Monday 30 May 2016

Kolej Al Zahrawi, UiTM Kampus Bertam

Salam.

Hehehe I am now laying on my bed, writing this post with leisure! Different from msd days which was so packed and full with activities, runs and scolds (haha) I love this moment right now to be able to enjoy myself and have my own time. However, I could feel the emptiness after the msd program. Although msd program was a totally packed and hectic and full of tense, well I hate msd (alot!) but I learnt something from that especially about Islam and I enjoyed the dance time the most. That's the most enjoyable moment during msd. And I love msd last day!!! Not as tense as the days before hahaa. 

This morning, siswi who are placed at UiTM Kampus Bertam was moving all ours luggages and stuffs from UiTM Kampus Bukit Mertajam, Permatang Pauh to UiTM Kampus Bertam, Kepala Batas. I chose Nora (high school mate), Sarah (from gombak), Hidayah (from Perak), Aina (from Penang), Ain (from Kedah), Abel and Syahira (both from Sarawak) to be my housemates. Satu rumah ada 4 bilik dan 1 bilik 2 orang. Jejak je kaki kat Kolej Az-Zahrawi, masyaAllah cantik sungguh tempatnya. Kemas dan bersih. Memang tiptop dan tersangatlah puas hati. 

4-09-D8 merupakan rumah aku dan housemates, bilik aku untuk 5 bulan sepanjang semester 1. Masuk masuk je rumah, ada sinki dan kabinet di sebelah kanan. Ruang tengah/ruang tamu agak besar untuk kami berlapan so macam macam aktiviti boleh buat kat situ. Berbuka puasa sama sama as an example. Bilik, masyaAllah cantik sungguh lahai. Way different from the dorm I stayed at UiTM Kampus Bukit Mertajam during mds. Mama and abah pun cakap cantik sangat rumah tu haha. Excited to explore Kolej Al-Zahrawi and UiTM Kampus Bertam 😆 







My room hehe super da bomb! 

Monday 23 May 2016

penang here I come

Salam.

Tonight is the last night I'm spending with my little family before I'll continue my studies at UiTM Kampus Bertam, Pulau Pinang in pharmaceutical course. Aih it's painful to leave my family behind. But, what can I do? It's a must in order to pursue my dream as a pharmacist in the future. Leaving my home-sweet-home at 8.45 am and I'm safely arrived in Penang at 1.30pm. I was having fun...........sleeping the whole way to Penang!!!!! (Haha) Sampai sana terus pergi cari UiTM Bukit Mertajam dimana aku akan mendaftarkan diri esok pagi. After that, I went to UiTM Kampus Bertam to see the place I'll be studying for 3 years and the hostel is so beautifullllll from the outside. Harapnya dalam hostel pun cantik jugak lah. 



Petang pulak pergi melawat Pak Ridwan kat Hospital Sg Petani, Kedah sekejap. Dengar macam jauh tapi sebenarnya, alahai dekat bebenor. And right now, I'm laying on the bed while writing this post. Will be posting pics of my new student life later. Alhamdulillah for today, Allah! Never lose hope and put your trust in Allah because Allah knows what is the best for us 🌛

Friday 20 May 2016

suka

Salam.



A friend sends this to me. It is a good preach and I thought I should share this with the others.

Tuesday 17 May 2016

upu result came out

Salam. 

CONGRATS TO MY DEAR FRIENDS AND MYSELF!!!!!!!! Alhamdulillah, finally dapat juga sambung belajar and tinggalkan my current 12 hours working life. Haha. Eksaited bebenar hihi al maklum lah dah lama tak study kekeke rindu zaman struggle nak exam spm dulu. Ecewah padahal masa exam bukan main mengeluh bila kena revise balik semua subjek and bila soalan exam susah. Poyo jeee hahaha its okay as long as ada minat and keinginan nak belajar kan? Sambung belajar ni bagus sebenarnya. Lagi cerah masa depan, lagi besar peluang untuk berjaya. 

Lagipun belajar tu satu ibadah. Ada yang cakap kalau sambung belajar pun belum tentu lagi berjaya and dapat peluang kerja yang bergaji besar. Well, itu bergantung pada rezeki dan nasib seseorang lah kan. Takkan nak give up sebelum mencuba kan, sebab rezeki bukan datang bergolek. Benda yang kita nak, bukan jatuh dari langit. Ha ye memang rezeki, takdir sama ada miskin atau kaya Allah yang bagi. Tapi kena ingat, takdir kita tu Allah boleh ubah bila kita berusaha keras. Apa yang penting, sentiasa berusaha dan istikhomah dalam ibadah. InsyaAllah apa yang kita hajatkan tercapai. 

UiTM Bertam, Pulau Pinang untuk course Diploma Farmasi ialah keputusan upu yang aku dapat bila check online. And at the same time, boss kat tempat aku kerja sekarang ni nak tolong aku masuk UIA Gambang, Pahang if aku nak asasi kat sana. Aku jadi confuse sebab tak tahu nak pilih mana. Tak tahu which one better. Most of my relatives and friends recommend me to chose foundation because it isn't take as much time as diploma. Hanya 1 tahun, 1 tahun setengah or 2 tahun jika nak dibandingkan dengan 3 tahun diploma. UIA sahaja yang  ada program 1 tahun setengah and 2 tahun based on arabic and english test masa minggu orientasi. Menyesal weh tak belajar bahasa arab masa cuti panjang. Mari lah berhuhuhu dengan aku. Zaman sekolah rendah dulu, bahasa arab ialah subjek yang aku paling tak suka and selalu buat alasan tak bawa buku setiap kali ada kelas arab. Haha teruk kan!!!!! Tapi bila dah grown up ni, rasa menyesal sangat bila tak belajar sebab bahasa arab tu bahasa al quran. And I think, it will be great if I get the chance to learn arabic although it is only the basic. Buat masa sekarang ni, aku cuma nak fikir betul betul and berdoa moga Allah bagi petunjuk which ones better for me. 



Masa mula mula dapat keputusan tu, mama terkejut sebab uitm yang aku dapat tu jauh bebenor dari rumah.

"Mama sebenarnya tak nak bagi yong pergi jauh jauh kan?"
"Kalau boleh Mama nak yong belajar kat sekolah sebelah rumah ni je ha"

HAHAHAH isn't it cute?!!!! Takut rindu kat anak sulung/perempuan/manja/intan payung/kawan gosip dia lah tu kekekeke 😂 Aku pun sebenarnya berat hati nak tinggalkan Mama, rumah, family, Mai, Nina and semua sekali lah haha takkan nak mention satu satu kan ehem ehem. Bukan apa, mana pernah sebelum ni aku tinggalkan rumah. Tak pernah duduk asrama. Tapi itu lah dikatakan jihad. Belajar tu satu jihad sebenarnya kan. Belajar untuk kembangkan ilmu pengetahuan sendiri, share pada orang lain, bagi benefits kat semua makhluk and agama Islam. Aku harap bila aku sambung study nanti aku tak dilupakan lah. Ada orang datang melawat ke hahaha best jugak! So thats all for now. Hoping the best for myself 😊

Sunday 8 May 2016

parents day

Salam. 

Today is 8 May 2016 which is Mothers' Day and tomorrow is actually my father's birthday so I want to dedicate this post for them hihi.

To both of my lovely parent Kapli and Jama'iah 💖💖💖, thank you for everything you have done for more than 18 years. All I could say is thank you and Alhamdulillah for having mama and abah in my life because without you, I wouldn't become who I am today. Both of you are the greatest gift from Allah to help me to become a better person and more importantly, His better servant. I knew and realized how bad and rude I was to mama and abah when I was in form 1 to form 3, maybe because of changing of hormone and puberty, I guess. I am trully sorry for the bad words and actions I did before. As I entered form 4, Alhamdulillah I received hidayah from Allah and changed my behaviours and personalities to become a better one. I tried my best to listen to every single words both of you told me without any complains and sighs. It was really hard at first but after a while, it's a bit easier. I am still trying my best to be the best daughter of yours even if you can't really see my efforts. But I am trying. I really do. 

Mama and abah are really precious to me but I'd never realized how important and grateful I am to have both of you until someone that I just met told me and make me see my parent in another perspective. He told me a lot about how grateful we are to still having parents and how hard parents are to raise us up until now. Also, he told me how thankful he is to Allah to have his parent and little brother, how much they means to him and how important to spend our times with our family. Honestly, I feel really bad for my family members. I think I didn't really do anything for them. I don't really treat them nicely. Maybe I do but sometimes. Those words from that friend of mine really changed me. I am trying to treat my parent and lil sister nicely and spending time with them. Eventho we have such limited time at home because of work and school, but I tried all my best to have a bit of family time at night and in my day off from work. 

Actually, it is not that hard to do. And because of that, I took a day off today to spend this special day with abah, mama and adik! 

Mama 💞, thank you for giving birth to me, raising me well with love and give anything I needs and wants. To be honest, I study well for you. I know I can make you proud and happy when I get good results in exams so I try to push myself to study real hard. I do anything for you even if I don't really like science and anything related to it but since you want to see me become a pharmacist, I will do it. You told me becoming a pharmacist will guarantee my future and etc and I will believe that because I know mother's choice is always the best 👍 Thank you for every drops of breast milk you feed me when I was a cute baby and I will always pray to Allah to place you in jannah. I hope you have a long life so that you can see me graduate from university, become a pharmacist, have my own business, get married to a man who will treat me like a princess, have 8 or 9 childrens so that you can play with them and won't feel lonely hehehehe thanks for supporting and encouraging your beautiful first daughter in anything she do!!!!! You never missed to wish me luck when I have exams and competitions and thank you so much for your never ending support. Thank you for being my #1 bestfriend who always listen to me. Even if the things that I tell you quite ridiculous sometimes. I promise I will buy you a big house, your dream car, fab handbags and clothes and jewelleries when I become rich and have a lot of money! 💰 That's my promise to you, mama aka my #1 bestfriend!

Abah 👪, you are turning 51 years old this year. You are getting older year by year but why are you still look the same like when I was in primary school. You didn't really aged haha. I think that's a good thing. Thanks for raising me up from a cute baby to selekeh girl to a very beautiful young lady kikikiki 😝 You are the first person who taught me how to cook rice and measure the water correctly and I did really well since then. Since I entered high school, you have to always wake up earlier than you always did to send me to school. I know it was really tiring but you never complain, and I thank you for that. Sometimes you have to ride the motorcycle with a full speed when it was about to rain. And I feel sorry that you was soaking wet from rain when you came home. Thanks to your hardwork and patience, I got 1A+ 4A 2A- and 2B+ in spm. I wanted to give you 9As but what could I do, Allah has a better plan for me with that 7A hihi. I just hope you proud with my spm result because I had study really hard to get those As. Abah, although you nag 1000x more than mama haha but I know its for my own good. But, I get so annoyed when you nag even it's not my fault. IT IS OK! Even though you don't really care what happen to me at school or outdoor, I'm glad when you tried to. I didn't say this to you before but thank you for saving my legs from being bitten by a wild dog. Allahu, that was one of the scariest moment in my life. I really thought that dog bite my legs, but fortunately you, abah saved me. At that moment, I feel really safe around you. I was grateful to have you. Abah is my lifesaver who helps me when I am in danger. Even though you didn't received much education and graduate from university, to me you are already succeed in life. Working as a lorry driver isn't easy and I know that. You have done alot for our little family, collect aluminium tins and nails to be sell and more. You have helped neighbours and people in your own way. I will always pray you become a better servant of Allah and lead our family to jannah. I can see you have changed to become a better dad by wishing me goodluck when I have exams and wishing for my birthday haha I am thankful for that because you never did before 💓

I am trully happy to have both of my parent who give me lots of love and treat me nicely especially when I get good grades. Haha. I promise to become a good daughter and graduate from university and receive more awards in life. Haha yup mama always tell me to finish studies first before get married hahahahaha you are so worries that I will get marry early. I won't insyaAllah I will let adik get married first before I do kikikiki happy mothers' day and happy advanced birthday abah!!!!! 🎉🎂🎁🎈 lots of love from your grown up daughter 👧