Salam.
Never thought I would received this kind of result as I have been getting straight As in UPSR and PMR but yeap this is it. This is my fate that had written by Allah from the very beginning. I should thanked Him for every little things that had been given to me but I think this time, I forgot. Astaghfirullah alazim. Manusia itu sering lupa dan terleka. Tapi kita sentiasa ada dan diberi peluang untuk bertaubat dan berpatah balik ke jalanNya. Aku juga begitu. Tak terlepas dari melakukan dosa.
Alhamdulillah, I'd got 7A for my SPM! Bukan semua A tegak ye haha but at least A kan? 1A+ 4A 2A- and 2B+ bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah bagi. Although at first aku teramat lah kecewa dan sedih dengan result yang aku dapat. I think maybe because I put my hope too high. Like really high as high as the sky weh. Aku lupa yang manusia ni hanya merancang, Allah yang tentukan. Sampaikan it takes few days for me to accept the fact that I didn't get straight As. Tapi syukur aku dah terima segalanya. Orang kata, things happen for a reason so betul lah tu. Dah bila aku fikir balik, throwback to the past 2 years memang aku tak layak pun dapat straight As. It doesn't mean aku tak belajar or tak berusaha tapi tak cukup gigih macam mana budak budak genius (ibnu sina) dengan budak straight As belajar.
Masa nak ambil result tu memang rasa nak termuntah pun ada sebab nervous dia lain macam. Haha finally I had experienced what my senior had going through before. Dari turun kereta sampailah masa nak ambil result, tangan mama memang tak lepas. Aku pegang erat sampai berpeluh tangan dibuatnya. Nak borak lebih dengan kawan pun tak dapat sebab I couldn't think any topic to talk 'bout. SMK Jalan Empat berjaya lahirkan 44 orang pelajar straight As SPM which is lebih 3 orang compared to last year. Congratulation every each of u who got straight As in SPM!! You guys really deserve it 'cause you work really hard for it. Tahniah Heng Wei Yang (form 1 class monitor yang memang genius dari dulu), Madhu Reuban (pengerusi rumah ungu for 5 years), Raudhatul Hazirah (classmate since form 1), Zaidatul Izzah (deskmate yang sekepala tapi tak seotak haha pandai dia lain macam) dan everyone! Congrats Yusra Taqia and Nurul Farzana yang dah berusaha sehabis baik for SPM. Honestly, as your group deskmate, I am so sooooo proud with both of you! Both of you did so much well than school exam hehe
No matter what you got, the world doesn't stop here. It is just the beginning. You have a really long journey ahead of you. So cheer up! Ps; reminder to dearself.
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