Saturday, 20 October 2018
scam
Salam.
Sadly, I had been conned 🙃 I was stupid to trust people that I never met so easily. But I never thought these kind of people still exist, macam it's 2018 takkan lah kau masih guna jalan haram untuk dapat duit?
There are many things you can do to earn money.
I was fooled by this one Chinese girl known as Woon Jo En yang aku jumpa in Carousell dengan account @merchandiseunnie. Because she sells lot of things aku berminat lah nak jadi dropship and contacted her thru Whatsapp.
Srsly duh she sounds so nice and friendly. I just collected orders from customers and all I need to do is submit orders kat dia and make payments. Dia tak pernah rush aku pun untuk bayar. I made transactions twice because aku dapat orders banyak. First transaction aku bayar RM600 into her bank account 34750111654 (Heong Leong Bank) on 21 September and second transaction was made on 25 September sebanyak RM169 into the same account. Lepas dua kali transaction tu I asked her for tracking numbers but she said her partner was busy and had no time to send it out so, after she got back from Korea, she will post it out to Poslaju by herself.
Disebabkan ramai sellers sekarang yang beli sendiri barang from Korea jadi aku tak lah terfikir kena tipu. Dia cakap she'll come back on 8th October jadi aku tunggu. Again, I made the third transaction on 9th October sebanyak RM420 sebab aku collect orders ikut minggu and made payment setiap hujung minggu. She told me she will checked her emails and will send the tracking numbers the next day. Tapi takde pun.
15 October aku whatsapped her but only one tick. Busy mungkin, apa yang aku fikir. 16 October, aku call sebab customers dah tanya so many times. No response. The number is unavailable. Dan hari Selasa 17 October I called again and still no answer. Dah tak sedap hati, aku checked her account in Carousell and I found out she is a scammer and almost 20 people was fooled by her.
Dang.
Aku tak tahu nak rasa apa. Tertanya-tanya samada ini mimpi atau realiti. Aku nangis, aku takut. Apa yang aku perlu buat? No one helped me.
I kept it to myself until the next day I told my friend.
And yesterday, aku keluar pergi police station masa rehat sebab masa bila lagi aku boleh pergi? Lagipun tak ada kerja, jadi chill lah. I spent 2 hours there, buat dua statements. First, yang kat kaunter depan tu. Tu sikit je around 100 words lebih kurang. Then penerima report called this one Inspektor dan aku pun jawab call tu. Dia suruh aku tunggu dia.
Then I followed him to office dia, and told him from A to Z. Boleh tahan panjang juga cerita aku. Lebih kurang 3 full pages juga. I didn''t cry at all. because there's no tears left kut. Dah penat dengan semua nih.
Inspektor kata aku mungkin tak dapat balik my money which is in total kerugian RM1189 🙃 but sokay, I submitted report to KPDNKK and let's see what will happen next.
Aku tak tahu masa bila nak pergi bank settlekan this case. Dengan praktikalnya, masa bila aku ada masa nak keluar.
Serabut kepala. Banyaknya dugaan. Moga segalanya dipermudahkan.
Next time, please be more careful and do not trust people easily, dearself.
why so long
Salam.
It has been 2 months already but I still haven't get the items that I ordered for my customer and for myself yet. Dua bulan yang penuh penyeksaan due to Poslaju Malaysia poor service. My Innisfree × Wanna One Kang Daniel lipbalm masih di DLO dan after so many emails, calls, ig spams and reports akhirnya pihak Poslaju benarkan untuk tuntut dengan hanya tunjuk gambar slip resit Poslaju. Alhamdulillah, kalau nak kena bawa slip asal, dah sampai kiamat pun tak akan dapat balik barang tu.
Another case for my customer, she bought BTS Army Bomb lightstick and supplier dah pun send barang tersebut walaupun lambat sikit & banyak lah "that customer" bising sampai libatkan maknya sekali. Pening kepala aku dibuatnya. Sebab I'm not the person incharge of posting out the item tapi terpaksa jadi mangsa tengah. Lepas dah posted out tu, dah 1 minggu stuck kat Poslaju Shah Alam. I also not sure apa lah masalah Poslaju ni sampai lama sangat nak proses. Benda senang je. Terpaksa lah habiskan masa and duit pergi call customer service centre. Dah submit sampai 3 reports engko tapi masih macam tu jugak. Aigoo. Then sebab dah 3 minggu, customer minta refund (terbang lah duit ku sebanyak RM200 💸). Walaupun aku tak perlu pun refund sebab itu salah Poslaju. Dah tu, aku minta Poslaju hantar balik barang tu kat aku. Entah tahun bila pula nak sampainya barang tu.
Moga cepatlah sampai sebab aku nak jual balik lightstick tu walaupun aku minat BTS tapi aku perlukan Nable Bong before Army Bomb. Plus, aku perlukan balik duit untuk hal yang lebih penting.
Sekian, moga Poslaju lebih jujur and give a better service next time.
It has been 2 months already but I still haven't get the items that I ordered for my customer and for myself yet. Dua bulan yang penuh penyeksaan due to Poslaju Malaysia poor service. My Innisfree × Wanna One Kang Daniel lipbalm masih di DLO dan after so many emails, calls, ig spams and reports akhirnya pihak Poslaju benarkan untuk tuntut dengan hanya tunjuk gambar slip resit Poslaju. Alhamdulillah, kalau nak kena bawa slip asal, dah sampai kiamat pun tak akan dapat balik barang tu.
Another case for my customer, she bought BTS Army Bomb lightstick and supplier dah pun send barang tersebut walaupun lambat sikit & banyak lah "that customer" bising sampai libatkan maknya sekali. Pening kepala aku dibuatnya. Sebab I'm not the person incharge of posting out the item tapi terpaksa jadi mangsa tengah. Lepas dah posted out tu, dah 1 minggu stuck kat Poslaju Shah Alam. I also not sure apa lah masalah Poslaju ni sampai lama sangat nak proses. Benda senang je. Terpaksa lah habiskan masa and duit pergi call customer service centre. Dah submit sampai 3 reports engko tapi masih macam tu jugak. Aigoo. Then sebab dah 3 minggu, customer minta refund (terbang lah duit ku sebanyak RM200 💸). Walaupun aku tak perlu pun refund sebab itu salah Poslaju. Dah tu, aku minta Poslaju hantar balik barang tu kat aku. Entah tahun bila pula nak sampainya barang tu.
Moga cepatlah sampai sebab aku nak jual balik lightstick tu walaupun aku minat BTS tapi aku perlukan Nable Bong before Army Bomb. Plus, aku perlukan balik duit untuk hal yang lebih penting.
Sekian, moga Poslaju lebih jujur and give a better service next time.
Sunday, 23 September 2018
diary of internship | week 6; TPN unit
Salam.
Hey, it's me again. Trying to update about my internship life every week. Okay, since I've done second week in TPN department, I just have to endure one more week.
This week was better than last week sebab Dibs and Nisa just transferred here with me yuhu ada geng! 👭 i think there's nothing much we did on Tuesday except for going to CSSU to inden big gauze and trays. I fell asleep kut sebab eye drops, ear drops still banyak gils jadi no preparation. Tapi pharmacist and prp ada la kena buat TPN bags. Since ada buat TPN bags kena lah swab barang-barang (i guess i'm stuck with swabbing duh) I'm not sure if we are allowed to enter the TPN room and do it but I really wanted to enter once. I'll just ask them next week InsyaAllah.
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| May the time comes for us to enter the room |
Rabu, there are lots of TPN bags preparation jadi banyak gila nak kena swab ya Allah bantuin aku. Dari apa yang aku tengok, diorang akan duduk dalam TPN room tu dalam 3/4 jam sumpah aku cam bapak lama weh!!!!! Dari sebelum aku rehat pukul 1 sampai lah dah balik rehat solat semua pun diorang tak siap siap lagi. Mesti penat do srs. Selain swab apa semua, aku, Dibs dengan Nisa duduk kotak-kotak store kat depan CDR room yang menghadap clean room dari luar. Perhati jelah Sir Karseng dengan Sir Sol reconstitute cytodrugs 😂 well, from what I see, TPN kena jugak wash hands using 7 steps tu tapi masa nak swab barang, we don't have to wear glove and meja kat prep room tu pun tak payah swab unlike CDR punya. Tapi faham la sebab CDR is different, much more restricted, more harmful if leakage happen. CDR pun ada control on the pressure and temperature for the room which TPN do not have.
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| There's sink over there, OT gowns on the racks as well as shoe, masks and hair cover. |
Khamis, well banyak nak mampus kena buat harini lol kena inden barang pepagi, then around 11 am swab barang (boleh tahan banyak gak la) and also top-up things yang dah sikit/habis langsung dalam prep room include Dextrose 50% etc. Potong label then masukkan TPN bag dalam plastik warna biru. Dah tuh kitorang buat Sodium Bicarbonate ear drops hihu merasa gak lah isi mixture inside of laminar airflow ☺ aku geram kenapa label tu tak nak lekat!!!! Bila pagi dah inden barang, petang mestilah pergi ambil barang yang kita dah inden tu tapi malas bawak trolley sebab cenonet je pun lahai aku kan Strong Woman Do Bong Aida 👻 oh yes, kitorang pergi jumpa Tuan Alidin dengan Kak Wana sebab nak hantar borang cuti hoho cuti muet 😛
Ha jumaat macam biasa la memang lenggang je hospital. Pagi tu lek je nothing happened. Petang tuh big boss garunk CDR yang minat kpkp tu datang kat TPN sebab tah dari semalam asyik check barang untuk CDR luls next week dia masuk balik kejap kat situ. Aduh, aku dah la tak attach kat CDR dah :(( tapi banyak kali gak la dia masuk TPN pastu aku cam babai je la kan kat dia luls dah tu tetiba dia wink kat aku. i was like omg engko dah kenapa!!!! ya Allah, tolong aku apakah ini. And bila dah bosan duduk kat TPN around 4 pm camtu aku pergi tolong kat OPD jap sebab yelah aku kan rajin hahahahaha 😂 oh pergi CSSU jugak luls sebab nak ambil barang inden
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| Attention seeker |
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| Masuk SPUB kejap jenguk Sarah dengan Nazirah kekeke |
I think I should at least write every day in my memo sebab kalau nak tunggu weekend baru nak tulis semua akan ada banyak details yang tertinggal. Dah tua, sorry la asyik lupa je lol
For those who do not know what Total Parenteral Nutrition is, well it's actually a method of feeding that do not involve gastrointestinal tract. Macam you receive nutrition through veins. And usually it is given to sick or premature babies, and patients who cannot eat by mouth. Apa yang aku tengok, selalunya pharmacists akan prepare TPN bags ni for patients kat NICU (Neonates Intensive Care Unit) and ICU (Intensice Care Unit).
Till then, bye peeps.
Friday, 21 September 2018
scream for Munafik 2
Salam.
Well, well i know i am late for Munafik 2 but who cares.
The tickets here are bloody expensive duh RM17 on the first week of its release, i'm done. Dah masuk minggu keberapa dah ni barulah murah kit ha tu pun masih RM15 ;(( aku nak nangis tahu tak wey kenapa MBO mahallllll dah lah duduk sini takde shopping mall aku bosan 😑
Okay, since i have 3 days cuti jadi hari jumaat after habis kerja pukul 5 terus kitorang beli tiket wayang. Duit dah makin surut, tapi still hulur juga demi sokong filem tempatan ;b acahnya omg!!!
Harapnya aku tak menjerit, itu harapan aku.
Kitorang ambil tiket yang pukul 8:05 pm sebab tak nak balik lambat sangat. Kan naik motor jadi kena lah balik awal. Mulanya masuk tu ingat ramai orang, tup tup kitorang bertiga je dalam tuh. Pelik juga kenapa takde orang, ok biar jelah. Few minutes after that baru lah muncul manusia-manusia lain. Mak, ayah, kakak, abang, adik, even baby pun ada.
Sempat habiskan popcorn sebelum 10 minutes pertama cerita 😂 tapi bersyukur doh sebab lepas tu tak dan nak makan. Asyik duk sibuk menjerit. Aku dengan Hayati dah berpeluk dah, berkepit je aku kat ketiak Hayati. Dah tengok cerita seram, normal lah kan menjerit. Aku dengan Hayati nih apa lagi jerit lah sampai nak terkeluar anak tekak sebab takut nak mati (serious do aku takut).
Pelik.
Kenapa orang lain tak jerit? Kenapa budak kecik tak nangis? Kenapa baby senyap je?
MASALAHNYA KENAPA AKU SORANG JE YANG MENJERIT?!?!
Kaki aku dah sampai kat atas kerusi tahu tak ya ampun 😖 popcorn memang tak sentuh dah lah jawabnya. Tangan Hayati, aku tak lepas.
Suara aku dengan Hayati je yang menjerit dari awal sampai akhir ><
Habis wayang, keluar je cinema dah boleh dengar orang cakap-cakap, "Ha tulah orang belakang yang jerit jerit tu hahahahaha" They were laughing at us weh srslah!! Ish ko lah yang pelik siapa suruh tak nak jerit, monolog dalam hati.
Okay, apa-apa pun sumpah best Munafik 2 memang tak menghampakan langsung. Tak rugi lah duit RM15 aku tu hahahaha 👅 Tapi kenapa Adam mati whyyyyy baru harap nak ada Munafik 3 huhu #goodjobshamsul #jangancakapakulayankdramaje #akumalu #ishouldntwatchhorrormovieafterthis
Well, well i know i am late for Munafik 2 but who cares.
The tickets here are bloody expensive duh RM17 on the first week of its release, i'm done. Dah masuk minggu keberapa dah ni barulah murah kit ha tu pun masih RM15 ;(( aku nak nangis tahu tak wey kenapa MBO mahallllll dah lah duduk sini takde shopping mall aku bosan 😑
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| First movie in Teluk Intan ✌ |
Okay, since i have 3 days cuti jadi hari jumaat after habis kerja pukul 5 terus kitorang beli tiket wayang. Duit dah makin surut, tapi still hulur juga demi sokong filem tempatan ;b acahnya omg!!!
Harapnya aku tak menjerit, itu harapan aku.
Kitorang ambil tiket yang pukul 8:05 pm sebab tak nak balik lambat sangat. Kan naik motor jadi kena lah balik awal. Mulanya masuk tu ingat ramai orang, tup tup kitorang bertiga je dalam tuh. Pelik juga kenapa takde orang, ok biar jelah. Few minutes after that baru lah muncul manusia-manusia lain. Mak, ayah, kakak, abang, adik, even baby pun ada.
Sempat habiskan popcorn sebelum 10 minutes pertama cerita 😂 tapi bersyukur doh sebab lepas tu tak dan nak makan. Asyik duk sibuk menjerit. Aku dengan Hayati dah berpeluk dah, berkepit je aku kat ketiak Hayati. Dah tengok cerita seram, normal lah kan menjerit. Aku dengan Hayati nih apa lagi jerit lah sampai nak terkeluar anak tekak sebab takut nak mati (serious do aku takut).
Pelik.
Kenapa orang lain tak jerit? Kenapa budak kecik tak nangis? Kenapa baby senyap je?
MASALAHNYA KENAPA AKU SORANG JE YANG MENJERIT?!?!
Kaki aku dah sampai kat atas kerusi tahu tak ya ampun 😖 popcorn memang tak sentuh dah lah jawabnya. Tangan Hayati, aku tak lepas.
Suara aku dengan Hayati je yang menjerit dari awal sampai akhir ><
Habis wayang, keluar je cinema dah boleh dengar orang cakap-cakap, "Ha tulah orang belakang yang jerit jerit tu hahahahaha" They were laughing at us weh srslah!! Ish ko lah yang pelik siapa suruh tak nak jerit, monolog dalam hati.
Okay, apa-apa pun sumpah best Munafik 2 memang tak menghampakan langsung. Tak rugi lah duit RM15 aku tu hahahaha 👅 Tapi kenapa Adam mati whyyyyy baru harap nak ada Munafik 3 huhu #goodjobshamsul #jangancakapakulayankdramaje #akumalu #ishouldntwatchhorrormovieafterthis
Sunday, 16 September 2018
diary of internship | week 5
Salam.
Total Parenteral Nutrition (TPN) unit week 1, checked 🌿 ya Allah macam mana aku nak hidup lagi 3 minggu kat TPN sedangkan week 1 yang 3 hari ni pun aku dah tak keruan. Dah lah TPN tu terceruk kat hujung yang takkan ada orang lalu lalang, dan there's nothing much that us, trainees/pharmacist assistants can do there. Most of the job is done by the pharmacists themselves.
Apa yang aku buat this week; checked all expiry dates for eye drops/ear drops, top-up barang yang kurang dalam preparation room, potong aluminium foil ikut size.
Weyyyy seriously aku bosan gils. Sumpah. Aku dah tidur 10 kali, dan terjaga 10 kali pun masih belum masuk waktu rehat lagi. Bayangkan lah. Oh myyyyy macam mana aku nak hidup ni ya tuhan 😟
Setiap kali kalau pharmacist suruh hantar barang ke apa, i'll be the one yang paling excited sebab nak keluar dari situ. Kebahagiaan yang tak terkata duh. Pergi hantar eye drops kat OPD lah, pergi inden barang kat CSSU lah. Lol.
And sampai satu masa yang aku bosan nak mati & ended up aku tanya pharmacist kat TPN boleh tak aku nak pergi OPD sebab nak jadi shopper. Nasib baik dia baik. Huhu. Aku bersyukur, at least dapat jumpa Sarah & ada banyak kerja yang boleh dibuat.
Ke aku yang rajin, luls. Tak kisah lah sebab aku bosan.
Ha, ada satu hari kat OPD yang aku berdiri betul-betul depan Mr Beh. Dia cakap bahasa cina dengan sambil tunjuk tangan kat aku. Aku cam Mr Beh mengumpat aku ke duh ish pastu dia pun cakap kat aku "saya cakap yang awak kata saya garang" lol aku pun angguk jelah sebab he is. Dia garang tapi disebabkan dia boleh jadi geng kpop aku, i'll let it slide.
Banyak kali attempt nak study muet kat TPN. Buku pun dah tersedia atas meja, tapi semangat masih kelaut. Tolong lah sedar diri t^t well, itu jelah rasanya aku buat so far, let's see apa akan jadi untuk minggu kedua kat TPN.
Till then, 💖.
Apa yang aku buat this week; checked all expiry dates for eye drops/ear drops, top-up barang yang kurang dalam preparation room, potong aluminium foil ikut size.
Weyyyy seriously aku bosan gils. Sumpah. Aku dah tidur 10 kali, dan terjaga 10 kali pun masih belum masuk waktu rehat lagi. Bayangkan lah. Oh myyyyy macam mana aku nak hidup ni ya tuhan 😟
Setiap kali kalau pharmacist suruh hantar barang ke apa, i'll be the one yang paling excited sebab nak keluar dari situ. Kebahagiaan yang tak terkata duh. Pergi hantar eye drops kat OPD lah, pergi inden barang kat CSSU lah. Lol.
And sampai satu masa yang aku bosan nak mati & ended up aku tanya pharmacist kat TPN boleh tak aku nak pergi OPD sebab nak jadi shopper. Nasib baik dia baik. Huhu. Aku bersyukur, at least dapat jumpa Sarah & ada banyak kerja yang boleh dibuat.
Ke aku yang rajin, luls. Tak kisah lah sebab aku bosan.
Ha, ada satu hari kat OPD yang aku berdiri betul-betul depan Mr Beh. Dia cakap bahasa cina dengan sambil tunjuk tangan kat aku. Aku cam Mr Beh mengumpat aku ke duh ish pastu dia pun cakap kat aku "saya cakap yang awak kata saya garang" lol aku pun angguk jelah sebab he is. Dia garang tapi disebabkan dia boleh jadi geng kpop aku, i'll let it slide.
Banyak kali attempt nak study muet kat TPN. Buku pun dah tersedia atas meja, tapi semangat masih kelaut. Tolong lah sedar diri t^t well, itu jelah rasanya aku buat so far, let's see apa akan jadi untuk minggu kedua kat TPN.
Till then, 💖.
Sunday, 9 September 2018
kinda missing bertam
hi
i kinda miss bertam though
i miss the environment. i miss everyone there. i miss ubfest. i miss my classmates.
but, i miss Sophys fam the most.
without them, my uni life would be meaningless.
intern life is good tho, but it's different and will never be the same as uni life </3
oh ha, few days ago masa malam aku ada dapat call, aku terus jelah angkat without tengok nama caller sebab selalunya mama yang call. tetiba dah angkat tengok nama sorang junior. terkejut gils. dia (beramai ramai) tanya khabar kitorang semua. aku cam ok lahhh. sekali dia mention yang secara tak sengaja dia terjumpa blog ni ya Allah bapak maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu dah lah blog ni banyak merepek tak ilmiah langsung.
sebenarnya dia nak tanya pasal salah satu post kat blog aku tu je. tapi aduh malu gils sebab masa dia cakap tu orang lain ada gak so, orang lain pun tahu jugak 😑 tapi dengar suara Furqon, Pahdeng, Keri alahaiiiiiii rindu gila kat yang lain.
rindu Sophys.
i kinda miss bertam though
i miss the environment. i miss everyone there. i miss ubfest. i miss my classmates.
but, i miss Sophys fam the most.
without them, my uni life would be meaningless.
intern life is good tho, but it's different and will never be the same as uni life </3
oh ha, few days ago masa malam aku ada dapat call, aku terus jelah angkat without tengok nama caller sebab selalunya mama yang call. tetiba dah angkat tengok nama sorang junior. terkejut gils. dia (beramai ramai) tanya khabar kitorang semua. aku cam ok lahhh. sekali dia mention yang secara tak sengaja dia terjumpa blog ni ya Allah bapak maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu dah lah blog ni banyak merepek tak ilmiah langsung.
sebenarnya dia nak tanya pasal salah satu post kat blog aku tu je. tapi aduh malu gils sebab masa dia cakap tu orang lain ada gak so, orang lain pun tahu jugak 😑 tapi dengar suara Furqon, Pahdeng, Keri alahaiiiiiii rindu gila kat yang lain.
rindu Sophys.
Saturday, 8 September 2018
diary of internship | week 4: done with CDR
Salam.
Tak sangka dah masuk sebulan intern and it's my last week of training in cytotoxic drug reconstitution/oncology pharm already :( i never thought i'll feel sad to leave this department haih aku ni senang sangat attached to something/someone. Bahaya. Tak pelik lah sebabnya all pharmacists and prp(s) kat sana semua baik belaka & funny too ㅋㅋ
Minggu ni, i am quite busy actually sebab i need to finish final year project proposal that were given to us a week ago. Like serious lah duh. Luckily, we found someone who is willing to help us last friday. Heheh thank you Sir Amin & Sir Rayme! 🌱 serabut jugak la sebab cam pagi sampai petang menghadap kerja kat hospital pastu balik nak kena masak untuk housemates (when it's your turn to cook) and malam lak kena hadap proposal yang entah bila nak siap. Tapi ini lah masanya kau akan merasa betapa penatnya seorang ibu yang ada komitmen lain selain jadi suri rumah sepenuh masa.
Thank you mama! 😿
Ha okk minggu ke-3 at CDR was good tho, i become better in handling things there. Had lots of fun and i was in charge to train other trainees as well. Because i was scolded last Friday, i was scared to see Mr Beh (he's nice actually) & decided to not go into the prep room on Monday. Instead, i let the other two trainees to go inside. i just sat outside looking at them, gave instruction using signal language (haha). Idk but he was being so nice (more than usual) to me & we talked about kpop a lot. Ever since then, we listened to kpop songs together, talked about groups that we stanned atm, talked about concerts, he took my phone and put on higher volume 🎵 that the whole office can heard (oh gosh), looked up iKON's vids on my youtube. & whenever i caught him listen to kpop, i asked him to turned his phone so that i watch it too.
Oh myyyyy finally i have someone that i can relate to - cam weyyyy ada geng nak borak pasal kpop, gaduh pasal bias memasing. This is fun tho. Really really fun! ☺ Ps: i know that he actually know Hangul on the first day because he can read what i wrote, but never actually know that he's into kpop stuffs.
Sir Kar Seng's like the nicest person i've ever met. Never ever get angry. Always cool with anything. No rush. No scolding. Just calm & cool. Miss Choi Ling pun baik gilssssss she knows my name!!!!! (menangis terharu) i helped her with easy tasks, nak tolong lebih-lebih tak dapat sebab i am lacking in so many ways. Still have a lot to learn. I think she kinda get attached to me (maybe!?) because for the whole week she keeps saying that i should stay there longer. Well, i wish i could. Because of these two people (other than mentioned above), Miss Lee and Sir Sol, this department feels like home. I like Miss Lee because she's very pretty, friendly and smart (her grade is sooooooo high duh). As for Sir Sol, he's from uitm too. Haha obviously not from diploma sebab he's already a pegawai farmasi at age of 25. To me, he's a genius. Real one. He's working at TDM (same office) but just recently, transferred to CDR. He has some kind of attraction whenever he say smth.
i also took part in decorating our units. i think i'm pretty good (except for drawing) i'm sucks. i gave my all for the whole day for that thing & the outcome is okay.
Oh yes, our supervisor dah 3 kali tumpangkan kitorang naik kete wiwuwiwu terharu :") i couldn't be more grateful 💛 he's the best supervisor/uitm alumni/pharmacist ever ;b
And one more thing about this week, i've finally know what i want to be in the future. I've made up my mind; i want to be a pharmacist. i love how drugs worked, how CDR pharmacists sacrifice their own safety to reconstituted drugs for patients' well-being and how cool drug names are.
Isn't it cool to have an ambition (?) yay for me, i guess.
Let's take around at the prep room, shall we
CDR; checked ✅
Thank you mama! 😿
Ha okk minggu ke-3 at CDR was good tho, i become better in handling things there. Had lots of fun and i was in charge to train other trainees as well. Because i was scolded last Friday, i was scared to see Mr Beh (he's nice actually) & decided to not go into the prep room on Monday. Instead, i let the other two trainees to go inside. i just sat outside looking at them, gave instruction using signal language (haha). Idk but he was being so nice (more than usual) to me & we talked about kpop a lot. Ever since then, we listened to kpop songs together, talked about groups that we stanned atm, talked about concerts, he took my phone and put on higher volume 🎵 that the whole office can heard (oh gosh), looked up iKON's vids on my youtube. & whenever i caught him listen to kpop, i asked him to turned his phone so that i watch it too.
Oh myyyyy finally i have someone that i can relate to - cam weyyyy ada geng nak borak pasal kpop, gaduh pasal bias memasing. This is fun tho. Really really fun! ☺ Ps: i know that he actually know Hangul on the first day because he can read what i wrote, but never actually know that he's into kpop stuffs.
Sir Kar Seng's like the nicest person i've ever met. Never ever get angry. Always cool with anything. No rush. No scolding. Just calm & cool. Miss Choi Ling pun baik gilssssss she knows my name!!!!! (menangis terharu) i helped her with easy tasks, nak tolong lebih-lebih tak dapat sebab i am lacking in so many ways. Still have a lot to learn. I think she kinda get attached to me (maybe!?) because for the whole week she keeps saying that i should stay there longer. Well, i wish i could. Because of these two people (other than mentioned above), Miss Lee and Sir Sol, this department feels like home. I like Miss Lee because she's very pretty, friendly and smart (her grade is sooooooo high duh). As for Sir Sol, he's from uitm too. Haha obviously not from diploma sebab he's already a pegawai farmasi at age of 25. To me, he's a genius. Real one. He's working at TDM (same office) but just recently, transferred to CDR. He has some kind of attraction whenever he say smth.
i also took part in decorating our units. i think i'm pretty good (except for drawing) i'm sucks. i gave my all for the whole day for that thing & the outcome is okay.
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| Pretty cool, huh |
Oh yes, our supervisor dah 3 kali tumpangkan kitorang naik kete wiwuwiwu terharu :") i couldn't be more grateful 💛 he's the best supervisor/uitm alumni/pharmacist ever ;b
And one more thing about this week, i've finally know what i want to be in the future. I've made up my mind; i want to be a pharmacist. i love how drugs worked, how CDR pharmacists sacrifice their own safety to reconstituted drugs for patients' well-being and how cool drug names are.
Isn't it cool to have an ambition (?) yay for me, i guess.
Let's take around at the prep room, shall we
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| @ CSSU untuk inden items yang sterile; trays, forcep, gauze etc |
Sunday, 26 August 2018
diary of internship | orientation week 1
Salam.
Ok, let's get it.
Day
0, 12 August 2018
Nervous, is the only feeling inside me. I was afraid if the
pharmacists (pf) or pharmacist assistants (ppf) asked me things about drugs
especially anything related to pharmacology. I remember nothing duh. Dengan
gigihnya, I read some notes from semester 3 with my housemates, who are also my
hospital training friends. It has been 10 minutes only but I feel dizzy looking
at those drug names. Like, seriously. Then, the notes have been switched to
k-dramas in a second. Haha. So fast.
I regret a bit for not studying at home. But regret means nothing
at this moment 😔
Day
1, 13 August 2018
All the stationaries and logbooks are ready in my backpack 📗 My mind
isn’t half ready, but I still need to go anyway. I think, all the staffs were
informed earlier that we’ll be coming to the hospital sebab almost everyone has
this kind of look “oh ni budak baru”. Faham tak. Haha. Semua tanya, “ni dari
uitm ke?” and some of them kindly give us directions to the in-patient
department. Entering the meeting room with 1001 feelings, awkwardly sat on the
chair next to Haikal and Sarah. It’s time for short briefing. Alhamdulillah,
unlike other hospitals, the first week is our orientation week yahuuu never
feel this happy for orientation duh 😂 Jadual settle dah tengok. I’m in the same
group with Hidayah, Haikal and Eyan jadi taklah risau sangat.
Disebabkan terlalu ramai ehee 10 orang, untuk minggu orientasi ni
kitorang paired up 2 orang, so in total akan ada 5 groups. This week aku dengan
Hayati 👭
Puan W brought us to Out Patient Pharmacy. And when she asked who
wants to stay in OPD for the first day, no one willing to. So, Hayati and I took
the courage to raise up our hands. Ecewah. Jadi, kitorang pun ditinggalkan kat
situ. All pharmacists and ppf there told us to look around sebab ni minggu
orientasi kan so don’t have to kerja pun lah. Tapi weh takkan lah kitorang nak
tengok aje apa orang lain buat dari 8 pagi sampai 5 petang and doing nothing
(?) Lifeless nya.
I ended up become one of the shopper
in OPD together with the other trainees from KSKB and ppf. Okay yeoreobun,
shopper ni bukan pergi shopping barang membeli-belah tu tau. Haha. Shopper
dalam OPD ni dia akan ambil bakul yang dah ada prescription from the doctor,
and labels yang dah dibuat oleh pharmacists or ppf kat bahagian labelling.
Tugas shopper ialah ambil bakul tu, cari ubat yang ada dalam prescription,
masukkan dalam bakul, tulis nama kat prescription dan bagi kat pharmacists atau
ppf yang akan check balik ubat-ubat tu and tampal label. It’s not as easy as
you think 💊
Serious do, bila dapat label yang ada 12 ke atas jenis ubat yang
kau kena ambil memang pening. Especially sebab kedudukan ubat tu tak ikut
alphabet, berterabur. Jadi kena ingat kedudukan ubat tu kat mana. Nak cari 1
ubat je dah 10 minit. Haha biasa lah budak baru kan. Kalau ada ubat yang nak
kena bancuh sendiri sebab takda kat rak ubat, lagi lah aku malas. Tapi okay je
sebab boleh ingat balik apa yang dah belajar kat bertam dulu. Bila ppf atau
pharmacists tanya tahu kira ke tak, jangan segan nak cakap tak tahu atau tak
ingat sebab diorang sangat baik. Diorang akan ajar from A to Z how to calculate
and prepare the medicine.
Isn’t it great?
Okay sambung, lepas dah siap semua dan bag ikat pharmacists or ppf
yang akan check balik ubat & tampal label, tak semestinya akan lega. Kalau
budak baru, macam aku dengan Hayati ni, banyak kali lah nama kena panggil sebab
ada yang tersalah ambil ubat lah (look alike sound alike medications) tersilap
dose lah, terkurang lah, terlupa lah and so many more. Tapi serious fun gila
kat OPD sebab semua orang baik gils and diorang akan tolong kau cari ubat no
matter how busy they are. Respect.
Penat? Of course. Rasa dah nak tercabut kaki. Tak mampu berdiri
dah 😫
Balik rumah dah terbaring atas katil. Tak larat nak buat apa dah.
Day
2, 14 August 2018
It’s time to go to Therapeutic Drug Monitoring (TDM). Inside the
office, we looked at each other and “weyyy kita nak buat apa do”. Haha idk. The
whole day, we laugh, play games and talk with the pharmacist and 2 PRPs
(Provision Registered Pharmacists). They are kind, especially Sir S. He’s a
genius guy duh aku rasa macam teruk gila sebab level aku dengan dia ya Allah,
macam bumi dengan planet Pluto 🌎
Ada satu masa ni, Sir S tunjuk pen dia kat Sir F pastu Sir F pun
balas lah, “uish ni kalau orang tengok ni boleh salah faham ni” dah tu Sir S ni
pergi tunjuk pen tu kat aku dengan Hayati. Viagra. Is what written on the pen.
I was like “pebenda ni do aku tak faham apa-apa”. Dah tu dia suruh kitorang
google pasal Viagra (generic name:
sildenafil) tu. Okay lah, layankan. Dah search tu dia tanya balik Viagra tu
apa. Aku macam “aduh dia tanya lak malu la kitorang nak cakap”. Pastu bagilah
tahu Viagra tu medication untuk treat
erectile dysfunction. Dia tanya lagi “itu je ke kegunaan dia?”. Kitorang
pun cam “hahah mana la kitorang tahu”. Dia pun cerita lah this medication is
actually used for premature babies with pulmonary hypertension 👶 Intended
uses for adults and babies is different tau so yezz ha macam gitulah.
So, basically what we did the whole day is just lepak-ing.
Day
3, 15 August 2018
Alright, turn untuk ke Total Parenteral Nutrition pharmacy (TPN)
pulak this time. Kawan aku yang dah duduk sana kata, TPN ni bosan sebab tak
banyak kerja. Kira relaks gituwww. Okay, bila masuk kenal kenal dengan 2 orang
budak kolej lain, Mia dengan Ain, kitorang memula cam malu lah. Ala, baru nak
kenal lah katakan.
Then, pharmacist and prp kat situ masuk bilik untuk prepare
something. Diorang pun ajak lah kitorang tapi dah pesan awal-awal suruh pakai
Personal Protective Equipment (PPE) and basuh tangan dulu. Okay, ini lah
masanya aku dengan Hayati paling excited nak nyanyi lagu birthday. Haha. Masa
semester 4 dalam lecture note subject Aseptic and Sterile, ada tulis kena basuh
tangan for 30 seconds bersamaan 2 kali nyanyi birthday song 🎁 Weh kitorang semangat
gila engko ha siap buat igstory lagi tahu tak!?
After wash our hands, wear apron, gloves and mask, we all pun masuk
lah dalam bilik preparation tu ehehe. Tengok cara dia bersihkan laminar air
flow before start working. Before ni tengok kat dalam youtube je huhu tak
sangka lak akhirnya dapat tengok depan mata :”) Kitorang prepare lah Bismuth Subnitrate and Iodoform Paste for
Gauze. Lepas dah triturate paste yang warna kuning dalam mortar using
pestle, kena sapu kat gauze sampai rata. This Bismuth Subnitrate and Iodoform Paste for Gauze ni guna masa surgery.
Itu jelah kerja kitorang untuk sehari. Lol.
After rehat kitorang main games, tengok youtube
and tengok ig. Hayati jahat doooo ajar aku dengan Mia tengok ig kak km weyyyyyy
apa yang aku tengok ni. Best la gelak gelak sakan dalam bilik TPN tuh sebab tersorok.
Jarang ada orang masuk melainkan ada hal. Port paling selamat untuk relaks main
game kalau tak ada kerja HAHAHA
Day
4, 16 August 2018
Okay masuk harini, dah tak ada nak rehat dah kat Manufacturing
Pharmacy. Pagi-pagi lepas letak barang kat almari, terus tunggu depan In
Patient Pharmacy (IPD). Tunggu Pakcik M untuk buat floor stock sesama dengan
trainees yang lain. Tak pernah tahu pulak tugas kat Manufacturing include floor
stock. Sebab all this time, ingatkan it’s under IPD sebab ada kena mengena
dengan ward.
Weyyyy I think i’m the only one yang excited nak masuk ward hehe
especially bila masuk postnatal ward. Nampak lah ibu dan baby-baby comelllll.
Ada satu ni ada seorang ibu tengah breastfeed-kan anak dia 🥛 Aku pandang jelah
anak dia sebab cam cute sangat. Lol. Tapi si ibu tu pandang aku dengan
pandangan yang seolah-olah membawa makna “kau pahal pandang-pandang aku tengah
menyusu nih. Pervert” hahaha macam tulah apa yang aku boleh interpret from her expression.
For those who wants to know, ppf atau pharmacy trainees akan masuk ward every morning
untuk ambil bakul floor stock. Bakul tu akan diisi balik dengan ubat yang diperlukan.
Aha gituwwww. Tapi since we’re in Manufacturing, kitorang akan top up ubat yang
kitorang buat ajelah. Other than that, orang kat IPD akan top up kan. Rasanya lah, sebab baru orientation sehari kat situ kan. But, i'll tell more 'bout what i know later bila dah masuk kat Manufacturing for real.
After selesai je semua floor stock awal pagi, memula isi Teepol, Alcohol 90% etc dalam amber glass bottle. Pastu kitorang repacked Mixture Magnesium Trisilicate dalam
bekas yang lebih kecil. If I’m not mistaken kitorang repacked into 90ml punya
bekas. One person buka penutup botol MMT yang baru ambik dari kotak, 2 persons
isikan dalam bekas, 1 person tutup botol and tampal label. Lebih kurang 200+
jugak kot kitorang buat. Ke lagi banyak. Haha entah. Then repacking pulak Diphenhydramine Syrup. Dah siap tu we moved
to Sodium Chloride Mouthwash.
Masukkan cecair yang dah siap dibuat oleh Miss S dalam bekas besar, yang akan
dihantar ke Klinik Kesihatan.
Around 11 am, aku, Hayati, Dayah dengan Pakcik M repacking pulak Magnesium Sulphate Paste dalam bekas
yang opening dia kecik gils weyyyyyyy bapak mencabar kesabaran. Satu jam lebih buat
benda alah tu dapat 12 glass bottle yang macam botol serum tu yang 25ml. Kalau patients
tak appreciate jugak idk lah. Magnesium
Sulphate Paste ni guna untuk treat wounds
and boils. Dah habis buat tu tetiba Puan W suruh ambil makanan free kat
pantry oyeyyyyy ini yang kita mahukan.
Oh lupa, hari khamis ni ada audit datang so kena behave lebih
sikit.
Lepas solat Zohor, masuk lah ke Manufacturing semula. Repacking,
repacking and repacking. Berapa banyak nak repacking nih. Siapa lah yang menipu
aku kata Manufacturing ni tak penat?! Tu sumpah menipu gila sebab dari awal pagi
aku masuk sampai pukul 5 tuh tak berhenti kerja datang. Penat, tapi seronok
gila sebab tak bosan (?). At least there are lot of things that I can do there.
Day
5, 17 August 2018
Yeyyy #thankgoditsfriday 💛 Finally weekend is coming. Last day of
orientation kitorang kena masuk In Patient Pharmacy (IPD). Memula tu blur gila
nak kena buat apa sebab there’s no one yang nak ajar. Ada jugaklah yang tak
faham sikit-sikit tapi boleh je tanya diorang.
Susah nak faham macam mana nak kena isi based on prescription tuh. Selalu aje salah buat sampai nama aku dengan Hayati dah lebih 10 kali kena panggil ko tahu HAHAHAHA
sorry la noob. Hayati dah lah period masa ni so, tends to get mood swing. Dah
tu ada senior kolej X buat tahi kat dia ha memang angin lah kawan. Haha. Tapi
disebabkan aku ni cam ha lantak ko lah aku buat tak tahu je kat senior kolej X
jadi aku okay je. Tak rasa apa-apa. Tapi kesian kat Hayati tulah. Huhu.
Petang tu tak ada buat apa sangat cuma tolong tampal prescription dalam file based on wards tehee.
So, that's the end of my first week 🏁
Petang tu tak ada buat apa sangat cuma tolong tampal prescription dalam file based on wards tehee.
So, that's the end of my first week 🏁
Lesson of the week: If things
become difficult, do not keep it to yourself. Share it with your friends. It’s
better that way.
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