Wednesday 30 May 2018

MPG 2018: Fete Drug Delights

Salam.


12th May 2018

High heels and and girly mode onzz 🐥


Last night, is our day and night. The day that we've been waiting and looking forward to for 2 semesters - pharmacy students of our batch first and last pre-graduation dinner.

I chose kurung moden with lace and sparkles; less is more. Pairing with lacey heels and white scarf, oh god people might think it's my big day tho.

I don't think I've ever wear heels before. So, wearing it for the first time is real hard. There's a saying, practice makes perfect. It's 💯 true although I am still far from  being perfect or even walk gracefully in heels. But still, I am much better than before after few days of practice inside my room. Last night, my feet hurt so bad. For a second, I thought I broke my feet 😫

Since 2 pm, I felt restless. Jalan sana, jalan sini. Mekti was the same hahah glad I wasn't the only one feeling this thing. Pukul 6.30 pm, aku dah pergi bilik housemate hihi nak minta dia make-up kan punya pasal 😝💄 Lama juga lah aku tadahkan muka sampai rasa macam nak terpatah leher dibuatnya. Foundation, concealer, eyebrows, eyeshadow, blusher, contour, highlight, mascara, lipstick & ok done! The moment I look into the mirror, weyyyyyy aku ingat aku badut 😓 Kenapa instafamous cantik pakai makeup hurmmm persoalan biar tergantung. Masa 10 mins lagi nak turun berkumpul kat foodcourt, aku ambil tisu lap semua eyeshadow, lipstick and mascara. I told ya before about my long eyelashes, didn't I? Perkara yang sama berlaku, bila bulu mata yang disalut mascara berlanggar dengan spek mata, ouch aku buta. Tak boleh nak buka mata. Terus aku capai liptints from Etude House & Peri pera and calit kat bibir zassss siap 😗 Sorry anim, thank you for your hard work huhu 🙇


Sampai dewan, cari meja kitorang haha depan weh and happy part 1 sebab atas meja ada bunga, kit kat & 2 cards from mentee and tasya my junior I always my contact with 💓 pastu ada doorgift also uwah excited yang amat tak terkata. After ucapan dari Prof Dr Aisyah dekan Farmasi, kitorang start makan makan around 8.45 pm macam tu. Semuanya buffet so kitorang boleh makan as much as we want hoyeah 😄 Dalam pukul 9.30 pm dah start anugerah dekan by class fuhhh nervous sangat 😧 Last sekali aku naik stage was during graduation day form 5 hua cuakkkk tapi I'm very grateful I can finally be on stage walaupun only 1 sem dekan. Hehe 'twas happy part 2 😊 Extra nervous sebab aku pakai heels huhu dari awal masuk dewan aku dok terfikir macam mana nak naik pentas. And what if terjatuh or smth ha as usual negative thoughts coming. Tapi Alhamdulillah, semua berjalan lancar, takde jatuh, takde tergolek ke terpeleot, happy part 3 I'm all good 😥







I had so so sooo much fun! Couldn't be much happier duh 'cause everything was so perfect. From the beginning till the end. Happy part 4; persembahan dari juniors tersangatlah comel weyyyy aku rasa macam mak mak yang tengok anak perform atas stage ha gitu lah rasanya :") rasa nak nangis tengok diorang because deep inside I know I will miss them so much after this sem ends. Glad I met them 💛😭 Dance medley dari batch kitorang; Yat, Intan, Aimi, Syai, Fizah, Pojie, Nisa, Aina and Zetwe srs gempak gila!!!!!!! Like seriously, 4 songs in 1 performance 💣 Award jejaka tampan went to Buza & gadis ayu winned by Auni 🎉 They really deserve the awards tho because they look so fine 💞 banyak gila cabutan bertuah but unfortunately I'm not the lucky one.





After habis segala macam anugerah and dinner, kitorang start ambil gambar sebab it almost the end of the event huhu sad :(( dari haritu lagi aku memang dah pasang niat untuk beranikan diri minta ambil gambar dengan pahdeng, jeha & semua junior sophys. Perhhh nervous juga lah 😥 Penat gila ambil gambar bebanyak hahaha tapi tulah bila lagi nak ambil gambar dengan diorang kan sebab lepasni memang jarang jumpa, busy tests pastu cuti lagi then tup tup dah final 📑

Pahdeng

Tashalish

Jeha

Mirah

My mentee, Azri

Pres baru Zharif yang lawak gila gila
Apizz
Dua orang budak annoying haha Safdar & mentee

Minmin

Sejak mentee aku ter-tinggi suara kat aku, aku dah tak contact dia dah haha yelah ha engko terkejut tahu tak tetiba naik suara ish sumpah seram. Tapi tulah serba salah juga sebab mungkin salah aku juga kan. Jadi masa dinner tuh aku ajak lah ambil gambar macam dengan yang lain. Banyak juga lah ambil gambar dengan mentee & safdar haha dua ekor budak yang annoying tapi baik 😂 Masa dah nak last last kena balik, tetiba Nuel my twin datang cepat cepat kat aku pastu cakap dia tak ambil gambar lagi dengan aku. Hahah aku ingat dia dah lupa aku dah 😅 Happy & terharu part 5 bila mentee bagi aku 2 teddy bears sebagai hadiah weyyyyy aku speechless gila sebab aku dah lah tak pernah ada bebear (ada satu, tu pun mai yang bagi) pastu semua orang was like wehhh untungnya 😂

Nuel the twin

Notnajiha

Nik

Naquib

Yayat

Bakal zoukjah my precious gems 💎

Sophys 17/18 💖

Sophys gegirl

Gegurl class b my classmates since sem 1

Seronok gila dapat bebear ha yelah ada juga teman tidur, teman study kalau roommate takde kat bilik. Kesian iolls. Huhu. Tapi tulah bila kawan kawan yang rapat datang bilik, diorang anggap bebear tu mentee & tak habis habis bahan. Aku menyampah. Teddy bears tu teddy bears jelah. Bukan teddy bears tu prince frog yang boleh bertukar jadi mentee aku. Kekadang rasa macam nak tumbuk je sensorang. Sorry, but not sorry.

Cerita disebalik kasut tumit tinggi aku. Hari dimana ph menang pilihan raya, kitorang satu rumah plan nak keluar. Girls day out lah kononnya hihi 😝 Paginya tuh kitorang ada quiz chemotherapy thru kahoot apps haha perhhhh 10 saat untuk setiap soalan mencabar gila! Awal pagi dah menjerit jerit bila salah jawab soalan. Adu sumpah lawak. Kitorang pergi banyak tempat juga lah 2 hari before dinner tuh. Memula pergi cari kasut kat Aeon Bukit Mertajam & banyak kedai kasut aku pergi dalam tu tapi aku tak minat. Tetiba masuk satu kedai nih ada high heels terus rasa macam nak try. Main try jelah dengan mekti hahaha tapi tak lama lepastu kitorang keluar dari kedai sebab mahal. Pergi lagi kedai lain, ada heels juga. Cantik, pastu paling penting murah rm50 je weh omg harga yang sepatutnya rm100++ jadi rm50 mesti lah rasa nak beli. Tapi risau sebab tak reti pakai. Housemates sibuk suruh beli sebab katanya cantik aku pun macam hmm macam mana nih. Eyan dengan semangat cakap,

"Tak apa nanti kita belajar pakai kasut tinggi kat rumah. Hari hari praktis kat bilik pakai heels okkk"

Terus beli 😂

Lepas berpenat penat cari kasut aku (sorry geng haha iolls memang cerewet), isi perut lah apa lagi.

Housemates 9-03




Congrats Sophys berjaya juga akhirnya habiskan dinner nih although we've went thru so many bad things, fights and arguments sepanjang nak melaksanakan dinner huhu dari pergaduhan pertama kat dk sampai menangis semua orang, to the second fight terpaksa tukar kp & pkp, sampai salah faham dengan Madam dan terpaksa buat perjumpaan kat bk untuk sesi luah perasan hmm walaupun ada je yang tak nak mengalah, ada yang buat drama, ada yang tinggi suara but yezzz itulah manusia. I was trembling there. I thought I was fine sampai giliran aku kena suarakan ketidakpuasan hati, suara dah bergetar hurm tahu tahu je dah mengalir air mata menangis. Tak sangka :(

Lepas nih, no more. All the hatred left behind. Am so done with all this fight. Penat & you gais must feel the same. We've done so much, that's enough. Let's focus on our studies now & excel together. May the force be with us 🌱

That's it! Thanks everyone for the wonderful night & all the hardwork that we've done so far 💛

Tuesday 29 May 2018

hospital visit

Salam.


Ok, I should start publish some posts I saved in the drafts. If not, they will rot there waiting to be uploaded by me.

Monday 2 weeks ago which was on 21st May, the whole batch of pharmacy students part 4 went for a hospital visit to Hospital Sultan Abdul Halim, Sg Petani 🏥 of course, I was one of those people who extremely excited for this visit 😝




Jadi setibanya kami kat sana, kami dibawa ke auditorium for a short briefing gituww 📣 well, an hour wasn't that short though but luckily the speaker was sooo nice & delivered her presentation in a way we could easily understand, everyone was thinking she should join uitm as our new pharmacy lecturer duh 😂 so she explained briefly about pharmacy departments they've in the hospital & we were then divided into 4 groups untuk turun padang tengok each department (bukan tengok padang hospital ye gais). Group b the one I was in, started off with going to the out-patient department dekat level 1 kut tak silap hm entah lah aku follow je pharmacist yang bawa kitorang tuh dari belakang tak sure ke dunia mana kami dibawa 😯 for those who curious to know what is out-patient pharmacy, it is actually the pharmacy that patients who aren't warded in the hospital take the medications prescribed by the doctors. Kalau korang pergi hospital, jumpa doctor then doctor suruh ambil ubat kat kaunter, ha that's out-patient pharmacy that you'll take the meds from. This department is the busiest department in any hospital but I don't know I think I'll have fun in there sebab tak membosankan, I guess. I was actually pretty amazed sebab kat belakang counter where the pharmacists dispensed the meds to the patients, ada this one thing yang bergerak macam kat sushi king tu ala aku lupa apa nama dia. Tapi tulah benda yang bergerak gerak tu ha korang faham lah kan. Ok bijak. Dekat belakang counter, there are too many people inside macam packed juga lah sebab kat situlah labelling, angkat call from patients yang nak ambil ubat, handle meds yang nak kena hantar to patients via poslaju & segala macam kerja lah dalam department tuh. Oh yes, also have drive-thru pharmacy in there 🚘

After that, we moved to logistic department (bukan tempat logi sisa bahan kumbahan kat hospital ke apa tau hahah nanti ada pulak yang ingat macam tu) , the department where all the medications and pharmaceutical supplies are stored and that's where the pharmacists order all those medications from suppliers. This place isn't my place. Masuk je dah menguap haha kau rasa 😴 macam mana nak survive hospital training nanti?!?! Lepastu kitorang pergi mana ek hurmmm jap..........ha kitorang pergi TDM department dimana kitorang di-briefkan oleh seorang pharmacist hensem (aku pandang kejap je, ha yelah kan tengah puasa masa ni mohon jangan kecam sis saya insan yang lemah) (pandang sekali takpe, pandang dua kali jangan) Tempat ni lah untuk kira blood drug level/therapeutic index supaya pharmacists boleh adjust drug dose & frequency yang nak kena bagi kat patients. Pharmacists juga boleh tahu patients compliance or tak with the drug regimen sebab boleh detect the drug in their blood samples. Blood samples yang diambil tu akan dimasukkan dalam centrifuge untuk asingkan antara red blood cell and blood plasma. Nak detect drug, pharmacists ambil sample blood plasma yang kat bahagian atas (bawah yang mendap tu semuanya erythrocytes) lepastu letak indicator kut macam tulah aku tak ingat sangat 😅


Moving to another place where the extemporaneous medications are prepared & also tempat dimana ubat-ubatan yang dibeli secara bulk akan di prepacked and repacked. Kalau macam lotion yang beli dari supplier kan datang dalam bekas besar gajah tu kan, nanti penolong pegawai farmasi (ppf) akan repacked dalam smaller container. Tempat nih aku rasa hm okay lah aku boleh go lagi compared to logistic department tadi fuhhh 😧 As for in-patient department, everything's good sebab lebih kurang je cuma this department nih yang handle ubat-ubatan yang nak kena bagi kat warded patients either by unit-of-dose (uod) and unit-of-use (uou) 💊



Cytotoxic drug reconstitution & total parenteral nutrition department tulah yang ada clean room, kena pakai proper gowning, tak boleh pakai makeup semua tu. Senang cakap apa yang kena mengena dengan dua department nih mesti kena aseptic. Pakai baju macam astronaut tu lah. Berhari-hari aku hadap 3 4 buku tebal pasal aseptic and sterile compounding untuk siapkan assignment jadi sedikit sebanyak lekat juga lah ilmu dalam kepala, Alhamdulillah.

Off to satellite pharmacy 🚀 dulu aku ingat tempat ni ada kena mengena dengan satellite, rocket dan seangkatan dengannya tapi ternyata silap. Huhu. Satellite pharmacy nih tempat warded patients yang baru nak discharge ambil ubat. Mesti pening kan sebab banyak sangat. The reason behinds it sebab nak mudah kan kerja & supaya lagi sistematik 📑

After habis tawaf semua pharmacy deparments, kitorang berkumpul balik kat bawah ha kat situ tetiba ada orang jual jual komik lama, magazines etc. Sekali mata aku terpandang kat this one magazine, grab and terus bayar. Cuba teka majalah apa? Iyez, it's epop 😛 naik bas, belek majalah sehelai dua terus tidur sebab kena manfaatkan masa yang ada sebab petang tuh ada kelas lagi uishhhh penat 😪 nasib baik lah computer lab biostatistic petang tuh macam relax sikit eceh tu pun sebab Allisya banyak tolong aku :")

Sekian cerita yang tergendala. More posts to come 💓

Monday 21 May 2018

ramadhan is back

Salam.

Haus ke tu?

Ramadan kareem, dear Muslims 💛 & happy fasting happy ibadah!


It's my second year spending Ramadan in bertam with my friends and hurm it's not that bad tho everything's good so far, Alhamdulillah.

Bersyukur masih diberi peluang untuk bertemu Ramadan this year & masih tak terlambat untuk berubah menjadi lebih baik dan perbanyakkan ibadah, bukan? because y'know ustaz said after tonight's taraweeh that what if this Ramadan is our last (?) and we couldn't maximize our ibadah during this holy month. Many people enter heaven because of their deeds during Ramadan. And can I become one of them?

Step by step. Towards a better servant of Allah.

Let's do this! #nomembawang

Tuesday 1 May 2018

after 8 weeks

Salam.


After days of spending time at home, real home, I am on my way back to bumi bertam 🌎 so sad but yes, I cannot stay home much longer because there are too many things to settle; programs, tutorial sheets, lab prescriptions etc 😥

I am happy my mom gave her permission to go home last weekend because these past few weeks had been so hard & tiring. Sophys isn't getting along so well this semester, we had big fights & not to forget, flooding tears oh myyy 😣 Also, there are quite a lot of death news these days starting from arwah mak Aisyah, arwah nenek Fizah & few days ago, arwah nenek Asip 😔

Then, these 'what ifs' questions start to pop up.

I am glad I can go home, because to wait for week 12 isn't easy & it's just way too long meh. How could I wait?!?!

There are some few things I did at home, besides from cooking hahah
✅ finish & submit assignment phd221
✅ cari baju dinner
✅ watch some kshows
✅ jalan jalan kat ioi city mall & of course had kalguksu udon & kimbap for late lunch
✅ makan masakan mama tanpa henti
✅ beli hadiah birthday abah
✅ lipat baju (my daily routine at home 😂)
✅ do some notes on phd223


I am getting better at eating kimchi ~

The train I am currently in departed from KL Sentral at 9 in the morning and yes, still got an hour to arrive in Penang so just let me enjoy first. I cried a bit masa nak kena berpisah ha yelah engko aku memang kerja nya nangis je sejak dari dulu tak berubah. Pening kepala bila tah nak jadi kuat.

See you again in 4 weeks dear Selangor! 💞