Thursday, 12 June 2025

life update; may 2025

 Hi people, we’re almost mid of June so here’s another life update that no one ask for. Just for the sake of memories so that when I turn 40s, I can look back and see what I did during my 20s 😬

 



May 2025 wasn’t really a great month tho. Got into car accident twice in a month wasn’t in my plan. First, I crashed the block infront my parents’ house. The post accident car condition was SOooOOo bad!! I will put the picture below. Second, I got into accident with my husband. He drove the car, but I was the one who cried. It wasn’t as bad as the first one but it involved other car so hurmmm 🫤 Those accidents really affect me tho, because I had trauma when I was in high school thus I still haven’t had a license till now. And in May, I have QTI (pre-test jpj) & I was so nervous. But Alhamdulillah lulus 😮‍💨 legaaaa!! So we’ll see how my JPJ test result will look like in 30 June.


One of the thing that I need to highlight in May is our Cameron Highland short trip hehe. T'was my first time in Cameron. Tak suka sebab jalan dia, pening. Aku muntah ye nasib ada plastic bag. Tapi kat atas tu enjoy lah sebab sejuk and tenang. Aku suka gilaaa scones dekat KMH huwa nak lagi please!! Gonna put some photos here for Anya to see when she grows up. 










Another update on my home-based and center-based OT, alhamdulillah clients semakin banyak. Schedule boleh kata penuh jugak for 1 person to handle tapi alhamdulillah. Session untuk playgroup dekat HH Playschool & Prechool dah start and banyak sebenarnya peluang OT dekat sekolah. Banyak travel sikit lah this May and June hehe semoga diberikan kesihatan yang baik untuk terus bagi yang terbaik untuk anak-anak. 






Okay lah, nanti aku update lagi. 

Tuesday, 22 April 2025

life updates; april 2025



So here's a little update of my april 2025; 


Life's good, alhamdulillah. I can FINALLY rest a bit after working 7 days a week for about 4 months. Very very exhausted to work full time 8-5 on weekdays and extra sessions on weekends. But it's all worth it. Well, april 2025 is actually first month after my resignation. Jadi aku ada extra time for my baby, my fams and for myself. 


Doots bites (my dessert business) dah setahun lebih dah rupanya! Alhamdulillah, permulaan perniagaan yang penuh dengan keraguan, tak tahu hala tuju, risau takde customers => sekarang tak terkira dah berapa box cheesetart and strudel yang terjual 😍 bulan ni banyak sangat order sebab hari raya kan hehehe tempahan untuk majlis company, open house etc. Selagi ada kudrat, selagi ada bahan, kita pulun je. Haha itu lah concept yang aku selalu pegang. Selalu cakap Nak Kaya tapi kalau sendiri malas macam mana nak  kaya kan. Rezeki tak datang bergolek, kalau kita usaha insyaAllah Allah bagi rezeki tu. 


Untuk Hanya at Home Therapy, alhamdulillah ada clients tetap every month. Ada yang ambik pakej 4 sessions/month, ada yang 2 sessions/month. Ada new clients untuk May and the upcoming month, insyaAllah. Excited for a new collaboration between HAHT dengan AK starting end of this month 😍 I'll be bringing my HAHT students to the centre for centre-based therapy this weekend hehe. Teruja nak tengok anak-anak punya penerimaan tentang this place. 


As for freelance job as a paediatric OT, apart from collaboration with AK, I also responsible to train the teachers and staffs at AK. Tugas yang besar, semoga boleh galas tanggungjawab ni dengan baik. I also will be working with RCC and HH. Bersyukur sebab diberi peluang untuk explore and belajar banyak lagi dalam dunia OT and SPEDU ni. 


Till next update!

quitting my full-time OT job

Hello.



As written on post title, I am officially resigning from my full-time job as an Occupational Therapist at NI Therapy Centre. Alhamdulillah for the memories and opportunities that have been given to me. If you ask me how do I feel, I'll say I am happy to resign. But if you ask me on deeper level, I'll definitely say I am sad to leave a company that accepted and gave me a position when I was pregnant with Anya. Daripada management lama bertukar ke management baru. Daripada manager lama bertukar ke manager baru. Daripada kerja sekali dengan Ainizz and Ili bertukar ke Sheila, Najwa dan Faruq. Daripada jadi orang baru dalam company sampai lah jadi orang paling lama dekat company. Haha. And I'll definitely missed my special kids there, those whom I cared and gave interventions throughout the year. From zero eye contact to present of eye contact. From no response to names and instructions to being able to response. 

Bukan itu je, daripada aku mengandung awal 2nd trimester sampai lah terberanak awal @ 35 weeks haha banyak sangat melompat atas trampoline dengan my special kids 😂 daripada kurang confident untuk consult parents and buat assessment (sebab masa first company takde kesempatan untuk buat assessment), sekarang I'll say I am confident enough sampai tak terkira lah berapa kali buat assessment & screening sepanjang setahun ni. Semoga dengan pengalaman yang aku ada ni, dapat bantu untuk aku terus maju kedepan insyaAllah. 

Tuesday, 18 February 2025

driving lesson 2.0



Salam and hi 🐻


After almost 8 years of my attempt to get a driving license, this is me taking driving lesson for the second time at the age of 27. Hence, I named this post as driving lesson 2.0 🚗 just hoping this time around, I'll pass! 

Wednesday, 12 February 2025

home-based therapist @hanyaathome

 Salam hi everyone!



After being a paediatric occupational therapist for over a year, and countless hours of OT and EIP sessions, I'm finally stepping out of my comfort zone. I started a new business as, Hanya at Home Therapy. I am now a home-based occupational therapist on weekend! 😎 Instead of working from Monday to Friday, I am here working from Monday to Sunday. Penat tu jangan cakap. Tapi kepuasan yang aku dapat bila nampak progress anak-anak syurga ni masyaAllah sangat bestttt ye 😍


Mula-mula tu struggle lah sikit sebab kita kan introvert, nak pulak kena pergi rumah orang, consult with parents on their child's development. Tapi Alhamdulillah dengan support from my husband, Fila everything turns out as I planned. Terima kasih abang sebab hantarkan aida dari Kajang ke KL ke Kota Warisan. Besar pengorbanan suami dan anak saya 😭 


Here's to many more carrying wagon loaded with toys, achievements and endless progresses with Hanya at Home Therapy 💓





Follow @hanyaathome on Instagram to support me & my anak-anak syurga ❤ semoga suatu hari nanti aku dapat buka satu centre for my special need kids and also a coffee place yang mana parents boleh duduk minum sambil tunggu anak-anak habis OT session. 

Thursday, 2 January 2025

mini aida is here!

 Salam and hello☺



A little life update ‒ I am now a mother to our smol Anya! Alhamdulillah for these amazing 9 months journey hehe sebenarnya still macam tak percaya dah jadi mak-mak ni 😂 iyelah rasa macam baru je kenal Fila duk update dekat blog ni tuptup lah dah lahirkan anak dia dah hahahaha 


Still adapting with my new routine as a mom & my oxytocin rises every time I look at her. Amazed how this smol baby that I've been carrying around finally came out to this world. Semoga yang baik-baik saja anakku 💛 semoga Allah sentiasa melindungimu walau dimana saja kamu berada, Aamiin!! 

Bismillahi MasyaAllah


Rabu 10/7/2024 : 35 weeks 2 days


5.00pm: The whole day schedule Aida penuh dengan students dari pagi sampai lah ke petang. Memang masih gagahkan diri melompat atas trampoline dengan students 1 to 1 sessions sambil terpaksa angkat diorang (2-4 tahun) disebabkan diorang avoid untuk buat 🥹 time ni memang dah mengah & tak larat sangat dah so banyak buat aktiviti sambil duduk je 🤣 perut rasa cramp2 sikit but very mild macam nak period tu. Colleagues pun siap cakap ligat sangat ni mau terberanak esok 🤣 


10.30pm: Abah siap pancing guna durian suruh kita makan tapi terpaksa lah tolak sebab perut rasa sakit2 😫 risau pulak kalau makan nanti makin sakit huhuhu terpaksa lah tahan air liur ni 😭 masuk tido awal sebab dah ngantuk & esok pulak kerja


Khamis 11/7/2024 : 35 weeks 3 days


1.30am: Terjaga dari tido sebab rasa sakit ni kuat sikit dari petang tadi. Nak tido balik tapi the intensity of the contraction buat aida tak boleh tido. Rupanya semua yang rasa contraction pun akan cakap memang tak dapat tido 🥲 kehulur kehilir jalan kat dapur tapi bila sakit tu datang stop kejap jalan sebab agak sakit jugak actually. Buat deep breathing technique sambil ulang doa Nabi Yunus. 


3.30am: Masih berjaga, tahan contraction sambil tengok timing setiap 7 minit. Beg hospital tak settle lagi, yang penting baby punya dah settle! So terus lah kemas2 sambil tak boleh tido tu. Sempat jugak lah edit 2 videos tiktok sweet2 dengan suami hahahaha iyelah kan korang kita ni baru je sambut 1st anniversary 8hb 🤭 


9.00am: Ingatkan nak pergi kerja tapi disebabkan contraction pun makin kuat, makin kerap every 5 mins, tak jadi lah kita. Dalam hati “ada pulak yang terberanak dekat centre kang” 🤣 pagi tu memang dah nangis salam cium mama 😭 siap tanya soalan “mama, sakit tak beranak?” Sambil meleleh air mata 😭 takut wakkkk huhu macam2 dalam kepala kita ni! 


9.30am: Pergi dekat PAC terus check CTG sebab nurse ni mukanya macam tak percaya kita ada contraction 🥹 iyelah kita ni baru 35w awal lagi kalau ikutkan hahaha tapi dorang terkejut lah bil tengok result CTG tu ada contraction, terus doc seluk untuk check bukaan. Know2 dah 3 cm dah korangggg 😖 doc pun tak kasi balik, terus lah Aida tukar uniform mak2 baju pink polka dot, insert branula & masuk wad 😬 


10.00am: Kita punya lah ketakutan sebelum datang tadi hahaha bila masuk wad macam tenanggggg~ 🤣🤭 tengok mak2 yang tunggu hari tunggu masa rileks je so kita pun terikut rileks gais. Nurse masukkan ubat tahan sakit yang inject kat punggung sebab awal lagi & kalau boleh nak stopkan contraction tu sebab taknak bagi bersalin awal. Lepas inject ubat tu terus kita boleh tido lena sampai lah tengahari. 


2.15pm: Sakit contraction datang balik sebab ubat habis agaknya. Masih boleh rileks lagi walaupun sakit2 sikit. Masa ni ada sorang akak datang borak2, kita pun tanya lah itu ini. Dia cakap beruntungnya aida sebab contraction datang naturally & ada bukaan 🥹 sebab dia dah 2 hari kena tahan wad and takde bukaan lagi, dah siap kena induce ubat & masuk belon tau!!! Darah dia dah ada kat lantai, sakit sangat dia kata 😭 so aida rasa bersyukur sangat2 sebab walaupun sakit tapi still ada progress bukaan 🥹


6.00pm: Husband, mama, adik & abah datang melawat. Masa ni dah tak sangat intense contraction datang. Every 3 mins with very intense contraction pain 🥵 sangatttt sakit ye like I will rate it as ♾️/10!!!! 😭😭😭 cannot think straight & cannot breath properly ya Allah sakit sangat tau masa ni 🥹 kaki tangan suami dah genggam sekuat mungkin ye tahan contraction! tengok dekat wad tu kita je paling sakit, sebab yang lain belum ada contraction & takde tanda nak bersalin lagi. Kita lah orang yang baru masuk wad tapi paling awal lah yang dah nak bersalin dekat situ 😍😭 tapi nurse suruh kita tunggu wakkk sampi habis waktu melawat ya Allah nak nangis kita 😭


7.30pm: Nurse panggil untuk check bukaan sebab dah nampak kita sakit gilaaaa time ni 😭 doc check dah 6cm and terus kena tolak masuk labour room. Kita punya expectation keadaan bersalin tu macam dalam drama so agak terkejut bila tengok katil bersalin tu cenggitu je plus ada 2 orang je nurse 🤣 alhamdulillah luckily kawan ibu yang on duty so ibu mintak dia sambutkan baby 🫶🏻 kawan ibu sangat helpful okayyyyy 😭 


8.20pm: Alhamdulillah lahirlah seketul Anya! 🫶🏻😍


Introducing our little princess, the apple of our eyes, penghuni rahim pertama mama:


✨Anya Ayana; rahmat, bunga yang indah 

✨Natural, normal delivery @ 35w3d

✨ 2.44kg, 44cm


Semoga Anya menjadi anak yang solehah, penyejuk hati mama baba, sentiasa menghormati orang tua, membesar dengan sihat, cerdik, baik, dan cantik 💓

Saturday, 3 February 2024

another phase of life

Salam and hello! ☺



I just realized that I didn't post anything since September last year 👀 a lot of things have changed; workplace, where I stay, routines, my weight and status. Let's start with my career first, okay? 


1) Career

I've resigned from my previous company, LG that is located in Putra Height and start a new job in Bandar Baru Bangi. My current company is way near my parents' house hahaha masih lagi jadi budak yang selalu homesick ye 😹 the only good thing about my new workplace is I work together with my classmate, Ainizz. It is so much fun to a friend working together hehe. 


2) Stay

Due to the far distance, we rent an apartment in Bandar Saujana Putra. I'd actually dislike staying in high-rise place. I'll definitely prefer landed house. Tapi alhamdulillah 4 bulan duduk berdua sangat seronok, we have our own privacy. Banyak lah yang husband masakkan untuk kita hehe banyak household work yang kitorang buat together. Best sangattt!!


Tapi sekarang, we moved back to my parents' house sebab husband and I both dapat kerja area sini. 


3) Weight

Heavier than before obv hahaha 😂

Friday, 8 September 2023

salam terakhir uitm

 Salam and hello gais! 🌿



Syukur Alhamdulillah berkat hari jumaat, pada hari 2nd monthsary aku & Fila, aku dapat results penutup semester sekaligus penutup degree yang baik dan mencukupi buat aku ☺️ tak mintak banyak, cukup sekadar habis degree ni dengan jayanya hahahaha mungkin ni kali terakhir salam uitm 🥹 alhamdulillah tengok A+ dekat pusat genius kurnia tu yang buat happy melambung 💞😭 sebab haritu masa present case study dengan therapist, encik H comment “wow hebat first presenter ni” “macamni yang kita nak, confident” “confident dia macam set2 hod tu” 🥹 so i kinda have high expectation lah sambil mengharapkan tak B 🥲 cuma sedih kit lah part research tu kan aih datin nyo toksey kasi kito A solid 😭 



Tapi Alhamdulillah mencukupiiiiii 🥰

done degree

 Salam everyone 🥰


How are you guys doing? Good? Glad to know that hehe 😚 kalau korang perasan dari awal aku start degree sampai lah ke halfway thru, aku selalu mengeluh dan cakap this course isn’t for me kan? Know2 dah habis degree u 🌹 


Sebenarnya dah sebulan jugak lah aku habis belajar (officially kot?) since dah present my research dekat uitm palam 🥹 rasa lega sangat walaupun tak tahu lah macam mana resultnya yang akan keluar esok??? 😭 harap dapat grad dengan pointer 3.0 keatas lah hshshshs 

dr akeh puji kata baju lawo gais 😂
my fans yall hahahaha 😛


my research poster

after career day

ome of my degree bestie, ainizz

thank you husband temankan! 😘

our research supervisor for 1 year++


My degree journey was indeed a rollercoaster ride 🎢 hard in the beginning but at the end it was fun all thanks to my mates 🫶🏻 lepas covid lah memang best sangat sebab rumah kiri kanan depan semua budak kelas heee bestttt 😍 memang setiap malam lah kitorang melepak aje kerjanya hahahaha kadang borak2 sampai tak sedar dah pukul 1 pagi 😌


Thank you so much to all my frenzzz Ainizz, Syidah, Piyah, Thirah, Alina, Anis, Aidad, Sarahsab, Zurain, Ziq, Tasha, Ezza, Thirr, Ainnad, Ainziqa, Yana, Jue, Ell, Sarah, Izni, Huda, Syerah, Syirr, Sue, Daus & Afiq 🌙 tanpa koranggg rasanya tak tahu lah macam mana nak survive huhu 🥲


Terima kasih sebab sudi menjadi groupmates assignment sepanjang 6 semesters & 2 semesters practical 🥺 susah senang bersama akan sentiasa diingati sampai bila2 ✨ semoga yang baik2 saja untuk korang semuanya hehehe moga jadi therapists yang berjaya 🫶🏻

Wednesday, 6 September 2023

suprise bachelorette party

 Hello everyone 🥰 ~~

It has been almost 2 month since we were married 😍 alhamdulillah life has been so good these days & I also received a good news of being accepted as occupational therapist at the company that I applied 🥰 orang kata rezeki kahwin hehehe 


Well, jom cerita pasal my bachelorrete party that was hosted by my primary babes 💞 sebenarnya aku tak sangka pun akan ada sebab memang dah pasrah dah sebab seminggu lagi nak kahwin tapi takde sorang pun yang buat 🥹 lagi pulak 1st day of july tu raya haji lagi lah orang busy dengan balik kampung apa semua 😭 so memang dah tak expect apa2 pun huhuhu 


Masa hari ahad tu supposedly aku dengan dayah pergi spa sebab dia nak temankan aku 😋 lepastu alang2 tu dia ajak pergi kenny hills baker katanya tak pernah pergi so, aku onz jelah sebab aku pun sama 😂 hari esoknya tu aku tanya lah kot2 kawan2 lain join pastu dayah cakap tak so cedih sikit 😢 tapi takdelah terlalu sedih sebab memang dari awal takde plan pun kan hukhuk so kitorang pergi lah kenny hills berdua, tapi dayah macam slow sikit jalan masani aku taktau kenapa hahahaha 🤣🤣 bila depan kenny hills tu aku cam WEHHHHH AKU NAMPAK SEMUA BESTIES AKU??? 🥹😭 LURVEEEEE 🤍☁️🫶🏻 dengan semua pakai pink aaaa sis suka!!! 


Memang unexpected sangat  ཻུ۪۪♡.⚜💫 sukaaa dan terharu sebab i was treated like a princess huwaa maceh sangat2 korang ✨😍😭 


Here’s a snippet of my bach partyzzzz 👰🏻‍♀️









Monday, 24 July 2023

080723 - we're married!

 Salam hi everyone 🥰


Tadaaa~~

Yes, I’m wifey now hehehe and I want to officially introduce u guys to the man that has been stealing my heart since 2019, the one that I mentioned and referred as Fila 💞

Alhamdulillah, I’m happily married for 2 weeks already 😍 until this day, I still can’t believe that I got married to the love of my life 🤭 setiap kali bukak mata mesti amazed and macam eh srs lah????? Hehehe to all the readers who have been supporting me & Fila, thank you so much! 🫶🏻 siapa yang baca kisah kami dari 2019 angkat tangan 🙋🏻‍♀️ hahahaha 

I lurvvv everything about our solemnisation although there are some things that could make my big day better, but overall I’m grateful & feel so content! 🥰🥰🥰 here are some pics of my big day hehehe baru dapat sikit je gambar~