Friday, 13 April 2018
turning 20s
Salam.
As I grow older I realize there's nothing fancy about birthday. It's just a day where I added 1 year to my current age. I wished for friends to celebrate mine when I was 19 years old. However, this year's different. My one and only birthday wish is to lay on bed all day long, listen to music and scroll through instagram. Checked ✅
These days, I keep on waiting for weekends so that I can sleep much longer than usual. I keep on being emotional over little things (but hey, I feel those little things are real concerns duh). I, sometimes, feel hopeless.
I miss the good old days I had in primary school with my best friends. Those days when we trained so hard to win for competitions, the times when cikgu Hazly and Azmi gave us bananas to eat before going to stadium, and those nights when I climbed over school gate setiap kali rehat masa tuition just to go home. I still haven't get a chance to meet my besties and it has been 2 years since the last time we gathered. I also kinda miss my secondary school fuh macam tak percaya je aku cakap benda ni tapi tulah mungkin faktor usia HAHAHAHA what I missed a lot are how close my form 1 classmates were despite different races we had in class, how amazing my form 2 friends were ( shed tears :") ), kawad kaki rumah ungu "Tun Abdullah Pasti Gegar!!!", those great but tiring days with kawad bomba geng and form 5 deskmates uhuuu how times flies so fast ❤ After spm ended, I spent 5 months working somewhere in Kajang & I missed those moments a bit; friends that I had back then, my first experience ever trying to make my own mcd ice cream and also how my employers treated me nicely.
I am thankful to Allah for the memories I had until now. Moga ingatan aku kuat :(
Thank you Mama & Abah & Adik sebab wish hehehe thank you sebab lahirkan, jaga and sayang yong & spend lots of money on me. Couldn't be here until today without your love and supports! Sayang dunia akhirat muah xoxo 💞 Thanks a lot my housemates for my 20th birthday suprise fuh korang punya suprise serious tak expect langsung huhu sampai nanges teruk tau 😭 Thank you for the cute crown (terasa macam princess kejap), brownies & foodies hehehe 💛 Thankiezzz dear Sophys fam for the wishes that were given through whatsapp group or personal, I do appreciate and lovin' it a lot haha paling takkan lupa long birthday wish from yat, her present and pizza slice & birthday song from the boys; nuel, furqon, arif aiman, muzani, keri, pahdeng <3 kinder joy from roommate sejati & a container of ice cream from my twin, Nuel & classmate Naquib (walaupun aku still rasa korang perli tapi ha takpelah tak kisah) Hm tak kisah lah jadi akak aiskrim pun at least ada juga something big impact yang aku tinggalkan kat bertam ni hiks 💖 thank you #zoukjahbuddies walaupun tak celebrate this year but sokayyyyyy i don't mind pun sebab iolls dah besar 😛 kepada that person yang bagi harapan & morning wishes for several days and made me happy for awhile walaupun lepastu nanges terokz macam orang gila ha thank you lah walaupun after ni srs aku tak rasa aku akan suka kau (padan muka) and to all my friends tak kisah lah kat skla ke, jess or kawan dari mana-mana tempat pun, thanks a lot for the warm wishes and beautiful doas. May Allah bless you gais too! 😘
Alhamdulillah, already 20 years old on 8th April heheee moga makin matang, makin cantik, makin rajin pergi usrah, makin baik, makin pandai, makin kuat & tabah, makin sabar & tak kuat marah, moga tak kuat online shopping, makin kurus, makin tak easily feel attach to people, jadi anak yang solehah, jadi orang yang berguna untuk Islam, jadi manusia yang open-minded & pemurah, jadi kawan yang sporting tak control ayu (:p) & moga lebih kuat untuk menolak segala keinginan nafsu untuk ada boyfriend dan sebagainya (bercinta lepas kahwin jelah hahahaha takpun bercinta dengan abe kpop mueheh 👻 moga Nurul Aida dapat kumpul duit for the future; house, car, travel & continue degree ✌
As I grow older I realize there's nothing fancy about birthday. It's just a day where I added 1 year to my current age. I wished for friends to celebrate mine when I was 19 years old. However, this year's different. My one and only birthday wish is to lay on bed all day long, listen to music and scroll through instagram. Checked ✅
These days, I keep on waiting for weekends so that I can sleep much longer than usual. I keep on being emotional over little things (but hey, I feel those little things are real concerns duh). I, sometimes, feel hopeless.
I miss the good old days I had in primary school with my best friends. Those days when we trained so hard to win for competitions, the times when cikgu Hazly and Azmi gave us bananas to eat before going to stadium, and those nights when I climbed over school gate setiap kali rehat masa tuition just to go home. I still haven't get a chance to meet my besties and it has been 2 years since the last time we gathered. I also kinda miss my secondary school fuh macam tak percaya je aku cakap benda ni tapi tulah mungkin faktor usia HAHAHAHA what I missed a lot are how close my form 1 classmates were despite different races we had in class, how amazing my form 2 friends were ( shed tears :") ), kawad kaki rumah ungu "Tun Abdullah Pasti Gegar!!!", those great but tiring days with kawad bomba geng and form 5 deskmates uhuuu how times flies so fast ❤ After spm ended, I spent 5 months working somewhere in Kajang & I missed those moments a bit; friends that I had back then, my first experience ever trying to make my own mcd ice cream and also how my employers treated me nicely.
I am thankful to Allah for the memories I had until now. Moga ingatan aku kuat :(
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| thanks Sarah!!! |
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| thank you Hayati <3 |
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| Masheh Nuel & Naquib 💛 |
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| Birthday song dari group Sophys memang takleh lupa 😊 |
Sunday, 8 April 2018
feeling guilty
7:35 pm
If you ask me how I spent my birthday, I spent it well laying on bed and crying all day long. I haven't even had a single meal yet.
It has been awhile I received good morning wishes & some simple daily questions. I found it hard to reply. I didn't know what should I typed. I have no idea. I even asked a friend about this. He's a senior of mine, a guy I used to had a crush on when I was in semester 2, a person my bestie close with & she has a crush on him. She knew he messaged me because he told her. She asked me to reply, and I did. I kept on saying to her that I think I should stop because (1) she likes him (2) from what I heard, he has a girlfriend although I am not sure how their relationship are & his current status but she said layan kan jelah. Again, I did.
Sigh.
But, 2 days after, she warned me to not have a crush on him. Well, she said nicely lah duh & sometimes, she laughs. I know deep inside, she's hurt. She's serious.
I was & am happy when he messaged, he gave me butterflies (weird me) and strangely, I kept waiting for his dms/messages. I should REALLY stop. If I don't, I might really really have a crush on this guy. I kept saving & deleting his phone number. Until now.
Last night, my friend (that I refer as "she") sent me a long birthday wish through whatsapp. She said :
Then, I said sorry :
I felt bad.
She wished me again on instastory :
</3 and few hours ago, I really wanted to reply to his dm. But, I didn't.
Friday, 6 April 2018
K-POP | my top songs in March 2018
Annyeong, this is my kpop songs section here.
1. Wanna One - I.P.U
Don't you think they look super adorable here in i.p.u music video? All looking so cute especially jihoon ha kan kan baik mengaku 😋
2. Wanna One - Boomerang
I was counting down each day for this mv to be released & got really excited when it did uhuu what would I do when they get disband :((
My bias wrecker "bae" jinyoung 💘 he's seriously getting better and better each comeback & he can be a main vocal someday, goodluck jinyoungi~ we're rooting for you!
3. Mamamoo - Starry Night
How can people say no to Mamamoo?! They've the best vocalists and rapper duh they are legend, seriously!!!!
4. Samuel - ONE
Put your hands up & scream for this boy comeback!!! He looks so manly duh wearing suit pastu dengan hairstyle macamtu 😍 I keep on replaying this song on youtube hoping for the views to increase. Rasa nak marah sebab his mv get so little views padahal vocal, dance, rap and all are just too good that no one could deny 😔
5. Roy Kim - Only Then
Boyfriend material betul lah oppa ni hahaha dah lah suara sedap, nyanyi macam nak dodoi aku tidur je 😚 keh keh
6. NCT DREAM - Go
Boleh dikatakan aku ni new NCTzen cewah sebenarnya before ni memang tak minat pun, satu lagu pun aku tak pernah click kat youtube tapi kat ig selalu juga keluar pasal diorang ni ha aku pun tak faham kenapa popular sangat tah 🙄 Dah lah idk how things work between them, macam berapa banyak subunits entah then NCT ni group macam mana actually I still confuse huhu. Start dengar pun masa lagu NCT U - Boss sebab asyik international self taught kpop dancer buat cover 😛
7. J-hope - Daydream
It's a bop!!!!!
8. GOT7 - Look
Yayyyy comeback 🙆 Rasa macam dah lama gila diorang tak comeback rindu gak lah to be honest huhu
1. Wanna One - I.P.U
Don't you think they look super adorable here in i.p.u music video? All looking so cute especially jihoon ha kan kan baik mengaku 😋
2. Wanna One - Boomerang
I was counting down each day for this mv to be released & got really excited when it did uhuu what would I do when they get disband :((
My god, stop looking at me that way Daniel oppa!!! I couldn't breathe properly aish everytime you said 'Boomerang' my heart stops beating tahu tak eee tampor kang & my favourite part is when you say 'Oh my god' hehe
My bias wrecker "bae" jinyoung 💘 he's seriously getting better and better each comeback & he can be a main vocal someday, goodluck jinyoungi~ we're rooting for you!
3. Mamamoo - Starry Night
How can people say no to Mamamoo?! They've the best vocalists and rapper duh they are legend, seriously!!!!
4. Samuel - ONE
Put your hands up & scream for this boy comeback!!! He looks so manly duh wearing suit pastu dengan hairstyle macamtu 😍 I keep on replaying this song on youtube hoping for the views to increase. Rasa nak marah sebab his mv get so little views padahal vocal, dance, rap and all are just too good that no one could deny 😔
5. Roy Kim - Only Then
Boyfriend material betul lah oppa ni hahaha dah lah suara sedap, nyanyi macam nak dodoi aku tidur je 😚 keh keh
6. NCT DREAM - Go
Boleh dikatakan aku ni new NCTzen cewah sebenarnya before ni memang tak minat pun, satu lagu pun aku tak pernah click kat youtube tapi kat ig selalu juga keluar pasal diorang ni ha aku pun tak faham kenapa popular sangat tah 🙄 Dah lah idk how things work between them, macam berapa banyak subunits entah then NCT ni group macam mana actually I still confuse huhu. Start dengar pun masa lagu NCT U - Boss sebab asyik international self taught kpop dancer buat cover 😛
7. J-hope - Daydream
It's a bop!!!!!
8. GOT7 - Look
Yayyyy comeback 🙆 Rasa macam dah lama gila diorang tak comeback rindu gak lah to be honest huhu
Lagu ni takde mv pun just audio je tapi still da bomb weh 😎 Siapa je boleh lawan Bigbang the king of kpop cewah hahaha nak tunggu semua orang keluar military tu memang lama lah tapi sokayyyy I'll wait for you oppa-deul 💓
New fan here!!!!! 😋 Start discover diorang masa terjumpa video yg trainees in stray kids show then last month lah if I'm not mistaken start minat diorang sebab dengar lagu Hellevator hihi sumpah gempak doooo patutlah winner 🏆 Paling minat woojin sebab suara dia sedappppppp although aku bukan stan diorang since predebut but who cares duh 🙄 lagipun birthday kita sama hek hek mungkin jodoh 😛 In this mv, aku boleh jadi gila dengar rap diorang perh padu 👍👍
Ps:/ just click at the song title & you'll be direct to youtube yayy enjoy!
hi, exco juniors
Salam.
Hari isnin lepas (which was on 2 April 2018) at 11.30 am kami adakan upacara perlantikan jawatan secara rasmi kat DK1 to all seki(s) yayyy no longer being called seki ha happy tak u'olls? 💛
Teringat masa mula-mula adakan sesi interview ha boleh baca kat sini. Kami sesama exco gaduh for the first time. This person chose this junior, but another person rejected. Pening kepala juga lah nak pilih sampai tengah malam duduk kat surau untuk pilih 20 seki(s) from 45 applicants fuh ramai gila tahu tak 😂 Discussion after discussion, maka terpilih lah 20 orang seki tersebut and I kinda spent 1 month macamtu & handled all of them for ubfest last semester. Then, umumkan 15 orang seki yang betul-betul mendapat tempat as exco cuma jawatan still dalam perbincangan. Masa nak pilih 15 orang yang terpilih ni pun gaduh, nangis & sakit hati juga actually sebab kalau boleh aku nak ambil semua je sebab sayang dah :") diorang banyak tolong aku in everything & they treated me nicely 💖
Mula je semester 4 ni, kitorang still perhati siapa yang patut sandang jawatan apa srs how did seniors chose us duh?! Mana datang tah aku boleh jadi exco keusahawanan haha still tak boleh brain 😕 Tapi bersyukur sebab aku ada applied as exco sukan tapi nasib baik tak dapat kalau tak mesti gelap masa depan Sophys HAHAHAHA dah lah pemalas nak turun riadah petang-petang 😆 At first ada lah seorang junior ni yang memang dari awal pemilihan seki kitorang dah target as Presiden tapi from time to time, our choice to be the Presiden tu berubah maka terjadi lah ketua Sophys yang sekarang.
Are you excited to know who our heirs for Sophys? If you are, put your hands up higher 🙋 & keep reading 😉
After pengumuman tu, they all have class and lab so, takde chance nak bergambar together tapi takpelah asalkan dapat bergambar among exco batch kitorang pun dah cukup huhu another few weeks with you guys then we'll go to different hospitals in different states :((
Advices: To all new exco, congratulation sebab berjaya akhirnya being part of us 💞 Kami pilih awak semua bukan setakat pilih random tau but based on our observation for 2 months & more dan kami tahu awak semua layak untuk gantikan tempat dan ambil alih tugas kami hehehe so be confident and goodluck gurlz and boyz 😊 Tugas tu amanah tau jadi do what you are supposed to do, sentiasa turun meeting, listen to Zharif & Raihanah and respect them. Jangan mengelat tak nak turun perjumpaan atau apa-apa tugas dengan sebab nak keluar enjoy or study sebab kesian lah kat orang lain yang turun meeting atau buat aiskrim and all sedangkan awak semua ambil test yang sama. To Jeha & Mepmep, goodluck korang hehehe moga tak bergaduh sesama sendiri and buat kerja sama-sama jangan ada yang lepas tangan ok 😉 If you gais have problems, I'll always be there for you as I know how tough it is to be exco keusahawanan :")
Ps:/ hai adek baru Jeha & Mepmep 😛 moga jadi adik yang baik sepanjang semester ni hehehe
Hari isnin lepas (which was on 2 April 2018) at 11.30 am kami adakan upacara perlantikan jawatan secara rasmi kat DK1 to all seki(s) yayyy no longer being called seki ha happy tak u'olls? 💛
Teringat masa mula-mula adakan sesi interview ha boleh baca kat sini. Kami sesama exco gaduh for the first time. This person chose this junior, but another person rejected. Pening kepala juga lah nak pilih sampai tengah malam duduk kat surau untuk pilih 20 seki(s) from 45 applicants fuh ramai gila tahu tak 😂 Discussion after discussion, maka terpilih lah 20 orang seki tersebut and I kinda spent 1 month macamtu & handled all of them for ubfest last semester. Then, umumkan 15 orang seki yang betul-betul mendapat tempat as exco cuma jawatan still dalam perbincangan. Masa nak pilih 15 orang yang terpilih ni pun gaduh, nangis & sakit hati juga actually sebab kalau boleh aku nak ambil semua je sebab sayang dah :") diorang banyak tolong aku in everything & they treated me nicely 💖
Mula je semester 4 ni, kitorang still perhati siapa yang patut sandang jawatan apa srs how did seniors chose us duh?! Mana datang tah aku boleh jadi exco keusahawanan haha still tak boleh brain 😕 Tapi bersyukur sebab aku ada applied as exco sukan tapi nasib baik tak dapat kalau tak mesti gelap masa depan Sophys HAHAHAHA dah lah pemalas nak turun riadah petang-petang 😆 At first ada lah seorang junior ni yang memang dari awal pemilihan seki kitorang dah target as Presiden tapi from time to time, our choice to be the Presiden tu berubah maka terjadi lah ketua Sophys yang sekarang.
Are you excited to know who our heirs for Sophys? If you are, put your hands up higher 🙋 & keep reading 😉
After pengumuman tu, they all have class and lab so, takde chance nak bergambar together tapi takpelah asalkan dapat bergambar among exco batch kitorang pun dah cukup huhu another few weeks with you guys then we'll go to different hospitals in different states :((
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| Love, Sophys 17/18 💜👪 |
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| These girls that I hold so dearly in my heart since semester 2 till now & forever |
Ps:/ hai adek baru Jeha & Mepmep 😛 moga jadi adik yang baik sepanjang semester ni hehehe
Tuesday, 3 April 2018
ent project group
Salam.
It was great yesterday with my ent project group ✨
I've one class on Monday at 12 pm to 1 pm since tutorial & practical haven't start yet so, ada masa lebih lah kiranya hehe jadi our group decided to go to the island for the interview session with the manager of Kyochon 🌿
To be honest, I've never been to the island with friends before although dah almost 2 years menetap kat Penang (ceh kat bertam je pun jauh dari arus kemodenan) so, I got pretty excited wearing green baju kurung (it's Monday baju kurung's compulsory ha) and put on a satin shawl that I rarely use haha sorry lah I find satin scarf hard to wear heh licin I cannot 😑 Boleh dikatakan 80% kitorang naik public transports from bertam to Plaza Gurney Mall: uber - ktm - bus - ferry - uber & repeat again untuk perjalanan balik. Is uber considered as public transport? Hurmm ke tak hahaha idk tak kesah lah asalkan dapat selamat sampai dan balik, dah bersyukur Alhamdulillah
All those public transport didn't required much money pun jimat gila weh if nak pergi pulau naik uber from bertam je dah rm70 duh but we only need to pay rm13.80/person thanks to our geng sanggup bersusah payah naik itu naik ini akhirnya sampai juga Kyochon at Plaza Gurney Mall yayyyyy 😋🎉 Right after sampai kat mall, terus cari toilet nak touch-up apa yang patut cewahhhh padahal pakai bedak baby johnson je pun heh over macam nak pakai foundation primer segala bagai 😂 Masuk Kyochon terus cakap kitorang ada buat appoinment dengan manager & she directly brought us to see the manager. Hehe. Terus jelah duduk kat meja area belakang hujung that's closer to the kitchen sebab boleh tengok staffs masak masak.
Lepas introduced ourselves to the manager, kitorang minta menu hahaha srs lapar sebab kosongkan perut dari pagi kut and by that time it's already 5pm huhu iolls penat 😞 After 15 to 20 minutes macam tu, makanan pun sampai yahuuu kitorang order 3 chicken flavors; 8 pieces Soy Garlic, 8 pieces Honey and 12 pieces for Red Pepper 🍗 sementara tunggu all our orders to arrive, kitorang proceed dengan interview so, dalam rubric, each member kena tanya at least 2 questions jadi kitorang take turn untuk bercakap. Interview & video recording took about 45 minutes macamtu huhu jadi segala ayam dan nasi dah sejuk ⛄
I was suprised by how crunchy the chickens were although it has been left for almost an hour until they get cold. Tapi srs memang sedap sangat, rangup & cukup rasa. I tried Honey chicken first, masyaAllah sedap manis and rangup memang puas makan. How to explain ek dia macam manis yang sedap & bukan manis sangat macam dessert yang minta potong kaki tu ha dia just nice gituh 👍 after manis, aku rasa yang Red Pepper chicken pulak fuh terbaikkkkkkk dia punya pedas rasa kat lidah tapi best sebab tak sepedas samyang 🔥 Terasa lah dia punya spicy tu even aku ni kuat makan pedas (ha nampak tak that's mean ayam tu pedas) After that tangan ni terus capai kat Soy Garlic chicken. Not really recommended sebab rasa dia plain. Macam ayam goreng kunyit biasa lepastu tambah kicap ha macam tu lah rasa ayam tu. Tak special pun 😕
The place's nice & lighting also good. Service was okay & the food tu ha paling penting, sedapppp menjilat jari kalau boleh nak tapau bawa balik tapi apakan daya duit tak ramai & tak mengizinkan. Hurmm sedihnya!!!! Tapi puas lah makan and boleh kata harga pun berbaloi dengan rasa and amount ayam yang dapat tu. For each set with 8 pieces harga rm22 💖 Sekali sekala makan okay lah tapi kalau nak selalu memang nazak lah hidup kat kolej tu nanti terpaksa makan oat je hari hari huhuhu
After habis makan, macam biasa kena lah ambil gambar depan kedai haha saja nak letak in the video nanti keh keh then pergi solat & before gerak balik, singgah beli aiskrim kejap kat mcd 😛 Sampai kolej around 10.30pm juga lah (sigh!) saya penat, kaki rasa nak tercabut & mengantuk gila tapi terpaksa tahan mata sebab nak siapkan lab manual untuk lab Aseptic pada keesokkan harinya.
Hah what a fun but tiring day!
It was great yesterday with my ent project group ✨
I've one class on Monday at 12 pm to 1 pm since tutorial & practical haven't start yet so, ada masa lebih lah kiranya hehe jadi our group decided to go to the island for the interview session with the manager of Kyochon 🌿
To be honest, I've never been to the island with friends before although dah almost 2 years menetap kat Penang (ceh kat bertam je pun jauh dari arus kemodenan) so, I got pretty excited wearing green baju kurung (it's Monday baju kurung's compulsory ha) and put on a satin shawl that I rarely use haha sorry lah I find satin scarf hard to wear heh licin I cannot 😑 Boleh dikatakan 80% kitorang naik public transports from bertam to Plaza Gurney Mall: uber - ktm - bus - ferry - uber & repeat again untuk perjalanan balik. Is uber considered as public transport? Hurmm ke tak hahaha idk tak kesah lah asalkan dapat selamat sampai dan balik, dah bersyukur Alhamdulillah
Lepas introduced ourselves to the manager, kitorang minta menu hahaha srs lapar sebab kosongkan perut dari pagi kut and by that time it's already 5pm huhu iolls penat 😞 After 15 to 20 minutes macam tu, makanan pun sampai yahuuu kitorang order 3 chicken flavors; 8 pieces Soy Garlic, 8 pieces Honey and 12 pieces for Red Pepper 🍗 sementara tunggu all our orders to arrive, kitorang proceed dengan interview so, dalam rubric, each member kena tanya at least 2 questions jadi kitorang take turn untuk bercakap. Interview & video recording took about 45 minutes macamtu huhu jadi segala ayam dan nasi dah sejuk ⛄
| Sarah & I |
| Husna & Cheku |
I was suprised by how crunchy the chickens were although it has been left for almost an hour until they get cold. Tapi srs memang sedap sangat, rangup & cukup rasa. I tried Honey chicken first, masyaAllah sedap manis and rangup memang puas makan. How to explain ek dia macam manis yang sedap & bukan manis sangat macam dessert yang minta potong kaki tu ha dia just nice gituh 👍 after manis, aku rasa yang Red Pepper chicken pulak fuh terbaikkkkkkk dia punya pedas rasa kat lidah tapi best sebab tak sepedas samyang 🔥 Terasa lah dia punya spicy tu even aku ni kuat makan pedas (ha nampak tak that's mean ayam tu pedas) After that tangan ni terus capai kat Soy Garlic chicken. Not really recommended sebab rasa dia plain. Macam ayam goreng kunyit biasa lepastu tambah kicap ha macam tu lah rasa ayam tu. Tak special pun 😕
| From left: Honey, Red Pepper, Soy Garlic |
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| Buat pertama kalinya aku telan salad ni woww tak sangka boleh telan haha kurus lah aku lepasni 😝 |
The place's nice & lighting also good. Service was okay & the food tu ha paling penting, sedapppp menjilat jari kalau boleh nak tapau bawa balik tapi apakan daya duit tak ramai & tak mengizinkan. Hurmm sedihnya!!!! Tapi puas lah makan and boleh kata harga pun berbaloi dengan rasa and amount ayam yang dapat tu. For each set with 8 pieces harga rm22 💖 Sekali sekala makan okay lah tapi kalau nak selalu memang nazak lah hidup kat kolej tu nanti terpaksa makan oat je hari hari huhuhu
After habis makan, macam biasa kena lah ambil gambar depan kedai haha saja nak letak in the video nanti keh keh then pergi solat & before gerak balik, singgah beli aiskrim kejap kat mcd 😛 Sampai kolej around 10.30pm juga lah (sigh!) saya penat, kaki rasa nak tercabut & mengantuk gila tapi terpaksa tahan mata sebab nak siapkan lab manual untuk lab Aseptic pada keesokkan harinya.
Hah what a fun but tiring day!
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