بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ
In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful
Assalamualaikum and hello 2021 🌿
I wish you all a happy new year! If you can go through 2020, then 2021 gonna be a piece of cake ❤ hehehe so let's recap things that i'm proud of in 2020 and things that i regret last year.
Things that I'm proud of/happy with in 2020:
- I spent most of my time at home and got to spent lot of time with my fam due to pandemic
- I got to spent bunch of quality time with my plus one, Fila
- I went to Melaka in early march with Fila and got to explore many places that I've never been to 🥺❤️
- I got birthday call, vidcalls from him 🥺 he even sang birthday song to me and put on ribbon on his head as I wish 😍 (photo is confidential sebab nanti dia segan)
- Fila gave me such an amazing but expensive gift for my birthday ❤️🥺 it's a phone with amazing camera!!!!
- Went for dates with Fila at new places hehehe tried new foods! 🍝
- I went to KL Eco Park for the first time and it was so breathtaking 🌱
- Got to saw him in full set of baju askar and he is so handsome ugh he showed me while he was gettin' ready to start his lkt 😢
- I did one day part-time job at Kenari with my fren, Dayah ✨
- I got to spent some time with my friends before the pandemic 👀 especially with Mekti, we got to lepak almost every night dekat ruang tamu
- My lil sis and I went to Penang by ourselves and got my kad matrik cut at uitm bertam 🥳 officially a pharmacy post-graduate! pats
- Went to upnm in mid march just before pkp to meet him and celebrate our 1st anniversary gituwww gave him anniversary present & i even made a smol jar of love notes (16 march & 11 april ha memana boleh sebab takde actual date pun yang kitorang cam ok kita ni together hahahaha)
- I got new kittens; abby, abby debab, belang, oyen, uteh, citam and ontot 😚
- I tried lot of new recipes! A better cooker than last year 😂
- Early covid season was all about dalgona coffee and of course, following the trend, I made it as well ☕
- I played plato to kill some times with Fila and his sibs & Mekti Eyan too 🤩
- Made mochi with my mom but it turned out weird 🤣
- Rebrand my smol business from itsaidasfav to aedascarf but both have the same meaning and big why 💖
- I got to support some of my frens' smol businesses tehee ✨ hope i would be able to help them in any form!
- My brand got more recognition from people && my frens 😚
- Able to reach rm1.3k+ inside my saving account (road to rm3k and next rm10k)
- Got to improve my cooking & baking skills tho 🤘🏻
- More self love; started to accept my voice, my pimples and my body shape
- More selfies!!!! 😂 Lol
- Went to lumut with Fila and had so much fun hehehe watched Sebelum Iblis Menjemput 2 and screamed out loud hahahaha
- Had fun at the playground like a 5 years old kid 💖 twas a good day tho!!
- Got a bracelet masa dekat lumut Fila kasi awh and I wear it till today 🥺 I'm not that type of person yang pakai jam atau gelang tapi for you, aida pakai ecewah 😘
- Made my first business card but now changed it to a different pattern and I'm lovin it 😍
- Changed my scarf tagging to our initial name, a ✨ so prettah!!!
- Maintain my weight under 50kg phewwww 😅 need to lost few kgs back to 47kg hahaha
- My smol business got to expand a bit more & I was brave to take risk to restock more than I usually did
- Baked cookies with Fila for the first time evah 🤩 heeeee so happy
- Took his things at upnm after pkp in June ✨ that was the day he gave me present!!!!
- Improve myself in photography and editing ehehe sebab banyak ambik gambar untuk aedascarf 😂
- Met my primary school besties in July walaupun tak complete uhuk 7/10 jerps
- Made aedascarf's first igtv 📺
- Met sarah iman & nora!!!!
- Survived our big fights and here we are still together alhamdulillah ❤️
- Made our first mukbang hahahahah 🤭
- Played bowling together for the first time uwuuuu walaupun dedua noob tak issokay nanti kita main lagi
- Went back to coffee lab cafe in Teluk Intan ✨ that place is special to us 💖 that's where our first 'real' date happened
- Got to suprised him with few presents on his birthday! ❤️😍
- Able to treat my fams alhamdulillah walaupun tak banyak tapi dapat jugak sebab ada rezeki lebih dari aedascarf 🌿
- I'm a pubg player now!!!! 🤟🏻🤟🏻🤟🏻 Credit to Fila heheh
- Worked with faerslog for my postcard grad box 🎁
- Got a white watch from eyan 🤍 hehehe walaupun belum pakai and aida tak pakai jam tapi thanks eyan nanti aida pakai okeh
- Treat my fams; mama abah adik burger king and ate it together with Fila 🤍 i never felt so happy and complete macamtu 🥺 rasa meriah dan cukup 💖
- Got to buy another handbag for mama's birthday present 💝
- Managed to rearrange my room; got myself a study section & business section where I keep all my tudung
- Aquaria date! Blup blupp 🐬 hehehe
- As I requested, penutup date tahun 2020 we went for our first picnic date @ taman saujana hijau!!!! 🤍🕊️ ft homemade kimbap & mac n cheese
Things that I regret/unhappy with in 2020:
- I should have become a better daughter to my parents but my rebellious innerself just won't allow me to
- I'm a sinner
- I feel empty; that religious space inside of me needs to be filled someday
- I should have become a better partner to my other half, Fila 🥺 I should have understand him better, treat him better and become way mature (did my best, but that just not enuf)
- I gave too much excuses to lot of things
- I didn't do well during my second semester; it was really hard tho to be at home
- I was thinkin' if I really do have probs with my cognitive because I am just too slow, even way slower than I used to be
- My attention span is so short! I kinda worried a bit 😟 even during physical class, I've problems to focus 🤕 should I do intervention on my own? Lol
- Discipline ❌
- I asked questions without thinking about the other person's feeling (bad aida!)
- Way too worried! Way too curious!
- OVERTHINK OVERTHINK OVERTHINK
- Had few phases of breakout 😷
- Too insecure; can't help it!
Till then, xoxo
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