Friday, 2 February 2018
K-POP | my top songs in January 2018
Salam.
There are so many songs coming out last month and they are all so damn good. I'll list down below the songs that I find attractive and sooooooo addictive as if they are some kind of drugs to me 🌈💊
1. JBJ - My Flower
These boys finally made a comeback!!!!! The lyrics itself are very well-written ❤ I listen to the song every day since it came out and yezz I've watched the behind-the-scene video (3 times kot weh) & gosh they are super cute though. How can I not fall in love with them? Please tell me. My favourite part is Hyunbin's rap weyyy he really improved a lot :") Rasa nak nangesss
2. Chungha - Roller Coaster
My queen in Produce 101 Season 1 👑 I honestly lavh this song more than Heroine because it's more catchy kot. Dengan neon lights nya sumpah cool haha walaupun masa Chungha performed kat Immortal Songs dia guna neon juga tapi whatever still cool. Aku berjaya influenced housemates with this song before semester break and they were all singing like crazy at 'roller coaster uwuwuwuwuw ~' part HAHAHA I should've record them singing duh 😂
3. Momoland - Bboom Bboom
New current favourite ♪ Masa keluar lagu ni, aku buat dek je sebab tak layan sangat pun Momoland tapi lepas dengar sekali, terus search kat youtube. Sekali search dengan dance workout sekali hahaha amekaw bukan main semangat. So if you out there love k-zumba, better click here. I couldn't take my eyes off Jooe hehehe cute gila!!
4. Oh My Girl - Secret Garden
Arin, YooA & Hyojung!!! 💖
5. iKON - Love Scenario
No one could deny the YG vibes in all their artists. They are surely different than others. Suka gila lagu baru ni cam chill chill lek je hahaha I hope they win some awards though #gogoiKON aigoo they make me miss Big Bang & Winner even more 😭
6. N. Flying - Hot Potato
If you think I'm a usual potato, then you are WRONG, gurl! I'm a HOT potato hehehe 🍠 Seunghyub is the best ohoyyy rapping, singing, acting and dancing (you should watch the special dance video apatah tapi search je nanti keluar) all at once. Dah lah handsome 😍
7. Infinite - Tell Me
Yayerzzz ada pun comeback uhu rindu gila dengan Infinite 💞 Although without Hoya, they did well by themselves. I'm pretty sure Hoya is doing fine out there. Congratulation on your winning! Hehe chukhahae 🏆
8. Sunmi - Heroine
The truth is I love Gashina more than Heroine in term of the lyrics and also the choreography. Tapi it's okay lah since she's been working hard for this comeback so, as a fan, I'll keep on supporting her by contributing more views of her MV 📹
9. Jeong Sewoon - Baby It's U
My babyyyyyyyy doin' a comeback wohoo 💛💜 His new MV is so aesthetic! Lagu baru dia serious best gempak gila. Tak boleh lupa masa first evaluation stage Produce 101 Season 2 dia cakap his big dream is to be a CEO of Entertainment company AHAHAHA goodluck sewoon oppa! I'm sure you'll achieve your dream someday & I believe you'll be a great and nice sajangnim 🏢 I don't understand why the views are so little. Like heyyy people please stop sleeping on him 😩
10. Red Velvet - Bad Boy
Who's excited for their new song? CAUSE I AM!!!!! 🙋 At first, I think I prefer Peek-A-Boo but then I realized, they are actually just the same; both stucked in my head and keep on repeat. I can go crazy over Irene and Joy's beauty like weh macam mana diorang cantik macam tu errr ok takpe hm *take a deep breath* sambil fikir aku ni HOT potato yezz positive thinking tu penting
11. Jonghyun - Shinin'
Last but not least, my precious bling bling star 🌠 May you rest in peace up there. Don't worry about us, fans 'cause we are doing fine here. Thank you for all the good songs and memories you've given me since 2010 💚 A huge congratulation on your winning this evening on Music Bank! Couldn't be more proud of you :') I won't cry anymore don't worry oppa ☺ May you always shine ✨
If you are interested to listen to any of the songs that I've listed above, you can just click on the titles okayyyy 😉 Please support my other amazing Produce 101 Season 2 contestants Rainz - Turn It Up and The Boyz - Walkin' in Time & also BoA - Nega Dola she's not been called Asia's star for nothing though oh god cannot believe how amazing and nice (please watch Produce 101 Season 2 and you'll know) she is 💓
There are so many songs coming out last month and they are all so damn good. I'll list down below the songs that I find attractive and sooooooo addictive as if they are some kind of drugs to me 🌈💊
1. JBJ - My Flower
These boys finally made a comeback!!!!! The lyrics itself are very well-written ❤ I listen to the song every day since it came out and yezz I've watched the behind-the-scene video (3 times kot weh) & gosh they are super cute though. How can I not fall in love with them? Please tell me. My favourite part is Hyunbin's rap weyyy he really improved a lot :") Rasa nak nangesss
My queen in Produce 101 Season 1 👑 I honestly lavh this song more than Heroine because it's more catchy kot. Dengan neon lights nya sumpah cool haha walaupun masa Chungha performed kat Immortal Songs dia guna neon juga tapi whatever still cool. Aku berjaya influenced housemates with this song before semester break and they were all singing like crazy at 'roller coaster uwuwuwuwuw ~' part HAHAHA I should've record them singing duh 😂
3. Momoland - Bboom Bboom
New current favourite ♪ Masa keluar lagu ni, aku buat dek je sebab tak layan sangat pun Momoland tapi lepas dengar sekali, terus search kat youtube. Sekali search dengan dance workout sekali hahaha amekaw bukan main semangat. So if you out there love k-zumba, better click here. I couldn't take my eyes off Jooe hehehe cute gila!!
4. Oh My Girl - Secret Garden
Arin, YooA & Hyojung!!! 💖
5. iKON - Love Scenario
No one could deny the YG vibes in all their artists. They are surely different than others. Suka gila lagu baru ni cam chill chill lek je hahaha I hope they win some awards though #gogoiKON aigoo they make me miss Big Bang & Winner even more 😭
If you think I'm a usual potato, then you are WRONG, gurl! I'm a HOT potato hehehe 🍠 Seunghyub is the best ohoyyy rapping, singing, acting and dancing (you should watch the special dance video apatah tapi search je nanti keluar) all at once. Dah lah handsome 😍
Yayerzzz ada pun comeback uhu rindu gila dengan Infinite 💞 Although without Hoya, they did well by themselves. I'm pretty sure Hoya is doing fine out there. Congratulation on your winning! Hehe chukhahae 🏆
The truth is I love Gashina more than Heroine in term of the lyrics and also the choreography. Tapi it's okay lah since she's been working hard for this comeback so, as a fan, I'll keep on supporting her by contributing more views of her MV 📹
9. Jeong Sewoon - Baby It's U
My babyyyyyyyy doin' a comeback wohoo 💛💜 His new MV is so aesthetic! Lagu baru dia serious best gempak gila. Tak boleh lupa masa first evaluation stage Produce 101 Season 2 dia cakap his big dream is to be a CEO of Entertainment company AHAHAHA goodluck sewoon oppa! I'm sure you'll achieve your dream someday & I believe you'll be a great and nice sajangnim 🏢 I don't understand why the views are so little. Like heyyy people please stop sleeping on him 😩
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| aesthetic kan weh cantik gila please someone buy me this album |
Who's excited for their new song? CAUSE I AM!!!!! 🙋 At first, I think I prefer Peek-A-Boo but then I realized, they are actually just the same; both stucked in my head and keep on repeat. I can go crazy over Irene and Joy's beauty like weh macam mana diorang cantik macam tu errr ok takpe hm *take a deep breath* sambil fikir aku ni HOT potato yezz positive thinking tu penting
11. Jonghyun - Shinin'
Last but not least, my precious bling bling star 🌠 May you rest in peace up there. Don't worry about us, fans 'cause we are doing fine here. Thank you for all the good songs and memories you've given me since 2010 💚 A huge congratulation on your winning this evening on Music Bank! Couldn't be more proud of you :') I won't cry anymore don't worry oppa ☺ May you always shine ✨
If you are interested to listen to any of the songs that I've listed above, you can just click on the titles okayyyy 😉 Please support my other amazing Produce 101 Season 2 contestants Rainz - Turn It Up and The Boyz - Walkin' in Time & also BoA - Nega Dola she's not been called Asia's star for nothing though oh god cannot believe how amazing and nice (please watch Produce 101 Season 2 and you'll know) she is 💓
Monday, 29 January 2018
my 2018 resolutions
Salam.
No matter how many or little I've achieved last year resolution, that's just last year story ok. New year, new resolution. Tak kisah lah semangat separuh jalan ke hangat-hangat tahi ayam ke it's never wrong to put new goals right☺
2018 resolutions:
1. Sleep early
Before start finals, I slept early around 12 or 1 am but then y'know it's hard to stop revising and do past year questioning when the next day is the day of the examination. I ended up slept at 4 am and worse, I didn't sleep for the whole day. University students can relate this I guess. Tapi tulah, tak sihat; for the physical and mental health. Jadi, my first new resolution is to go bed early!
2. Drink milk
I hate milk. I hate the smell. I hate the taste. I wonder how people consume it every day. I wonder how I even drink it when I was little. I actually stop drinking when I was about 5 years old (kot?) I blame myself for not growing any taller since primary school. My height stop at ±157cm sobs sobs ok so it has became my resolution since I've found out how to drink milk without vomitting; drink chocolate flavor. I actually have started drink it since the 1st day of 2018 and everytime I drink, I'll be like "oh myyyy this is my new resolution, my 2018 goal" and tell my housemates hahaha but yes, my roommate was suprised to see me holding the milk carton 😛
3. Continue with Korean lesson
I started learning Korean since 2012 and so far, I can read and write. I know the basic. I understand easy sentences. But I really really need to work on more on grammar and vocabulary. I should finish all 9 levels to master the language (or at least can speak fluently) and maybe later, I can take TOPIK exam hurm maybe. Although Korea doesn't offer the course that I'm takin' but 'sokay pergi bercuti ke pape nanti senang. Or at least I can become a translator or I can talk to Daniel oppa without the need of a third person. 열심히 공부하자!
4. A balanced lifestyle
I gained weight. I ate a lot. I workout less. I hate being on strict diet. I felt unhappy. Ok so this year, I want a healthy, well-balanced lifestyle in terms of food intake and physical activity. I'll exercise at least 30 minutes per day since I love love loveeeeeee zumba especially to kpop songs! Or at least 3 times a week ✌
5. Stop do last-minute work
I do this most of the time. Let's put a stop to this.
6. Save some money
I am 20 years old this year. Getting older, man. That's mean I have to save money. For the future's sake. Either pursue study, go for holiday, buy a house and car or marriage or all of them. I should spend less on unneccessary things including snacks and beauty products. Huhu crying inside ㅠㅠ so sad, so hard.
7. To go to usrah
I've mentioned this on Things that I'm proud of in post. I feel empty inside. My heart breaks easily. I become more sensitive. It's a sign for me to be more closer to Allah this year. May Allah forgive all my sins.
8. Try some new study tips & notes-taking methods
Study is weird. I miss to hold pens and read notes when I'm on a break. I will always, always go to youtube and watch some study tips or how to study better videos. But when a new semester start, I miss being on the bed for the whole day. New semester is tiring. But, it's fun in some ways. That's exactly why I say study is weird. I've been trying lots of study methods. Cornell's method is good. I'll try to do it again next semester. Oh yes, I'm gonna try the colour coding stuffs too. Hoping it will work on me. Just reading the notes isn't working at all to me. I prefer doing notes and writing as it really helps me to memorize better. Futhermore, I've a great time choosing colour pens and highlights ✏
9. Read books
Ever since I started diploma, I don't really read any books. Literally, the enjoyment of reading starts to disappear without I'd noticed. I can count with one hand how many books that I've read since semester 1 (I'd finished semester 3 already guys). If I am not mistaken, the only books that I have read was Diary of a Wimpy Kid: Old School, Diary of a Wimpy Kid: The Long Haul, Diary of a Wimpy Kid: Double Down and also Tarbiah Sentap (eheh I am a big big fan of Diary of a Wimpy Kid novel). Tak sampai 5 buah buku pun ok. Sedih. But this year, after I've watched a video of Fatimah and Ali talking about how book affects brain & after I read Omar Mokhtar's post about how much his siblings love to read books (he needs to read 4 to 5 books per day to Fatimah and Ali), that triggered me to start reading again. I know this going to be hard but, at least I'm trying to be better kan? You can check them out by clicking here @thefamily.uk and here.
10. Istiqamah
I am thankful and grateful. Sebab masih rajin, masih kuat untuk terus turun solat Isyak berjemaah di surau. Nampak macam senang. Tapi sebenarnya susah juga. Manusia kan huhu kadang-kadang rasa malas tu datang. Tapi bersyukur ada housemates yang sama-sama rajin turun surau.
Goals tahun ni;
- masih istiqamah turun surau setiap kali Isyak
- amalkan surah Ar-Rahman, Al-Waqiah dengan Al-Mulk setiap hari
Let's start with these two first. Biar sikit dulu. From time to time, kita tambah.
Okay, that's it! May all of you have a wonderful year & bless with success and happiness 💖 May you achieve your goals too 🥅
열심히 공부하자: yeol-shim-hi gong-bu-ha-ja (Let's study hard)
No matter how many or little I've achieved last year resolution, that's just last year story ok. New year, new resolution. Tak kisah lah semangat separuh jalan ke hangat-hangat tahi ayam ke it's never wrong to put new goals right☺
2018 resolutions:
1. Sleep early
Before start finals, I slept early around 12 or 1 am but then y'know it's hard to stop revising and do past year questioning when the next day is the day of the examination. I ended up slept at 4 am and worse, I didn't sleep for the whole day. University students can relate this I guess. Tapi tulah, tak sihat; for the physical and mental health. Jadi, my first new resolution is to go bed early!
2. Drink milk
I hate milk. I hate the smell. I hate the taste. I wonder how people consume it every day. I wonder how I even drink it when I was little. I actually stop drinking when I was about 5 years old (kot?) I blame myself for not growing any taller since primary school. My height stop at ±157cm sobs sobs ok so it has became my resolution since I've found out how to drink milk without vomitting; drink chocolate flavor. I actually have started drink it since the 1st day of 2018 and everytime I drink, I'll be like "oh myyyy this is my new resolution, my 2018 goal" and tell my housemates hahaha but yes, my roommate was suprised to see me holding the milk carton 😛
3. Continue with Korean lesson
I started learning Korean since 2012 and so far, I can read and write. I know the basic. I understand easy sentences. But I really really need to work on more on grammar and vocabulary. I should finish all 9 levels to master the language (or at least can speak fluently) and maybe later, I can take TOPIK exam hurm maybe. Although Korea doesn't offer the course that I'm takin' but 'sokay pergi bercuti ke pape nanti senang. Or at least I can become a translator or I can talk to Daniel oppa without the need of a third person. 열심히 공부하자!
4. A balanced lifestyle
I gained weight. I ate a lot. I workout less. I hate being on strict diet. I felt unhappy. Ok so this year, I want a healthy, well-balanced lifestyle in terms of food intake and physical activity. I'll exercise at least 30 minutes per day since I love love loveeeeeee zumba especially to kpop songs! Or at least 3 times a week ✌
I do this most of the time. Let's put a stop to this.
6. Save some money
I am 20 years old this year. Getting older, man. That's mean I have to save money. For the future's sake. Either pursue study, go for holiday, buy a house and car or marriage or all of them. I should spend less on unneccessary things including snacks and beauty products. Huhu crying inside ㅠㅠ so sad, so hard.
7. To go to usrah
I've mentioned this on Things that I'm proud of in post. I feel empty inside. My heart breaks easily. I become more sensitive. It's a sign for me to be more closer to Allah this year. May Allah forgive all my sins.
8. Try some new study tips & notes-taking methods
Study is weird. I miss to hold pens and read notes when I'm on a break. I will always, always go to youtube and watch some study tips or how to study better videos. But when a new semester start, I miss being on the bed for the whole day. New semester is tiring. But, it's fun in some ways. That's exactly why I say study is weird. I've been trying lots of study methods. Cornell's method is good. I'll try to do it again next semester. Oh yes, I'm gonna try the colour coding stuffs too. Hoping it will work on me. Just reading the notes isn't working at all to me. I prefer doing notes and writing as it really helps me to memorize better. Futhermore, I've a great time choosing colour pens and highlights ✏
9. Read books
Ever since I started diploma, I don't really read any books. Literally, the enjoyment of reading starts to disappear without I'd noticed. I can count with one hand how many books that I've read since semester 1 (I'd finished semester 3 already guys). If I am not mistaken, the only books that I have read was Diary of a Wimpy Kid: Old School, Diary of a Wimpy Kid: The Long Haul, Diary of a Wimpy Kid: Double Down and also Tarbiah Sentap (eheh I am a big big fan of Diary of a Wimpy Kid novel). Tak sampai 5 buah buku pun ok. Sedih. But this year, after I've watched a video of Fatimah and Ali talking about how book affects brain & after I read Omar Mokhtar's post about how much his siblings love to read books (he needs to read 4 to 5 books per day to Fatimah and Ali), that triggered me to start reading again. I know this going to be hard but, at least I'm trying to be better kan? You can check them out by clicking here @thefamily.uk and here.
10. Istiqamah
I am thankful and grateful. Sebab masih rajin, masih kuat untuk terus turun solat Isyak berjemaah di surau. Nampak macam senang. Tapi sebenarnya susah juga. Manusia kan huhu kadang-kadang rasa malas tu datang. Tapi bersyukur ada housemates yang sama-sama rajin turun surau.
Goals tahun ni;
- masih istiqamah turun surau setiap kali Isyak
- amalkan surah Ar-Rahman, Al-Waqiah dengan Al-Mulk setiap hari
Let's start with these two first. Biar sikit dulu. From time to time, kita tambah.
Okay, that's it! May all of you have a wonderful year & bless with success and happiness 💖 May you achieve your goals too 🥅
열심히 공부하자: yeol-shim-hi gong-bu-ha-ja (Let's study hard)
Friday, 26 January 2018
free
Salam.
All restless day and sleepless night for 2 months have come to an end. No more snacking until late at night, no more sleep with notes and stationaries scattered around me on bed, no more sleep with light on and no more nescafe and coffee. Till we meet again next semester dear bad habits!
Okay so, my last paper was yesterday evening and I would say my study mood was nowhere to be found hahaha #lastpapersyndrome but luckily I managed to do some past year questions that did help me a lot to answer for final (& questions wasn't really hard but it's just me who didn't study well) ok whatever duh. Syukur Alhamdulillah I'm done with semester 3 diploma in Pharm 🌻💛 It was hard. I cried. I sighed. I complained. I sobbed. Too many, too much that no one could even imagine cewah but yes, this semester is no joke, man.
I'll do my 2018 resolution later on & I hope it's still not too late ha 😋
Any suggestion what good k-drama should I watch during this semester break? Comment down below hehehe thank you 💖
All restless day and sleepless night for 2 months have come to an end. No more snacking until late at night, no more sleep with notes and stationaries scattered around me on bed, no more sleep with light on and no more nescafe and coffee. Till we meet again next semester dear bad habits!
Okay so, my last paper was yesterday evening and I would say my study mood was nowhere to be found hahaha #lastpapersyndrome but luckily I managed to do some past year questions that did help me a lot to answer for final (& questions wasn't really hard but it's just me who didn't study well) ok whatever duh. Syukur Alhamdulillah I'm done with semester 3 diploma in Pharm 🌻💛 It was hard. I cried. I sighed. I complained. I sobbed. Too many, too much that no one could even imagine cewah but yes, this semester is no joke, man.
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| can't believe final over already yuhuu |
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| oh myy is this even realllllll |
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| Love this girl to the moon & back <3 |
Any suggestion what good k-drama should I watch during this semester break? Comment down below hehehe thank you 💖
Sunday, 14 January 2018
a good start to 2018
Salam.
The clock struck 12 in the midnight. The date has changed to 1st January 2018. I was hoping for an awesome, spectacular fireworks show with my housemates from our room - Level 7 but nah, all the fireworks were too small, I mean they were too far from us. Although I could barely see the fireworks from Bertam, I was excited and the whole college residents were too. I could heard girls screaming from the open windows and I was doing the same.
Early in the morning on second day of new year, sophys and I went to Blok Pensyarah to suprise Madam Dini at her room with cake from Secret Recipe and cheerful colours of balloons. The room was full and packed. Imagine all 29 persons in her small, little room 😅 Just had a chat with Madam and also took hundreds of pictures infront of the block.
Oh, we started with making sandwiches first; cutting the tomatoes, cucumbers, mashed the eggs and adding the mayonies into the bowl. Making sandwiches are always easy (& healthy) Then we continued with making spaghetti bolognese. All the ingredients needed, checked ☑ Bila nak potong mushroom HAHAHAHAHA spoon mushrooms ha yang dibeli 😂 Adeh.
The best part of the day is when we play some games prepared by Yat, Khairi and the team. I had a good laugh. Khairi boleh pula bahan aku punya drawing art yang sepatutnya nyamuk tapi jadi rama-rama. That's what we called seni duh.
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| Preparing the sticky notes giant birthday card |
May Allah bless you, Madam. We love you 💖
Sunday, 31 December 2017
things that i'm proud of in 2017
Salam.
There are so many things happened in one year and also created bunch of great memories that I'll cherish forever.
Here,
Things that I'm proud of/happy with in 2017 ;
Things that I regret in 2017 ;
There are so many things happened in one year and also created bunch of great memories that I'll cherish forever.
Here,
Things that I'm proud of/happy with in 2017 ;
- I kind of allow myself to do different things; ajk hiasan, hadiah, keusahawanan, pendaftaran and Ketua Pengarah
- I did well in handling money and sales & yes, I make so much money
- I less dependant on people err a bit lah
- I went hiking 3 times this year 🌱
- I teached one person for UPSR 😂
- I pushed one person away from my life because she didn't appreciate me as a friend when I was treating her so nicely & I did not regret it at all
- I managed to handle the program that I held in November all by myself; things was hard, I cried and had mental breakdown but Alhamdulillah I pushed myself to the limit & the program also went smoothly
- I didn't really watched any new drama in semester 3 at the college hm at least
- The total hours of activities that I participated in was 77 hours ✨
- I control myself from buying things online for 8 months weh haha feeling so proud duh
- I made friends with juniors hehe
- Did 4 presentations quite okay and 1 microbial art that I never have done before
- I was in charge of managing the sophys seki every week for UBFest
- I started selling new flavors of ice cream at the college & I get lot of praises 'bout them oh yeah 🍨
- O yea, I made new medicines this year ahaa but suppositories was a failure no matter how many times I did 💊
- I went to Kelantan for my second cousin's wed for the first time ever
- I watched theatre for the first time in my entire life although the theatre was conducted by the students but it was so good and so funny I couldn't stop laughing since the beginning of the story
- I still go to surau for isya' berjemaah Alhamdulillah
- I had the best 19th birthday celebration and suprises in my whole life 🎈🍰
Also, of course there are a few things I wish I could do better in 2017 💤
Things that I regret in 2017 ;
- I cried a lot this year hm for so many reasons
- I did not focused in class; I chatted with the person sitting next to me, I also get sleepy
- I didn't go to usrah at college this year 📝 I regret this the most, my heart felt empty
- I had a-kind-of-a-small-fight-but-not-really-a-fight-just-not-talking-for-4-days-for-no-reason with my roommate err idk what to say about this but we are good now
- I get low carry marks but it's okay I'll try harder later
- I failed my lab test; I blamed suppositories 😤
- I get angry a lot especially to the boys sorry, I couldn't control my emotions hm my bad
- I still can't speak confidently, I still scared and still me
- I am getting lazy to help my parents with house chores
- I kinda lazy to go to the library so I just went there twice
- I didn't listen to SHINee's songs as much as I did in 2010 and I regret that a lot especially after Jonghyun's death
- I couldn't have a meet-up with my old best friends; everyone is so busy they could barely have time for a hangout 👭
- I still couldn't go to Big Bad Wolf and I read novel less
- And last, I complain a lot
Thanks 2017 for an amazing year and thank you for changing and shaping me to become much better person than last year, that's for sure hehe. May my 2018 become a great year and to many memories to create, to many people to meet and also to more goals to achieve 🌠
Wednesday, 27 December 2017
goodnight, bling bling prince
Sigh.
I was devastated as soon as I heard the news about his death. My heart stopped beating for awhile, I could hardly breathe, my heart ached and my mind went blank. I was sad but the feelings didn't showed at first. I was confused, hoping the post that went viral about him were a lie.
I do hope this bad news are just some kind of bad joke 😢
I hope his death isn't real.
I couldn't bring myself together. I cried my balls out for the whole week and couldn't stop listening to their old songs, always my favourite out of all.
I think I never mentioned about them here but they were all over my posts in my previous 10 blogs, before I created this one.
Back in 2010, my best friend, Sazianty showed something to the girls in our class. It was SHINee's music video 🎥 That was the first time I heard about Korean and their country. I never knew that country even exist HAHAHAHA but yes, I started to listen to Ring Ding Dong short after she showed it to us and the first thought that came into my mind was Oh god, they all look the same and yes, very handsome hehe 💞 The first Korean guy that catch my attention was Jonghyun and he was my bias for awhile before Key took his place. I was so obsessed with them, I even asked my friend to share SHINee's Hello Baby videos via bluetooth. The amount of space all the videos took in my phone memory just made me more anxious because I couldn't took more selfies or installed some popular games. That was the first Korean variety show I've watched and yes, I had fun laughing and crying through the episodes. I remembered when I received laptop as UPSR present early in 2011, the first thing I googled was SHINee's profiles 😂 I looked up for each member profiles and jotted them down in my notebook and also downloaded hundreds of photos and gifs that have them in it. I can recall those days when I cried silently at night as I listened to The Named I Loved and Last Gift because these two songs are very very very sad I couldn't hold back tears. And again, those songs made me cry.
It has been ages since the last time I was crazy about them.
Ever since, Sherlock, hmm I stopped listen to their songs. I mean, the new ones.
But I still love them, all of them.
No matter how big, successful and popular other groups are, no matter how much I stan over Wanna One; SHINee and Girls Generation will always be my favourite king and queen who let me into this beautiful world and journey of kpop that no one could understand.
I love Jonghyun, I will always do.
May you rest in peace, forget about the hardships you went through and only remember the good ones 💖
I was planning to write a long post, but the words didn't come out. I was planning to write about you Jonghyun oppa, a day after your death when viral, but I couldn't control my feelings. Even when I was answering Public Health test on 19 Dec, I cried. In the class, when lecturer was busy talking infront in the lecture hall, I cried. That's how much you mean to me 💗😭
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I was devastated as soon as I heard the news about his death. My heart stopped beating for awhile, I could hardly breathe, my heart ached and my mind went blank. I was sad but the feelings didn't showed at first. I was confused, hoping the post that went viral about him were a lie.
I do hope this bad news are just some kind of bad joke 😢
I hope his death isn't real.
I couldn't bring myself together. I cried my balls out for the whole week and couldn't stop listening to their old songs, always my favourite out of all.
I think I never mentioned about them here but they were all over my posts in my previous 10 blogs, before I created this one.
Back in 2010, my best friend, Sazianty showed something to the girls in our class. It was SHINee's music video 🎥 That was the first time I heard about Korean and their country. I never knew that country even exist HAHAHAHA but yes, I started to listen to Ring Ding Dong short after she showed it to us and the first thought that came into my mind was Oh god, they all look the same and yes, very handsome hehe 💞 The first Korean guy that catch my attention was Jonghyun and he was my bias for awhile before Key took his place. I was so obsessed with them, I even asked my friend to share SHINee's Hello Baby videos via bluetooth. The amount of space all the videos took in my phone memory just made me more anxious because I couldn't took more selfies or installed some popular games. That was the first Korean variety show I've watched and yes, I had fun laughing and crying through the episodes. I remembered when I received laptop as UPSR present early in 2011, the first thing I googled was SHINee's profiles 😂 I looked up for each member profiles and jotted them down in my notebook and also downloaded hundreds of photos and gifs that have them in it. I can recall those days when I cried silently at night as I listened to The Named I Loved and Last Gift because these two songs are very very very sad I couldn't hold back tears. And again, those songs made me cry.
It has been ages since the last time I was crazy about them.
Ever since, Sherlock, hmm I stopped listen to their songs. I mean, the new ones.
But I still love them, all of them.
No matter how big, successful and popular other groups are, no matter how much I stan over Wanna One; SHINee and Girls Generation will always be my favourite king and queen who let me into this beautiful world and journey of kpop that no one could understand.
I love Jonghyun, I will always do.
May you rest in peace, forget about the hardships you went through and only remember the good ones 💖
I was planning to write a long post, but the words didn't come out. I was planning to write about you Jonghyun oppa, a day after your death when viral, but I couldn't control my feelings. Even when I was answering Public Health test on 19 Dec, I cried. In the class, when lecturer was busy talking infront in the lecture hall, I cried. That's how much you mean to me 💗😭
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Saturday, 9 December 2017
cracked suppositories
Salam.
Another hectic week done! ☑
I'm sorry for keep missing in action these past 2 months. I've been wanting to post something but I could barely find time to create a new post. I'll hardly post anything for the upcoming weeks until final exam finish at the end of January 2018 (it's new year gais 🎉)
Bertam Sport Carnival: Modern in Tradition, Feed the Needy: Reach Out to Help and few other posts are still in the draft, not even half complete. I might publish them all during semester break, or maybe if I go home during study week and I get tired reading lecture notes, I'll post it then. Hahaha 😂
First of all, Alhamdulillah, the day where I've been waiting for since 5 weeks ago has finally come. I'm done with Unity Bertam Fest 🎪 I wanted to thank everyone who has been helping me out since the first week of the event until the end especially my girls and boys, not forgetting my dearest 20 juniors.
I'll do separate post special for them later on. I'll try my best huhu.
I have 2 presentations, 2 tests and 1 quiz for next week 📚 Am still working on the slides for movie review for English class. For Public Health subject, I am done with my part for Hypertension banner that my group will present next Friday. May Allah ease everything 😊
I think I failed my lab test for Solid Dosage Form subject hmm dunno, 'cause the suppositories that I made during the test aren't nice and some of them are cracked 💔 I made 2 moulds of phenolbarbiturate suppositories for 2 hours and that still not enough 💊
Did you watch MAMA 2017? I did hehehehe but I only watched the performances especially Wanna One 💞, Seventeen, Samuel. I'm very proud of Samuel he did really great in Vietnam but I do hope he'll win some awards soon. My precious Seventeen, they did great, as always! I love them all oh myyyyyyyyy 😍
Have you listen to Beautiful by Wanna One?!?!?!?!? 🎶
I am addicted to it now maigod that song just very calming and I couldn't stop listening to Daniel's parts. His voice is very too really amazingly undoubtly sexy as ever 💗 Sigh, why why why they come to Malaysia when I'll be sitting for final exam duh?!?!?! I know I'm broke but still, I want the chance to meet them as one group before they'll disband next year 😭
Another hectic week done! ☑
I'm sorry for keep missing in action these past 2 months. I've been wanting to post something but I could barely find time to create a new post. I'll hardly post anything for the upcoming weeks until final exam finish at the end of January 2018 (it's new year gais 🎉)
Bertam Sport Carnival: Modern in Tradition, Feed the Needy: Reach Out to Help and few other posts are still in the draft, not even half complete. I might publish them all during semester break, or maybe if I go home during study week and I get tired reading lecture notes, I'll post it then. Hahaha 😂
First of all, Alhamdulillah, the day where I've been waiting for since 5 weeks ago has finally come. I'm done with Unity Bertam Fest 🎪 I wanted to thank everyone who has been helping me out since the first week of the event until the end especially my girls and boys, not forgetting my dearest 20 juniors.
I'll do separate post special for them later on. I'll try my best huhu.
I have 2 presentations, 2 tests and 1 quiz for next week 📚 Am still working on the slides for movie review for English class. For Public Health subject, I am done with my part for Hypertension banner that my group will present next Friday. May Allah ease everything 😊
I think I failed my lab test for Solid Dosage Form subject hmm dunno, 'cause the suppositories that I made during the test aren't nice and some of them are cracked 💔 I made 2 moulds of phenolbarbiturate suppositories for 2 hours and that still not enough 💊
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| I didn't cry, I really didn't 💔 |
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| This is me waiting for the suppositories to harden 😂 |
Did you watch MAMA 2017? I did hehehehe but I only watched the performances especially Wanna One 💞, Seventeen, Samuel. I'm very proud of Samuel he did really great in Vietnam but I do hope he'll win some awards soon. My precious Seventeen, they did great, as always! I love them all oh myyyyyyyyy 😍
Have you listen to Beautiful by Wanna One?!?!?!?!? 🎶
I am addicted to it now maigod that song just very calming and I couldn't stop listening to Daniel's parts. His voice is very too really amazingly undoubtly sexy as ever 💗 Sigh, why why why they come to Malaysia when I'll be sitting for final exam duh?!?!?! I know I'm broke but still, I want the chance to meet them as one group before they'll disband next year 😭
Alright, enough with this short update! Go and check out Beautiful MV ok hihi bye bye 👋
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