinta disitu, bentuk π seakan akan terkeluar dari biji mata.
Aku tak boleh nak teruskan hikayat dongeng tu lagi. Rasa geli. Euwww rasa nak muntah hijo.
At the end, aku pergi jugak lah kursus driving tu for 6 hours. Kelas pharmacology kat dk pun paling lama 2 jam, itu pun tak tahan. Apatah lagi 6 jam aigoo mengantuk dan bosan sungguh. Tapi bertekad nak habiskan cepat sebab makin lambat dapat driving license, makin lambat aku kerja, makin lambat dapat duit, makin kepishangan dirumah sambil golek golek atas lantai sambil tengok tv dan scroll screen handphone. Bila aku mula start sambung belajar Korean, siap semangat dengan notebook dan pen kat tangan, Mama mula buka mulut marah suruh habiskan baca buku 'Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu Kelas D Manual'. Ok aku surrender, cakap ibu, mana pernah dan tak akan pernah kalah.
Sekian, will be back soon.
Jari jemari sibuk nak menekan keyboard phone dan laptop untuk menulis. Dalam memo phone, dah berpuluh ditulis. Tapi, tak sampai separuh ayat, semuanya terbiar mati tanpa khabar. Mati kutu, sel otak tak mahu berhubung macam dalam iklan susu Anmum. Aku hampir mati kebosanan terutama sekali 2 minggu pertama lepas habis final exam. Krisis dan masalah paling besar sebab tak tahu nak buat apa. Ramai suruh pergi cari kerja, cari duit. Kerja, siapa yang tak nak. Tapi, Mama yang tak bagi. Aku bukan lah seketul budak pemalas yang hanya nak duduk tergolek goyang kaki sambil kunyah keropok dalam mulut. Amboi amboi amboi.
Mama masih dengan keinginannya yang nak aku belajar driving. Gosh, that's the last thing I want to do in my life π’ Tak pernah rasa discourage untuk belajar sesuatu sebelum ni. Even course pilihan Mama diploma farmasi yang susah itu pun aku masih boleh terima. Drive kereta, uwah nampak cool gila, macho tapi hakikatnya dimata aku still nampak menakutkan π¨ Accident 2 tahun lepas, masih segar rasa macam baru semalam. Ketaq lutut ceqqq! Abah pulak as always, tak pernah mendesak dalam apa hal sekali pun. Dari nak beli barang, kalau aku tak nak makan dan sampai lah nak ambil course apa untuk belajar. Aku harap pilihan calon suami pun Abah tak desak keh keh. Tapi, kalau Lee Dongwook atau Kim Woobin atau Kang Haneul lah sebagai calon suami tu, Abah nak paksa atau nak desak sungguh sungguh sekali pun aku tak kisah πππ Aku rasa ayat nak kahwin dengan mamat Korea dah lali kot kat telinga Mama, Abah, Adik. Masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri jelah. Bila aku mula buka mulut bercerita kisah dongeng, konon nya:
Pada suatu hari, Aida pergi bercuti di Korea. Ketika berjalan melihat keindahan sekitar, Aida terlanggar seorang lelaki yang tinggi lampai. Kedua biji mata Aida, memerhati wajah lelaki itu. Putih mulus kulitnya, kurus, dengan gaya fashion paling aku suka, bad boy style. Mula lah bait bait cinta disitu, bentuk π seakan akan terkeluar dari biji mata.
Aku tak boleh nak teruskan hikayat dongeng tu lagi. Rasa geli. Euwww rasa nak muntah hijo.
At the end, aku pergi jugak lah kursus driving tu for 6 hours. Kelas pharmacology kat dk pun paling lama 2 jam, itu pun tak tahan. Apatah lagi 6 jam aigoo mengantuk dan bosan sungguh. Tapi bertekad nak habiskan cepat sebab makin lambat dapat driving license, makin lambat aku kerja, makin lambat dapat duit, makin kepishangan dirumah sambil golek golek atas lantai sambil tengok tv dan scroll screen handphone. Bila aku mula start sambung belajar Korean, siap semangat dengan notebook dan pen kat tangan, Mama mula buka mulut marah suruh habiskan baca buku 'Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu Kelas D Manual'. Ok aku surrender, cakap ibu, mana pernah dan tak akan pernah kalah.
Sekian, will be back soon.
Friday, 14 April 2017
semester 2 break
Salam.
I've finished sitting for my last paper, Pharmacology this morning. That's the end of my semester 2 and I won't be seeing kolej for 5 months. Feeling sad to leave uni friends but I am excited to go to the place where I can called home. I'll surely have plenty of leisure time at home hm not really that much time if I start working π I do remember how tired I was, standing on my feet for 12 hours from 10 am until 10 pm. Then, I exercised a bit & took a shower & sometimes watched korean shows, well most of the time I fall aslept in front of the tv. That's when I started to amaze how Mama can play her role as a housewife and also works at the same time. Lepas tu terus dah tak complain kalau Mama masak benda simple je lepas balik kerja kuikui. I rarely sleep in my room because I was too tired to walk lol pemalas π My mom keep on telling me to take driving license eeeeeee I don't want γ
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too scared!
Okay, I have lots of things that I want to do during my 5 months semester break and I'll list it one by one π
1. Re-decorate my room. I want a tumblr room & gym kinda room uhuuu with white-painted walls, fairy lights, the 'grid' thing where people put pictures on it, board, bts pillow HAHAHA basketball net, yoga mat and mirrors for zumba and kpop dance practice
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| bilik aku sekarang |
2. Find a job. A compulsory thing to do because I need money. Because without it, I can't buy things such as novels π, beauty products, tudungs & last but not least FOOD (tteokbokki)
3. Food hunting. I always want to go to Myeongdong Topokki & Mr. Dalkgalbi because they serve a really good and savory Korean food including my all-time favourite mukbang, tteokbokki ππ
4. Start my 15kgs-weightloss-journey hmm sound so difficult and almost impossible but well, lets see if I can show the world how I can transform to my 15 years old shape π Eat clean, zumba, cheat meals, dance practice anddddddd more workout! I am going to start eating rice again, starting from tomorrow, 15th April 2017 after exactly 5 months of blood, sweat and tears of refusing to eat rice since 15th November 2016 kah kah yezza tempoyak Atuk kirim dari Sarawak menanti di rumah ππ dah warning siap siap kat adik jangan habiskan kalau tak memang kena lah dia π
5. Finish all the novels that I bought at Big Bad Wolf sales last year. And buy new Diary of A Wimpy Kid series. Obviously, I am a Diary of A Wimpy Kid's fan since I was in secondary school, I have all the series exclude the first one because I had read it at school library.
6. Khatam semua Korean dramas π Including Strong Woman Dok Bok Soon, Tomorrow with You, Defendant, Missing Nine, Goblin and Voice π¬ && horror movies that I took from my friends' pendrives. I'm gonna have a wonderful semester break this time....like wey cuti 5 bulan kot!?? Sama macam cuti after spm tunggu result and masuk universiti!!!!
7. Ok yang part nak dekat last kena baik sikit HAHAHAHA no 7, aku nak terus istiqamah pergi surau / masjid setiap solat isya' π Alhamdulillah, untuk sem 2 ni lengkap aku pergi surau setiap isya' kecuali kalau pms & ada hal sophys & pergi keluar and balik after isya'. Kalau sampai rumah ni, selalunya banyak gangguan π»π» jadi iman kena kebalkan sikit π’ kalau start kerja lagi payah nak dapat peluang pergi surau but when I get chance to, insyaAllah aku cubaa.
8. Solat dhuha. Aku rasa aku paling baik masa form 4 duuh solat dhuha tak pernah tinggal sebab kawan selalu ajak turun surau masa waktu rehat dan jadi terbiasa. Tapi lama kelamaan, makin malas. Syaiton makin menghantui diri Astaghfirullah teruk betoi π£ Jadi untuk 5 bulan ni, insyaAllah cuba praktikkan balik solat dhuha tuuu doakan lah yer
9. Masak. I'm bad at cooking.
10. Update blog from time to time.
Ok done π Have a great semester break gais! Take care, see ya lagi 5 bulan tehee
Sunday, 9 April 2017
19th birthday
Salam.
Alhamdulillah, I turned one year older, I am officially 19 years old π
Ini first time sambut birthday jauh dari family πͺ Tipu lah kalau cakap tak sedih sebab setiap kali birthday, Mama akan cium pipi masa kejut bangun pagi dan cakap happy birthdayyyy π lepas tu dapat hadiah yahuu seronok!
Disebabkan sekarang ni minggu final exam, semua orang termasuk housemates sibuk study dan buat hal sendiri. Aku expect diorang lupa. Masa pukul 9.30 malam, dah dapat hadiah hohoho gembira dan terharu sebab orang yang tak disangka yang bagi lol thank youuu (kalau tetiba kau tengok blog aku ni keh keh) Tapi, before pukul 12 malam dah dapat suprise ππ ya Allah, rasa terharuuuu gila dah lah instead of cliche food, diorang kasi special punya muehehe paling suka ayam omnomnom sedapp π perkataan 'we π u' tu yang paling winn. Haha. Fatin pun kasi hadiah handsock yezza dapat handsock baruuu insyaAllah kita guna sebaiknya ye trimas. Paling best sebab ramai ramai nyanyi lagu birthday in korean paling takleh lupa. Tak sangka semua housemates termasuk yang sem lepas join sekali :') itu paling penting sebab baru rasa complete π Malam tu kononnya nak study tapi cettttt sesat tengok movie kat bilik Eyan pulak huahuahua 2 round movie pulak tu aigoo
Ok itu semua birthday night punya cerita. Belum masuk hari kejadian lagi tau. Petang 8 April, kami family Sophys ada buat makan makan sempena nak rapatkan silaturrahim dengan madam Dini. Aktiviti yang kitorang buat ialah musical chairs, main frisbee, bola sepak dengan zumba. Hmm aku still tak puas hati sebab madam tak nak terima lagu kpop aku untuk zumba. Huhuhu mengapakah?! Lagu kpop seronokkkk kot ππ Dah nak balik tu, aku pun pergi lah kat padang tengok diorang main frisbee semua tu. Tiba tiba *jeng jeng jeng*....................Nuel duk tabur tepung kat aku dengan yat! Sambil yang lain nyanyi lagu birthday. Banyak pulak tu ya ampun habis baju hitam akuuuu nasib tak pakai tudongcha kesayangan HAHAHA π apa apa pun serious terharuu kali ketiga sebab tak pernah ada orang buat macam tu kat aku :') dah lah dulu masa kat jess, aku antara golongan yang orang tak dikenali oleh sesiapa, nama aku pun jarang orang tahu. Birthday tak payah cerita sampai ada satu masa yang takde siapa wish birthday langsung. Tetiba masuk uitm, semua layan je aku baik gila pulak tu itu sumpah rasa terkejut dan happy. Terima kasih sangat!
Alhamdulillah, I turned one year older, I am officially 19 years old π
Ini first time sambut birthday jauh dari family πͺ Tipu lah kalau cakap tak sedih sebab setiap kali birthday, Mama akan cium pipi masa kejut bangun pagi dan cakap happy birthdayyyy π lepas tu dapat hadiah yahuu seronok!
Disebabkan sekarang ni minggu final exam, semua orang termasuk housemates sibuk study dan buat hal sendiri. Aku expect diorang lupa. Masa pukul 9.30 malam, dah dapat hadiah hohoho gembira dan terharu sebab orang yang tak disangka yang bagi lol thank youuu (kalau tetiba kau tengok blog aku ni keh keh) Tapi, before pukul 12 malam dah dapat suprise ππ ya Allah, rasa terharuuuu gila dah lah instead of cliche food, diorang kasi special punya muehehe paling suka ayam omnomnom sedapp π perkataan 'we π u' tu yang paling winn. Haha. Fatin pun kasi hadiah handsock yezza dapat handsock baruuu insyaAllah kita guna sebaiknya ye trimas. Paling best sebab ramai ramai nyanyi lagu birthday in korean paling takleh lupa. Tak sangka semua housemates termasuk yang sem lepas join sekali :') itu paling penting sebab baru rasa complete π Malam tu kononnya nak study tapi cettttt sesat tengok movie kat bilik Eyan pulak huahuahua 2 round movie pulak tu aigoo
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| Housemates lillahi ta'ala <3 |
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| not-your-cliche-birthday-food feast |
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| first movie: insidious |
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| second movie |
Ok itu semua birthday night punya cerita. Belum masuk hari kejadian lagi tau. Petang 8 April, kami family Sophys ada buat makan makan sempena nak rapatkan silaturrahim dengan madam Dini. Aktiviti yang kitorang buat ialah musical chairs, main frisbee, bola sepak dengan zumba. Hmm aku still tak puas hati sebab madam tak nak terima lagu kpop aku untuk zumba. Huhuhu mengapakah?! Lagu kpop seronokkkk kot ππ Dah nak balik tu, aku pun pergi lah kat padang tengok diorang main frisbee semua tu. Tiba tiba *jeng jeng jeng*....................Nuel duk tabur tepung kat aku dengan yat! Sambil yang lain nyanyi lagu birthday. Banyak pulak tu ya ampun habis baju hitam akuuuu nasib tak pakai tudongcha kesayangan HAHAHA π apa apa pun serious terharuu kali ketiga sebab tak pernah ada orang buat macam tu kat aku :') dah lah dulu masa kat jess, aku antara golongan yang orang tak dikenali oleh sesiapa, nama aku pun jarang orang tahu. Birthday tak payah cerita sampai ada satu masa yang takde siapa wish birthday langsung. Tetiba masuk uitm, semua layan je aku baik gila pulak tu itu sumpah rasa terkejut dan happy. Terima kasih sangat!
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| brothers & sisters in Bertam |
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| yat dangdut |
For the third suprise selepas kena tepung, ini pulak kena simbah airrrrr π§ hambek kau banyak dia simbah! Bukan takat simbah gitu tapi siap kena spray dengan air paip tu hah dah lah baru lepas mandiiiiiiiiiiii habis basah lencun. Telekung aku dengan yat hmm takleh cakap dah lah basah macam mana sis redha jee π dah lah comel je ada banyak jajan dan my feveret, ice creammmm nyums π¦ alahai cute sangat diorang ni. Naquib kasi chocolate sebab dah janji kat aku haritu. Tak tahu lah nak cakap macam mana dah. Speechless. The best birthday I ever had ππππ before I turn 20 next year.
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| 19 & legal |
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| aiskrim timeeee π¨ |
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| cute little notes |
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| jiha comell |
Finally, terima kasih for all the wishes, doa, hadiah, makanan, tepung dan air paip kolej az zahrawi ππ may Allah bless you guys always! Thank youuuu for every single thing you did to me on my 19th birthday. Walaupun Mira, Fatin, Qiha, Jannah dan Tra tak wish π’ takpe aku still rasa happy. Bersyukur sangat sangat dan rasa beruntung seperti maksud nama aku sebab Allah berikan orang orang baik macam anda semua dalam hidup saya π huwaaa trimas kamsahamnida! ❤πππππ
Monday, 27 March 2017
break a leg
Salam.
Final exam has finally startedddd π may Allah ease everything, my dear friends! Minta ampun dan maaf kalau selama semester 2 ni ada buat terkasar bahasa, termarah, terguna banyak testpad, tersepahkan bilik (sorry roommate!), termerajuk lama (sorry housemates!), terguriskan hati dan maaf juga kalau ada tercuri hati sesiapa hehehe π Doakan Aida tauuuu π semoga sepanjang final exam, Allah berikan kita kesihatan yang baik, ketenangan dan dipermudahkan semasa jawab peperiksaan & moga dipenghujungnya nanti, kita sama-sama dapat result yang baik π Amiin, good luck gaiss π ❤πππππ
Friday, 24 March 2017
friends come and go but true friends last a lifetime
Friends come and go but true friends last a lifetime; since 2010 till paradise, Aamiin! Missing all of you so much especially at hard time like this. It has been a year since last time we met, and I hope we'll meet soon. May our friendships last forever, my dear bestfriends πππππ❤
Sazianty, Hidayah, Fatin, Mira, Tra, Qiha, Jannah and last but not least, Nurin π xoxo
Monday, 13 March 2017
ilmu: kerna Allah atau exam?
Salam.
I am a bit nervous about the paperwork that I'll present this upcoming Thursday, calculus & pharmacology tests this Monday and chemistry tests this Thursday. Ya Rabb, kau berikan lah aku kekuatan untuk terus menempuhi segala perkara untuk mencari ilmuMu ya Allahπ
I am the type of person yang tak suka terlalu bebankan otak fikir masalah akademik, masalah hidup dan stress yang ada. As example bila ada test lagi 2 hari, semua orang akan gelabah nak baca lecture notes and hadap 24 jam kalau boleh nak telan je notes tu kan lepastu, mula lah stress, otak jam, penat and etc. Kalau aku lain, aku cuba baca yang mana mampu perlahan lahan yang penting niat belajar sebab nak tambah ilmu kerana Allah, baca notes untuk faham apa yang nak disampaikan and bukannya setakat baca untuk masuk dewan peperiksaan dan pointer tinggi. Tipu lah kalau aku kata, aku tak nak pointer tinggi sebab kat dunia ni, untuk dapatkan kerja dan gaji masyukkk, pointer itu semua dipandang. Tapi niat first kita belajar kenalah kerana Allah. Dalam apa jua perkara pun actually, kita patut letak Allah sebab paling utama, yang paling atas. Nak tahu kenapa aku tak suka fikir sangat masalah? Sebab nanti jiwa tak tenang, tak aman, hidup rasa gelisah je memanjang, cepat putus asa, cepat kecewa dan cepat sedih bila Allah datangkan ujian.
Meh sini aku nak habaq sat, pelajar selalunya belajar pulun macam orang gila untuk dapat pointer tinggi, nak banggakan ibu bapa, nak dapat gaji masyukk semua tu bukan salah pun. Tapi jangan jadikan tu semua niat utama. Jangan bila kau belajar, asyik dok fikir sebab nak dapat 4 flat dan yang lain lain tu. Kat situ, niat dah lari dari niat utama iaitu belajar kerana Allah.
Bila korang masuk dewan peperiksaan tak kisah lah universiti mana sekalipun baik kerajaan mahupun swasta yang bayar mahal tu, aku yakin mesti ada je yang meniru dalam exam. Tak kisah lah dalam bentuk macam mana sekali pun samada korang bawa notes ke tanya kawan ataupun tiru melalui handphone, itu semua dikira meniru dan berdosa. Kau tak jujur dan yakin dengan diri kau sendiri sebenarnya! Ish ish kesianπ Kenapa perlu meniru kalau dah study? Kau takkan buat benda tu semua kalau kau belajar kerana ALLAH❌ Itu sebabnya niat kena betul, wahai rakanku bakal ahli syurga sekalian (Aaminn)
Mesti ramai kan yang bila dapat result exam dan tak dapat macam mana yang kau expect, kau rasa down gila macam dunia ni hancur lebur, betul tak? Ibarat langit ni jatuh atas bahu kau dan kau rasa sangat terbeban dengan benda tu. Bila dapat keputusan teruk, kau menangis dan menyesal. Kenapa? Apa sebab kau menangis? Adakah sebab tak mencapai keinginan kau? Cuba refleks balik, kenapa Allah tak bagi pointer tinggi tu kat kau? Kadang-kadang kau belajar sampai bilik dah macam kapal karam pun tapi still result tak gempak. Cuba tengok balik niat kau belajar tu sebab apa?! Betul ke kau belajar dulu kerana Allah? Ke sebab lain? Seandainya benar kau belajar kerana Allah, takkan muncul dan terbit perasaan kecewa dan sedih dalam diri kau. Sebabnya, kau kan belajar untuk dapatkan ilmu tu, bukannya sebab pointer. Aku selalu je kawan kawan mengadu, mengeluh dapat markah test dan quiz teruk barai. Tapi itulah nak cakap direct takut tersentap habis pulak. Jadi kat sini jelah aku tegur indirectly ye. Pasal rasa sedih dan nak menangis sepanjang tahun sebab result teruk tu aku faham perasaan tu, sebab aku pernah alami masa keluar keputusan SPM dulu. Dulu aku murung berminggu, tak bercakap 3 hari beb lama tuu hmm dengan family langsung tak bertegur. Aku tak terfikir pun benda ni sampailah masa perkongsian usrah kali ke-4 sem 2 ni. Terima kasih pada yang share ilmu! Alhamdulillah aku cuba manfaatkanπ
Itu jelah kot perkongsian aku. Tak dapat banyak, sikit pun jadilah. Cuba amalkan, insyaAllah hati akan rasa lagi tenang.
I am a bit nervous about the paperwork that I'll present this upcoming Thursday, calculus & pharmacology tests this Monday and chemistry tests this Thursday. Ya Rabb, kau berikan lah aku kekuatan untuk terus menempuhi segala perkara untuk mencari ilmuMu ya Allahπ
I am the type of person yang tak suka terlalu bebankan otak fikir masalah akademik, masalah hidup dan stress yang ada. As example bila ada test lagi 2 hari, semua orang akan gelabah nak baca lecture notes and hadap 24 jam kalau boleh nak telan je notes tu kan lepastu, mula lah stress, otak jam, penat and etc. Kalau aku lain, aku cuba baca yang mana mampu perlahan lahan yang penting niat belajar sebab nak tambah ilmu kerana Allah, baca notes untuk faham apa yang nak disampaikan and bukannya setakat baca untuk masuk dewan peperiksaan dan pointer tinggi. Tipu lah kalau aku kata, aku tak nak pointer tinggi sebab kat dunia ni, untuk dapatkan kerja dan gaji masyukkk, pointer itu semua dipandang. Tapi niat first kita belajar kenalah kerana Allah. Dalam apa jua perkara pun actually, kita patut letak Allah sebab paling utama, yang paling atas. Nak tahu kenapa aku tak suka fikir sangat masalah? Sebab nanti jiwa tak tenang, tak aman, hidup rasa gelisah je memanjang, cepat putus asa, cepat kecewa dan cepat sedih bila Allah datangkan ujian.
Meh sini aku nak habaq sat, pelajar selalunya belajar pulun macam orang gila untuk dapat pointer tinggi, nak banggakan ibu bapa, nak dapat gaji masyukk semua tu bukan salah pun. Tapi jangan jadikan tu semua niat utama. Jangan bila kau belajar, asyik dok fikir sebab nak dapat 4 flat dan yang lain lain tu. Kat situ, niat dah lari dari niat utama iaitu belajar kerana Allah.
Bila korang masuk dewan peperiksaan tak kisah lah universiti mana sekalipun baik kerajaan mahupun swasta yang bayar mahal tu, aku yakin mesti ada je yang meniru dalam exam. Tak kisah lah dalam bentuk macam mana sekali pun samada korang bawa notes ke tanya kawan ataupun tiru melalui handphone, itu semua dikira meniru dan berdosa. Kau tak jujur dan yakin dengan diri kau sendiri sebenarnya! Ish ish kesianπ Kenapa perlu meniru kalau dah study? Kau takkan buat benda tu semua kalau kau belajar kerana ALLAH❌ Itu sebabnya niat kena betul, wahai rakanku bakal ahli syurga sekalian (Aaminn)
Mesti ramai kan yang bila dapat result exam dan tak dapat macam mana yang kau expect, kau rasa down gila macam dunia ni hancur lebur, betul tak? Ibarat langit ni jatuh atas bahu kau dan kau rasa sangat terbeban dengan benda tu. Bila dapat keputusan teruk, kau menangis dan menyesal. Kenapa? Apa sebab kau menangis? Adakah sebab tak mencapai keinginan kau? Cuba refleks balik, kenapa Allah tak bagi pointer tinggi tu kat kau? Kadang-kadang kau belajar sampai bilik dah macam kapal karam pun tapi still result tak gempak. Cuba tengok balik niat kau belajar tu sebab apa?! Betul ke kau belajar dulu kerana Allah? Ke sebab lain? Seandainya benar kau belajar kerana Allah, takkan muncul dan terbit perasaan kecewa dan sedih dalam diri kau. Sebabnya, kau kan belajar untuk dapatkan ilmu tu, bukannya sebab pointer. Aku selalu je kawan kawan mengadu, mengeluh dapat markah test dan quiz teruk barai. Tapi itulah nak cakap direct takut tersentap habis pulak. Jadi kat sini jelah aku tegur indirectly ye. Pasal rasa sedih dan nak menangis sepanjang tahun sebab result teruk tu aku faham perasaan tu, sebab aku pernah alami masa keluar keputusan SPM dulu. Dulu aku murung berminggu, tak bercakap 3 hari beb lama tuu hmm dengan family langsung tak bertegur. Aku tak terfikir pun benda ni sampailah masa perkongsian usrah kali ke-4 sem 2 ni. Terima kasih pada yang share ilmu! Alhamdulillah aku cuba manfaatkanπ
Itu jelah kot perkongsian aku. Tak dapat banyak, sikit pun jadilah. Cuba amalkan, insyaAllah hati akan rasa lagi tenang.
Wednesday, 8 February 2017
a korean addict
A Korean addict, yes I am.
Starting from year 2010, I was introduced to kpop musics and the first kpop songs I listened to was Ring Ding Dong and GeeπΆ I do remember how hard it was for me to recognize each of Girls Generation group member because their faces are almost the same, kan? Listening to their old songs surely make me cryπ’ How I miss the old days; the good times I had spending money on epop magazines, kpop stuffs (I still do and even more worse) and spending time fangirling to kpop groups with my friends especially Yan! Getting into kpop musics driven me slowly to watch Korean dramas, movies and reality shows. The plots, actors and actresses are seriously daebakkπ After watching and listening to kpop songs and kdramas, I started to learn Korean languange through websites back in 2012 when I was in form 2. Besides how cute Korean languange sound, the reason why I learn hangul because I really hate that I can't read the words in the reality show (if you know what I mean) After the struggle I had endure every day, I am able to write and read all the Korean words in a fast pace. However, I haven't been able to continue my lessons these days but I will try bit by bit because I wish to watch Korean drama without any subtitle later on. Then, I started to fall in love deeper into Korea through the food. Yums they taste amazingly deliciousπ My all-time favourite dish is tteobokki. MasyaAllah, sedapnya! The restaurants I have enjoyed my Korean dishes are Sopoong, Dubuyo, Eid bangi, Hanbing and also B.bap. I haven't try dishes at Myeongdong Topokki yet, but I'll surely go there because there are a lot reviews saying they serve great food with great priceπ Day by day, my interest towards Korea grew bigger. The fashion is a wow! π That's what makes me want to lose weight even more as most of their clothes are super duper small. And since last year, I am so into Korean beauty including skincare and make up products. I am honestly focus more on skincare regimen rather than make up because in order to get a great make up result, we need to have a nice skin. And if we have such a nice skin, we don't really need to wear make up to cover up our flaws, don't you agree? I don't put on that much make up tho, just a small amount of bb cream, baby johnson powder, lip tint and I am ready to go! π Bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbut my skincare routine is quite long and most of my coursemates will think it's complicated and wasting money. It does requires a lot of money but I don't care; I invest for my skin now so that they will thank me later. I have so much complexion since I was in primary school but it is getting better now, Alhamdulillah.
Now, please bring me to Korea! ✈
Saturday, 4 February 2017
jungle trekking at Hutan Lipur Sungai Sedim & hiking at Cherok Tok Kun
Salam.
I have lots to share especially about the hiking trips I had during kpo and also with my usrah team but I just couldn't find any free time to properly write something. I tried, almost halfway done. But haha yes, still no newest post till this one. Hehe.
I had been quite heartbroken since last week, I found out the person I had crush on, just got a girlfriend. Pretty, tall, kind and slim; literally she's just wayyyyyy and wayyyyyy better than meπ Good for him, I guess. And insyaAllah, good for me too because I believe Allah has a better plan for me kan (so chill la!) Kumbang bukan seekor, budu bukan sebotol (eh??) HAHAHA belambak je kat luar sana, pilih je nak yang mana. Nak yang melayu asli ke jetjet mat salleh ke atau mamat kpop kimchi ke kalau tak pun dapat mamat cina mata sepet sikit ala-ala korea pun okay dak *ayat sedapkan hati sendiri* πππ
Pasal kpo program tu, I had a blastful 2 days! We played some games on Friday night with all 5 clubs in UiTM Kampus Bertam for the very first time. Had an ice breaking before the next day. Malam yang sangat santai, kelakar sampai sakit perut tahan gelak. Hari sabtu, such a very long and tiring day. Mostly that day untuk kitorang semua belajar macam mana nak buat paper work dan buat presentation of our planned activities depan Encik Hafiz dan a few panels. Masa ni lah aku banyak belajar walaupun pening pening jugak nak buat kertas kerja ni. Sunday then comingggπ It's been a long time I haven't seen a river and waterfall. SubhanaAllah, the green view of the Hutan Lipur Sedim was so breathtaking, calming and mesmerizingπ I couldn't stop staring at the very little details of the jungle, rock, leaves and every single things there. Sangat menajubkan! Cantik sangat ciptaan Allah, takkan pernah dapat ditandingi dengan ciptaan manusia yang seciput. Disebabkan aku ni anak yang baik kan BHAHAHAHA aku celup kaki je lah dekat sungai tu walaupun kalau ikutkan hati nak je terjun macam Pandalela buat backflip walaupun sebenarnya tak larat pun nak angkat badan sendiri yang naik berkilos π£ Memang hadapi saat sukar la waktu tu sebab hellooooo dah 7 tahun okei aku tak nampak sungai dan tak rasa betapa nikmat dan sejuk segarnya air sungai!!!!! Mama tak kasi, sebab dia takut if any bad thing happen. Dia bagi kebenaran mandi dengan satu syarat je; kahwin sebab dia kata tanggungjawab dah beralih kat suami. So, kepada Encik Bakal Zauj π nanti izinkan lah bakal zaujahmu mandi sungai okayyyy kalau tak saya reject ❌π Banyak sangat benda kelakar jadi masa kpo and also benda paling menakutkan. I got kissed by the bloodsucker, leech. Allahuakbar, takut dia takleh nak explain macam mana. Tetiba darah melimpah keluar seram tengokπ± I thought I'll be one of the luckiest people for not getting bitten by pacat tapi itulah nasib tidak menyebelahi. Too much to tell but the pictures will do their things.
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| Friday night |
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| First time cakap kat depan ya ampun nervous sgt!π§ |
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| Discuss untuk presentation |
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| Team kira aktiviti budget untuk presentation |
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| Our president presenting our aktiviti berbajet |
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| My girls, my team π |
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| From left; Madam Dini, Amzar, Kakwa, Saya!, Dba, Jiha Yat |
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| ππππ❤π |
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| Nak mandi air terjunnnnnnn |
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| Ah, can you see how beautiful the waterfall is!? |
Pasal hiking dengan geng usrah pun syok sebab first time pergi Cherun Tok Kun kapp ππ Masuk yang ni dah 3rd hiking for last month. Aku pergi dengan housemates; kecuali Nora dengan Ain. Masa kat kaki bukit tu aku tanyalah sorang akak ni,
"berapa km nak sampai puncak?"
"dalam 1 km"
Kemudian ofkos lah aku dengan riaknya (jangan ikut pls) cakap,
"lah dekatnya lagi dekat dari Bukit Jambul"
Sebab rasa macam tak challenging gila kan!? Aku pun duk lead kat depan sebab kononnya nak jadi orang first yang sampai puncak (managed to become the first thoπ) tapi walaweh menipuuuu gila 1km haih takkan 1 jam 20 mins baru sampai puncak?????! Bila turun kat bawah tanya orang, rupanya 7km yerrrrrrrr π kena tipu habis lah serious penat sebab asyik dok fikir kenapa lama sangat nak sampai puncak. Mandi peluh aku nak naik atas puncak tu π The view kat puncak memang sangat heartbreaking sebab ada pencawang elektrik je cis bege betul HAHAHAHA penat kau naik nampak itu aje?! Tapi don't worry sebab around 100m turun dari puncak korang akan pergi satu laluan untuk tengok view cantik. Superb! Dapat view kabus ala-ala Cameron gituu π tu pun sebab hujan renyai sekejap tapi lepastu terang dah, dapat dah the clear view around Bukit Mertajam pulak kira macam 2 in 1 hm Alhamdulillah rezeki aku kot. Recommended untuk pergi sana kalau korang jenis suka outdoor activityπ
"lah dekatnya lagi dekat dari Bukit Jambul"
Sebab rasa macam tak challenging gila kan!? Aku pun duk lead kat depan sebab kononnya nak jadi orang first yang sampai puncak (managed to become the first thoπ) tapi walaweh menipuuuu gila 1km haih takkan 1 jam 20 mins baru sampai puncak?????! Bila turun kat bawah tanya orang, rupanya 7km yerrrrrrrr π kena tipu habis lah serious penat sebab asyik dok fikir kenapa lama sangat nak sampai puncak. Mandi peluh aku nak naik atas puncak tu π The view kat puncak memang sangat heartbreaking sebab ada pencawang elektrik je cis bege betul HAHAHAHA penat kau naik nampak itu aje?! Tapi don't worry sebab around 100m turun dari puncak korang akan pergi satu laluan untuk tengok view cantik. Superb! Dapat view kabus ala-ala Cameron gituu π tu pun sebab hujan renyai sekejap tapi lepastu terang dah, dapat dah the clear view around Bukit Mertajam pulak kira macam 2 in 1 hm Alhamdulillah rezeki aku kot. Recommended untuk pergi sana kalau korang jenis suka outdoor activityπ
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| Beautiful scenery ππ |
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| Worth my 1 hour 20 minutes <3 |
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| Housemate, Classmate, Some-time deskmate, Zumbamate and Hikingmate; Izzati |
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